Cassidy Sternbeck

Competitor ~~~~~~~~~~~ Name: Cassidy Sternbeck Nicknames: Can also be called "Cassy" Age: 24 Height: 5'8" Weight: 130 Ibs Hometown: Oldale Town Region: Hoenn Shel Hashim Sweetie Bell NPC ~~~~~~~~~~~ Name: Dante Zamora Nicknames: None Age: 21 Height: 6'1" Weight: 160 Ibs Hometown: New Bark Town Region: Johto Pokemon: Felix Decibelle Lucifer

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Hey guys...

Sorry for the lack of activity on this blog. I did read up on the PDL journal and I just wanna say congrats to those who passed, I actually thought I wouldn't pass due to the fact I really over did my entry and I felt that was unnecessary of me to do, but I am happy that I did pass.

Though...I feel like I should talk about some things with the group. I'll put it undercut to avoid flooding the dash or anything.

....I don't know what it is, well, I kinda know what it is but I don't know why it's taking so much affect on me.

The reason for my inactivity on this blog is because I've literally been too afraid to do anything in this group. I've even been too afraid to be on this blog in general. I know the reason why, but it's best that I don't say why.

It makes me really sad that it's come down to this, I wanna stay, I wanna be active, I want Cassidy to mean something to everyone but at the same time, for my sake...I feel like I can't be in this group anymore.

Everytime I come onto this blog I just scroll through my dash and I get this big frown on my face, seeing everyone have fun and everyone likes someone elses characters but for me...I'm really left out in everything. I try to join in, I try to have fun but it feels like someone is pushing me out and putting me in a corner where I'm forced to sit there and watch. I know that sounds really dark and almost unbelievable but it's true. I tried to have Cassidy interact with some other characters, but no one seemed all that interested except maybe 2 people.

I don't know...Maybe I'm not cut out for OCTs. I pass some rounds and all, but my characters aren't all that fun to work with if others don't enjoy them as much as I do.

Besides all that, I am terrified to come onto this blog without feeling like I'm gonna do something wrong and be hated for it for the rest of my life, I've even gotten questions in the past that nearly made me cry because I was so afraid to answer them because I didn't wanna say something wrong. I have gotten those kinda questions, basically testing me how I would portrait someone who was different from "normal" people and to those who keep asking me those kinda questions, stop, please. You know who you are and I know who some of you are, seriously don't test me like that, because 90% of the time I'm gonna say something that might be offensive to some but not to others. Do I know any better? No, and you do not either. And it's not just on my PDL blog I've gotten these kinda questions, it's on my main blog too and literally because of those questions I have lost friends due to my mistake in words.

So I don't know what I'll be doing now. Depending on what R2 is will determine if I give it another go or I quit and leave the group.

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

HI GUYS I'M BACK AGAIN AND I FINISHED ROUND ONE OKAY BYE NOW!!!!!!!!! *rolls away*

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

Uggggh so much inactivity on this blog I'm sorry ;__; I'm alive, still here!

So here's more R1 previews, ALMOST DONE! SO CLOSE!!!!

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

also dunno if you got the reblogged Rp thing >.< just asking~

Just replied c:

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

tomomi-chan said: *Tomomi’s eyes light up when she sees the impressable drawings drawn by Cassidy* “T-the beauty of your work! i-its too much too much! And...

[tomomi-chan]

Cassidy Sternbeck: tomomi-chan said: *Tomomi’s eyes light up when she sees the…

[tomomi-chan]

Cassidy Sternbeck: tomomi-chan: Cassidy Sternbeck: tomomi-chan said: *Tomomi’s eyes light...

"Yea well, *puts away sketchbook* Its just a silly hobby now thank you though."*Right when Cassy spoke her last question Tomomi replied with a light smile*."yea i have a Totodile and an Umbreon but they are back at home and pretty common so you must have seen them already anyways.......who the butt munch is Shel?" *Tomomi squinted*

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Cassidy blinks to Tomomi's questioning of Shel. She reaches for her belt and pulls out a pokeball, Cassidy releases out a Cinccino. The Cinccino looks around then brings her attention to Tomomi, tilting her head curiously. Cassidy gestured her hand the the Cinccino, "This is Shel. I had her around while I spent my time outside the ranch. I first got her as a Minccino." Shel ran over to Cassidy and climbed up to her shoulder. Cassidy scratches the Cinccino's cheeks and looks back to Tomomi, "And, to be honest, I've never seen your Pokemon around before."

