All you could feel was the cold feeling of the balcony railing digging into the side of your arms, that and the burning in your throat and lungs
You knew what this cigarette could do to you, what it could do to your career and your health.
You weren't dumb per say, you knew the consequences, you were just bad under pressure. or stressed, whatever you wanna call it.
the soft light from the cigarette lights up the tip of your nose, a slightly golden hue.
The starting notes of Emily's song start playing in your ears, God, how you loved this song.
you loved this whole scene.
just you in your own world, watching over the city, with your music and the strong burning taste of tobacco in your lungs.
it was perfect.
almost.
A lanky finger pushes at the side of your stomach, making you jump and whip around just to see Martin's tall frame hovering over you.
His big, toothy grin fades slightly when he notices the lit cig between your fingers.
But he doesn't say anything, he just leans over the railing next to you. And he's quiet for a second, just looking out at the city lights. You can tell he's thinking of what to say.
You don't say anything either, not that you did have something to say, you just pull the cig up to your lips and take a deep breath in.
"Thought you quit."
It didn't sound like a question, though, more of a statement.
His disappointed tone was noticeable, and you knew why.
Your grandpa basically smoked himself to death, and Martin knew that. He was the one picking up the pieces of you after the fact. Everyone knew you weren't the same after.
So watching you do the same made it feel like, to him at least, that you didn't want to live anymore.
"Me too."
He turned his head to you, and you turned to look at him.
His lanky hand reached out to yours, your heart beats against your ribs, eyes shift to his lips, then his hand.
But he does something you never expected. He takes the cig from your hand and puts it to his lips.
And all you could do was stare.
Here he was, Martin, the love of your life (not that he knew that), the same boy you've loved since you met at 13, the boy you knew better than he knew himself.
smoking.
As he blew the smoke out from his lungs, a small cough followed from him and laughing from you.
He gave the cig back as he shook his head. a hand on his chest, trying to calm down from the harsh cough.
"No, nope, I still don't get it."
"...what?"
You could feel the heat from the cigarette closer to your skin, seeing it almost down to the bud, you squish it down before throwing it over the edge.
"I don't get why you smoke; it doesn't taste good."
Martin's was right.
Why did you smoke? It wasn't the taste, it wasn't the feeling, then what was it?
You look back out at the streets of Seoul, the city you now call home. In a 3-bedroom apartment with 5 guys. You think about your daily life, everything you've been through to get here.
And Martin just waited, like he always did, the way he had been since he met you at 13. The way he probably will for the rest of his life.
Martin wasn't a patient man. But for you, he knew he could and would wait.
To say he's been in love with you since you met would be an understatement. Martin truly and wholeheartedly believes you are his person. his soulmate, his missing piece, his wonderwall, his better half.
His everything.
He knew after meeting you, he could never love another. And he wanted to be your forever lover.
"I guess it calms me down."
A frown found its way to Martin's face. All he could think about was how stupid it sounded. Why did you need to smoke to calm down when he was right here?
"that's stupid.."
You turn to see an almost angry look on his face. The same boy who never got angry or annoyed at anything, not at James when he ate the last piece of chicken when Martin hadn't eaten all day, not at Seonghyeon when he couldn't get the steps right to TNT, or any song for that matter, not even when Keonho spilled coffee on his brand new shirt. So why was he so annoyed now?
"What's that supposed to mean?"
Your tone was harsh, and you could tell that he was getting more annoyed by the second, but you were stubborn and overwhelmed, so you really didn't need him to be after you, too.
He couldn't even look at you, mumbling something under his breath, and with the back of his head being the only thing you could see, he was starting to piss you off.
"What the fuck is your problem? why do you care what i do?"
that got him.
Martin could feel his blood boiling. What do you mean? Why did he care? Martin never got mad, like ever, and never ever at you, but you were starting to piss him off, too.
He turned around so fast that you were sure he pulled a muscle in his neck.
"Why I care? Why I care?? Are you serious? Are you actually being for real? Or are you just in denial? because I know you're not that stupid."
His arms were flying around, his face was turning red, and his voice was getting too loud, considering it was almost 4am, and the whole building was asleep.
You needed him to calm down before both of you got in trouble, you more than him.
