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@peachesvanilla
Hey you ever think about The Characters so much to the point where
Even worse when you can't articulate your own thoughts and it just ends up feeling like this
I really don't understand how "without getting kudos or comments a fanfiction author is going to assume that people who clicked their fic didn't like it" became a controversial take.
I don't know why some people think an author should imagine, or guess that people who click their fic enjoyed it it when nobody is telling them that.
If you're re-reading a fic constantly, or leaving it up in your tab so that it re-loads every day for a hundred days the author is not going to know that unless you tell them. They'd love to hear it. It would make their day.
And if you don't tell them you liked their fic, there's no reason for them to assume you did.
a constant problem
Now I want some chocolate 🙂↕️
Listen to me: You get good at things by being bad at them. You learn by failing. You gain competency and a sense of mastery by failing at something many times and in many interesting ways.
The sooner you are able to laugh at your own failures, to enjoy the process of messing up, the easier life will be. Because you'll no longer be afraid of learning.
And once you're no longer afraid of failing, you can learn anything.
i wish it were as easy as it sounds
And that's the thing of it, isn't it? Failing and accepting a failure is itself a skill.
And it can be very hard to learn, especially if you come from a family where a failure is a sign that you are a failure instead of a sign that you are learning.
You're going to fail at failing well. There are going to be times when it hurts, times when your brain is telling you that you should just give up and you'll never get it. Times when a failure is going to frustrate you to no end.
And you can still learn to fail well. You can learn to see it as a sign that you're learning, you can learn to give a little chuckle and say to yourself, well, everyone screws up sometimes, I'm just learning.
It is not easy, but it is important.
kai ; 'Igloo' by kiss of life・dance cover
seventeen x screenshots of despair [3/?]
perhaps the antidote to overconsumption is thankfulness. I am thankful for one notebook at a time and I am thankful for the coffee and tea I have at my house and I am thankful for the books I havent read yet and im thankful for these clothes I can make so many outfits with
so that news hit us like a bolt out of nowhere huh. it’s still hard to believe that we only have a week left until we can properly see him again which is like forever away. hope he is doing okayyyy. my baby boyyyyyyy
so…it happened. my mind ain’t working or processing it yet. hope he gets good rest.
missing him a little more today and it’s kinda… unbearable 💔
AAAAAAAAA JONGIN UPDATE
Now I feel SO HAPPY!!!!!! My baby boy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 it rained in my deserted heart
Miss you a little more🥺😭 my safe person🥺🙁
Watching your videos makes me miss you more and it pains a lot. Come backkkkkkk and cause ruckus with your clumsiness againnnnnnn
i have been inactive in the fanclub and behind the activities these past few months. I honestly thought i moved on from being a fan until i stumble across that one video of kai and cried. i miss him. miss him so much it hurts.
Miss him a little more today. One more month and he will be with us. I can see the tunnel end finally
It’s my baby boy’s bdayyyyyyyyy ❤️❤️❤️❤️
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
Baby boy will be back in a week!!! Let’s fucking gooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
my baby will be back tomorrow!!!! Can you believe it that we are down to say 'tomorrow'?????? The end of the tunnel is so so so so near!!!!!! Fucking finally!!!!
I love himmmmmm my favourite sound is backkkkkkk his laughter heals something he didn’t break😭😭😭😭
depression tips™
shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.
moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over.
put on clean, comfortable clothes.
put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.
drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.
clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink.
blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.
make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something.
make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.
go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.
call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.
cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.
Circulating. Seasonal depression is creeping around now.
Lets keep this moving
Angry Confessions
"I love you! I have always loved you. It's not fair to deny my love for you now."
"You make me so angry I want to scream, and I love you so much it almost tears me apart."
"I cannot change my feelings for you, believe me I fucking tried."
"How can you not understand how much I love you?"
"I am so angry right now, I could almost forget my love for you."
"I can't do this anymore. I love you. But it's not enough."
"Don't mock me by acting so surprised. You had to know about my feelings for you."
"You make me so angry sometimes. And you make me love you all the time."
"I need to know that you're safe. Because I care about you. I love you."
"You knew how I feel about you. You have to have known."
"Can you not see that I love you? That I've always loved you?"
"I love you! Is that what you wanted to hear? Are you happy now?"
"It's not a secret that I love you. Don't act like it is."
"My love for you will truly become my downfall, I just know it."
"I fucking love you, okay?! I don't want to, but I do."
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so that news hit us like a bolt out of nowhere huh. it’s still hard to believe that we only have a week left until we can properly see him again which is like forever away. hope he is doing okayyyy. my baby boyyyyyyy
so…it happened. my mind ain’t working or processing it yet. hope he gets good rest.
missing him a little more today and it’s kinda… unbearable 💔
AAAAAAAAA JONGIN UPDATE
Now I feel SO HAPPY!!!!!! My baby boy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 it rained in my deserted heart
Miss you a little more🥺😭 my safe person🥺🙁
Watching your videos makes me miss you more and it pains a lot. Come backkkkkkk and cause ruckus with your clumsiness againnnnnnn
i have been inactive in the fanclub and behind the activities these past few months. I honestly thought i moved on from being a fan until i stumble across that one video of kai and cried. i miss him. miss him so much it hurts.
Miss him a little more today. One more month and he will be with us. I can see the tunnel end finally
It’s my baby boy’s bdayyyyyyyyy ❤️❤️❤️❤️
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
Baby boy will be back in a week!!! Let’s fucking gooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
my baby will be back tomorrow!!!! Can you believe it that we are down to say 'tomorrow'?????? The end of the tunnel is so so so so near!!!!!! Fucking finally!!!!
Please make art. You don't have to bare your soul or make a masterpiece, you can be silly and you can be derivative if you want. You don't even have to show it to anyone. Just please make something, it's so good for you
so that news hit us like a bolt out of nowhere huh. it’s still hard to believe that we only have a week left until we can properly see him again which is like forever away. hope he is doing okayyyy. my baby boyyyyyyy
so…it happened. my mind ain’t working or processing it yet. hope he gets good rest.
missing him a little more today and it’s kinda… unbearable 💔
AAAAAAAAA JONGIN UPDATE
Now I feel SO HAPPY!!!!!! My baby boy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 it rained in my deserted heart
Miss you a little more🥺😭 my safe person🥺🙁
Watching your videos makes me miss you more and it pains a lot. Come backkkkkkk and cause ruckus with your clumsiness againnnnnnn
i have been inactive in the fanclub and behind the activities these past few months. I honestly thought i moved on from being a fan until i stumble across that one video of kai and cried. i miss him. miss him so much it hurts.
Miss him a little more today. One more month and he will be with us. I can see the tunnel end finally
It’s my baby boy’s bdayyyyyyyyy ❤️❤️❤️❤️
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
Baby boy will be back in a week!!! Let’s fucking gooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
guys I think everything is going to be okay
omg yes i thinkso too!!!
Protective Dialogue
"Please, tell me if your hurt."
"I won't let anything happen to you."
"They have to go through me."
"You are safe with me."
"Who has hurt you?"
"You stay here and I will check it out."
"I'm very much determined to keep you alive."
"Don't worry about me, I'm just happy to know you're safe."
"Just close your eyes and trust me."
"Can I take your hand? Don't let go, ok?"
"They will not get to you, I promise."
"You're safe with me. You always are."
"Anything happened to you?"
"Stay behind me."
"I will always stick up for you."
"Call me as soon as you get home."
"You protect me, I protect you."
"Can I walk with you? It would make me feel better."
"Nobody has the right to touch you."
"You can always come to me, alright?"
Master Prompt List
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