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Write a Headcanon about my character

[grincarved]

If it’s good, it will become official.

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

Drabble List!

~CUTSIE ONES~

A Little Sleepy: Your muse falling asleep on my muse.

Cuddles: Our muses cuddling.

Mmph!: Our muses accidentally kissing.

A Little Messy!: Our muses being adorable cleaning up a mess together.

Hold Me...: Your muse has had a nightmare and comes to cuddle mine for safety.

I Kind Of...: My muse confessing that they love yours.

~FEELSY ONES~

Don't Leave Me!: Your muse is dying in my muses arms and mine is frantic, doesn't want to lose you, and doesn't know what to do about it.

Better Me Than You: My muse sacrificing themselves to save the life of yours.

Goodbye: My muse dying in your muse's arms.

A Click And A Bang: My muse accidentally killing yours.

Together Or Not At All: Our muses dying together, telling all their secrets and confessing things.

It's My Fault: My muse blaming themselves for the death of yours.

~FEEL FREE TO ADD MORE!~

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

oh god my throat is killing me...

So I'm home from babysitting

I think I'm just gonna relax and watch some movies. Still a bit sore to draw

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

I'm just gonna go to bed I guess

Not feeling like myself again, yay...

night everyone

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

Kid!Loreigh looks at them both and tilts her head with an, "Ooooooh! You guys look like brother and sister!" She spoke, her hands clasped together. With a giggle, she looked to them both, asking their names.

Cassidy giggled and shook her head, "We're not siblings, I don't even know this kid!" she pointed at the boy, "I'm Cassidy! Or Cassy!"

Dante sneered at the little tomboy and crossed his arms, "You don't need to know who I am, piss off short shit!"

((Cassidy: 1/5Dante: 1/5))

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

ooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!! Why did I draw this ;A; ngggggggghhhh everything hurts me now....

Anyway...Cassidy and Dante are kids now. it last for 5 asks for both of them. Cassidy is a little ranch girl, so she acts a little more different than usual. More outgoing and optimistic. Dante is a little shit head, rude, he really doesn't like ANYONE. Keep in mind it's been a year since he was left at the orphanage by his parents.

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

Nah, I was kidding with you. Sparkly sparkle, it's the Trubbish fairy! Your character has been magically turned into a CHILD for at least 5 asks! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧

((OH U LIL SHIT TWIG! Kidding ouo ilu!

OKAY! NOW, Cassidy is 10 and Dante is 7.

I will draw them as kids later, I shouldn't be drawing but I'm gonna try something.))

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Sparkly sparkle, it's the Trubbish fairy! Your character has been magically turned into a senior citizen for at least 5 asks! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧

((Welp okay then Cassidy and Dante are old now…

What age is considered senior citizen? 50? 60?

*goes to check*

Okay Dante is 51 and Cassidy is 54 jfc))

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

that's not funny man >:I I said I wanted them to be kids, not senior citizens.

That's not cool

I wanted to fit in with everyone else not be out dated ;__;

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

hair & fingers?

Hair: What hair color looks best on you and what's your natural color?

Cassidy: Well, I do like my pink hair, and this is my natural hair color so why would I want anything different?

Fingers: Do you play an instrument?

Cassidy: *nods* I play the Violin. It's been a while since I've had my hands on one but I still remember how to play it.

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

Tell me about your body.

Hair: What hair color looks best on you and what's your natural color?

Skin: Do you tan easily?

Eyes: What is your favorite show to watch?

Nose: What is your favorite perfume/candle fragrance?

Mouth: Do you want to kiss anyone right now?

Tongue: What was in your last meal?

Windpipe: Do you sing?

Neck: Do you wear necklaces?

Ears: How many piercings do you have (if any)?

Cheeks: Do you blush easily?

Wrists: Have you ever broken a bone?

Hands: Are you an artist/writer?

Fingers: Do you play an instrument?

Heart: Are you in love? If so, does the one you love know?

Lungs: Do you smoke cigarettes?

Chest: Are your maternal/parental instincts strong?

Stomach: Do you feel confident in your body image?

Back: Are you a virgin?

Hips: Do you like to dance?

Thighs: Has anyone ever called you fat or ugly?

Knees: Have you ever cheated on someone?

Ankles: Have you ever been arrested?

Feet: Favorite pair of shoes?

[pdl-pokemon-watcher]

*sits and waits to have characters be turned into kids*