"martin sto-"
"No! No, I'm not gonna stop. Y/n, I love you. And I have loved you since the day I met you. Now, I don't know if you realized or you're just being dumb, but I won't sit here and watch the love of my life slowly poison herself with that shit, because you're stressed and you think you don't have anyone in your corner, because that's complete bullshit! because I'm right here. And I have been here for the last 6 years of our lives-"
You could feel the tears rolling down your cheeks. You didn't even mean to cry. You didn't know why you were crying in the first place. Maybe because he was yelling, Martin has never raised his voice. You weren't scared of him. so why were you crying? maybe because you could see the tears and hurt in his eyes?
"Martin... you don't me-"
Martin looked like he was going to explode. just from 2 and a half words. How do you not get it?
Martin took a step closer.
"Don't you dare try to tell me what I feel. listen. I might be dumb sometimes, and sure, I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed. And I'm not sure of a lot of things. But one thing I am sure about and have been for what feels like forever is my love for you. You are everything to me, Y/n, my reason for living, my reason for music, you are the music in my heart. I love you more than words can describe, and to be honest, it's disrespectful for you to just sit there and tell me that I don't, when all I know how to do is love you."
Martin knew he shouldn't be yelling right now, but he couldn't help it. not when he's been bottling this up for years.
Martin took another step.
"I love you, Y/n. And I always will. I'm not saying you owe me anything, because you don't. I just need you to understand that you're not alone. ever. no matter what, where, or when. I will always be here for you. because I love you. And when someday I'm 6 feet under, I know my heart will still love you. Y/n. You have me for the rest of time. I promise"
He kept walking until you were so close you could hear his heart. hard and loud heart beats, echoing in your ears.
all you could do was look into his eyes, the soft brown toned ones you've grown to love. the same ones that are now glossed over with tears.
His shaking hand carefully made its way to your face, as if to not scare you away. He didn't touch your cheek right away. not until you lean into it. a shaky breath leaves both of you at the same time, for different reasons.
Slowly, your hands make their way to his waist, slowly up and around to his back before wrapping yourself around him completely. hiding in his chest as tears start to stain his shirt.
"I love you. Martin. so much."
That breaks him.
Martin wraps his whole body around you as he cries. His heart finally, after years of yearning. feels light.
as his tears fall into your hair and yours into his chest. A silent promise is shared between you two.
‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚.I WISH YOU ROSES - Martin Edwards smau 💐💗
Synopsis ➛⋆˚࿔ - Martin keeps going back to the same flower shop to buy his girl flowers, what are the chances of the kind old man who’s selling him those pretty flowers for a suspiciously cheap price being the father of the love of his life 🤫💐💌
˗ˏˋ ꒰ ✉︎ ꒱ ˎˊ˗ a/n ╰┈➤ˎˊ˗ established relationship, martin and y/n being lovey dovey the whole fic, martin being the best bf ever 💌, idiots in love, sean and kono appearing then never coming back, dividers by @/strangergraphics
#🐈 : small one shot Ive had on mind for a while and finally mastered the courage to ditch secondhand and write something else 🙂↕️ (sorry people🙏)
hi!!!! coming back because i just saw a really concerning post!!!! this user @/hungrilymercilessghoul is posting smut of the 09z in cortis.
this is so disgusting on so many levels, seonghyeon is a minor. writing any sexual content of him IS illegal, it’s literally child pornography (doesn’t matter if you are a minor aswell = it still is sexual content of someone who is not legal age).
besides that fact, it is just incredibly disgusting. i’m going to mention something i said in an earlier post on this ↓
idols aren't objects to be used for weirdos sexual fantasies. anyone saying "you can just ignore" / "just scroll" is apart of the problem. releasing and giving access for sexual content of minors or people who are barely legal is giving an outlet for pedos or people with bad intentions, and it makes you apart of the problem. all this content is in a space where minors (a majority of cortis's fanbase are incredibly young) will be exposed to that sort of content. it's inappropriate.
please report, block, and do not engage with anyone making this content! to anyone consuming / providing this content, seriously get a job!!! you’re disgusting!!! and if you can’t get a job, get offline cause you’re probably too young to be on here anyways.
All you could feel was the cold feeling of the balcony railing digging into the side of your arms, that and the burning in your throat and lungs
You knew what this cigarette could do to you, what it could do to your career and your health.
You weren't dumb per say, you knew the consequences, you were just bad under pressure. or stressed, whatever you wanna call it.
the soft light from the cigarette lights up the tip of your nose, a slightly golden hue.
The starting notes of Emily's song start playing in your ears, God, how you loved this song.
you loved this whole scene.
just you in your own world, watching over the city, with your music and the strong burning taste of tobacco in your lungs.
it was perfect.
almost.
A lanky finger pushes at the side of your stomach, making you jump and whip around just to see Martin's tall frame hovering over you.
His big, toothy grin fades slightly when he notices the lit cig between your fingers.
But he doesn't say anything, he just leans over the railing next to you. And he's quiet for a second, just looking out at the city lights. You can tell he's thinking of what to say.
You don't say anything either, not that you did have something to say, you just pull the cig up to your lips and take a deep breath in.
"Thought you quit."
It didn't sound like a question, though, more of a statement.
His disappointed tone was noticeable, and you knew why.
Your grandpa basically smoked himself to death, and Martin knew that. He was the one picking up the pieces of you after the fact. Everyone knew you weren't the same after.
So watching you do the same made it feel like, to him at least, that you didn't want to live anymore.
"Me too."
He turned his head to you, and you turned to look at him.
His lanky hand reached out to yours, your heart beats against your ribs, eyes shift to his lips, then his hand.
But he does something you never expected. He takes the cig from your hand and puts it to his lips.
And all you could do was stare.
Here he was, Martin, the love of your life (not that he knew that), the same boy you've loved since you met at 13, the boy you knew better than he knew himself.
smoking.
As he blew the smoke out from his lungs, a small cough followed from him and laughing from you.
He gave the cig back as he shook his head. a hand on his chest, trying to calm down from the harsh cough.
"No, nope, I still don't get it."
"...what?"
You could feel the heat from the cigarette closer to your skin, seeing it almost down to the bud, you squish it down before throwing it over the edge.
"I don't get why you smoke; it doesn't taste good."
Martin's was right.
Why did you smoke? It wasn't the taste, it wasn't the feeling, then what was it?
You look back out at the streets of Seoul, the city you now call home. In a 3-bedroom apartment with 5 guys. You think about your daily life, everything you've been through to get here.
And Martin just waited, like he always did, the way he had been since he met you at 13. The way he probably will for the rest of his life.
Martin wasn't a patient man. But for you, he knew he could and would wait.
To say he's been in love with you since you met would be an understatement. Martin truly and wholeheartedly believes you are his person. his soulmate, his missing piece, his wonderwall, his better half.
His everything.
He knew after meeting you, he could never love another. And he wanted to be your forever lover.
"I guess it calms me down."
A frown found its way to Martin's face. All he could think about was how stupid it sounded. Why did you need to smoke to calm down when he was right here?
"that's stupid.."
You turn to see an almost angry look on his face. The same boy who never got angry or annoyed at anything, not at James when he ate the last piece of chicken when Martin hadn't eaten all day, not at Seonghyeon when he couldn't get the steps right to TNT, or any song for that matter, not even when Keonho spilled coffee on his brand new shirt. So why was he so annoyed now?
"What's that supposed to mean?"
Your tone was harsh, and you could tell that he was getting more annoyed by the second, but you were stubborn and overwhelmed, so you really didn't need him to be after you, too.
He couldn't even look at you, mumbling something under his breath, and with the back of his head being the only thing you could see, he was starting to piss you off.
"What the fuck is your problem? why do you care what i do?"
that got him.
Martin could feel his blood boiling. What do you mean? Why did he care? Martin never got mad, like ever, and never ever at you, but you were starting to piss him off, too.
He turned around so fast that you were sure he pulled a muscle in his neck.
"Why I care? Why I care?? Are you serious? Are you actually being for real? Or are you just in denial? because I know you're not that stupid."
His arms were flying around, his face was turning red, and his voice was getting too loud, considering it was almost 4am, and the whole building was asleep.
You needed him to calm down before both of you got in trouble, you more than him.
"martin sto-"
"No! No, I'm not gonna stop. Y/n, I love you. And I have loved you since the day I met you. Now, I don't know if you realized or you're just being dumb, but I won't sit here and watch the love of my life slowly poison herself with that shit, because you're stressed and you think you don't have anyone in your corner, because that's complete bullshit! because I'm right here. And I have been here for the last 6 years of our lives-"
You could feel the tears rolling down your cheeks. You didn't even mean to cry. You didn't know why you were crying in the first place. Maybe because he was yelling, Martin has never raised his voice. You weren't scared of him. so why were you crying? maybe because you could see the tears and hurt in his eyes?
"Martin... you don't me-"
Martin looked like he was going to explode. just from 2 and a half words. How do you not get it?
Martin took a step closer.
"Don't you dare try to tell me what I feel. listen. I might be dumb sometimes, and sure, I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed. And I'm not sure of a lot of things. But one thing I am sure about and have been for what feels like forever is my love for you. You are everything to me, Y/n, my reason for living, my reason for music, you are the music in my heart. I love you more than words can describe, and to be honest, it's disrespectful for you to just sit there and tell me that I don't, when all I know how to do is love you."
Martin knew he shouldn't be yelling right now, but he couldn't help it. not when he's been bottling this up for years.
Martin took another step.
"I love you, Y/n. And I always will. I'm not saying you owe me anything, because you don't. I just need you to understand that you're not alone. ever. no matter what, where, or when. I will always be here for you. because I love you. And when someday I'm 6 feet under, I know my heart will still love you. Y/n. You have me for the rest of time. I promise"
He kept walking until you were so close you could hear his heart. hard and loud heart beats, echoing in your ears.
all you could do was look into his eyes, the soft brown toned ones you've grown to love. the same ones that are now glossed over with tears.
His shaking hand carefully made its way to your face, as if to not scare you away. He didn't touch your cheek right away. not until you lean into it. a shaky breath leaves both of you at the same time, for different reasons.
Slowly, your hands make their way to his waist, slowly up and around to his back before wrapping yourself around him completely. hiding in his chest as tears start to stain his shirt.
"I love you. Martin. so much."
That breaks him.
Martin wraps his whole body around you as he cries. His heart finally, after years of yearning. feels light.
as his tears fall into your hair and yours into his chest. A silent promise is shared between you two.
The translated lyrics for Blue Lips dropped and yk big papa had to analyse!!
BEFORE I START!! THIS IS MY OPINION!! AND IT MIGHT CHANGE IN THE NEAR FUTURE
Intro:
"Saw you swimming in a pool
Thought we were going out for dinner
Make me fall into your pool
Make me trip, make me a fool"
im not really sure about this at the moment so this part might change BUT!
"saw you in the pool" you as in core
and i go more into later on but the "pool" and "being cold" i think symbolizes being alone/lonely and ageing
so they saw us being alone or bored "thought we were going out for dinner" they thought that we were content with other groups
“Make me fall into your pool, make me trip, make me a fool”
Maybe how much humiliation they had to go through? Or what I also talk more about later but maybe the embarrassing child like mistakes they did as trainees
(again im not really sure about this)
verse:
"Yeah, talking to the moon
Dreams feel elusive, but what else do we got?
This is what we choose
The bitter and sweet of it both intertwine"
talking to the moon made me think of bruno mars 2010 song "talking to the moon" and that song is about feeling lonely and missing someone
i feel like its similar for cortis BUT
instead of missing someone else, i think they mean they are going to miss who they are when they're older.
"this is what we choose, The bitter and sweet of it both intertwine"
yeah they did choose the idol life but maybe it wasn't what they expected and they just have to learn to live with the good and the bad.
"Shining through the gloom
Nothing else to say, still racing life's clock
Wanna change the views"
again they keep choosing to look on the bright side of things even though it's harder than they expected.
they wanted to change the kpop industry while being young but its harder than they expected.
my favourite Lyrics are 10000%
"I need something else and a new "why"
Blue flame getting put out
These days getting too tired
Inner child tryna sneak out
Choosing to fly cause he can't hide"
god it just reminds me of when Keonho's mom said "I pushed you into the world too soon"
i think what they mean by a new why is that the original reason for why the became idols isn't enough anymore to drive them or that its no good enough reason to do what they do.
"Blue flame getting put out, These days getting too tired"
is their motivation. they are getting burned out / tired from how hard the idol life is, because im sure they didn't expect to become so big so quickly, as seen in the Debut day video on their youtube.
but because they became so big and so loved so quickly they probably have to move faster than they trained / excepted / wanted.
"Inner child tryna sneak out"
omg im trying not to cry while writing this, cause all i can think about is their parents and sisters. how they must be so worried for them. again what keonhos mom said.
cause the were young. too young. martin has been a trainee since he was 11.
for me, thats the most vulnerable and important time of your childhood, its the time were you learn and discover and make mistakes. the last few years before becoming a real teenager, which is a whole other convo.
"Choosing to fly cause he can't hide"
children make embarrassing mistakes and usually they can hide and reflect or run to someone trusted with that mistake and fix it
but since they've been out the house since what? 11, 12, 13, 14? and not to even mention james with the whole leaving ur home country ALONE.
they probably don't have the strongest relationships with their families because they just didn't have the time or the energy to.
so they force themselves to move on / run away from mistakes instead of reflecting on them, cause they probably don't know who to.
and i honestly get why their parents baby them so much (seen in the Going home on their youtube) sure cortis see themselves as grown, but their parents / siblings are robbed from the experience of seeing them grow too.
"Every day, fighting for peace signs
Roll with the waves like a seaside
Chasing magic, but my feet tired
Get to the end and hit rewind"
"chasing the magic but my feet tired" is what i was talking about before, they are happy but they are running / working harder that they ran / should. they are just pushing themselves to get to the end so they can get a break just to be able to hit rewind
"Every day, fighting for peace signs
Roll with the waves like a seaside"
maybe they fought a lot as trainees for their individuality but they were forced in to the idol/trainee box / forced to go with the unatural flow?
outro:
"We've been in here way too long" they've been trainees for way too long or they've been alone for too long
"I've been feelin' way too cold" again they've been alone for too long
"Can we stay in here lil bit more?
Out of the pool, I know you'll be gone"
they know one of their appeals as a group is that they are young but everyone is a victim to ageing, "out the pool" or when they are older they know that the young creator crew title will no longer be theirs and their scared that when it happens we as core will be gone, cause everyone moves on eventually. that's just human nature.
"Can we stay in here lil bit more?
With me, with me, with me"
they want us to stay with them cause theyve been cold = alone for too long
so what i think they are mean is:
they know that once they get out the pool = they're not young anymore and too burned out from their career and start to move slower, (as in it takes them longer to make music) people will lose interest in them cause they are not what they used to be / they lost that young creator crew appeal to them.
so they are asking us to at least stay with them for now. while their young and moving fast.
cause they were cold for so long = alone for so long
but now we as core are in the pool with them
Chorus:
my blue lips.
they are turning blue from the cold = being alone
some studies show that when your too stressed or too burned out for a long period of time, your nervous system has a harder time working.
i read a wellness article once said that going on a long hike when you've been stressed or burned out can actually cause more harm than good, because you're overworking your already overworked body and nervous system.
And it’s especially dumb when it’s cold cause a human body works slower in the cold to save energy but if your already burned out and stressed your just gonna get colder and colder cause all the blood is at the important organs trying to keep them alive
Causing blue lips.
God I love them so much, they are too talented for their own good.
This was my take on blue lips by Cortis!!
Go stream GREENGREEN rn!! And if you want more songs let me know!!
And please let me know what you think the lyrics mean!!!
If your confused, have any questions or just want me to explain myself more LET ME KNOW CAUSE I WOULD LIVE TOO!!
Okay so I literally have to make a whole post about this and I’m about to be the most parasocial person on this app rn idc anymore tho. So sorry not sorry but guys☹️☹️this actually made me sob so much. I know I come on this app and spread a lot of positivity and I try to shine my rays of sunshine on you guys but that’s just not how I feel personally. I’m currently going through a tough time but seeing cortis, a group of teenage boys who achieved their dreams, really gives me a lot of hope. Growing up is such a tough part of life because it means us experiencing more, good and bad, we each go through different paths in life and some tend to be more difficult to get through. So seeing these boys who each have their own background and their own stories and who knows, maybe they’ll tell us more about their stories but for now, seeing people my age accomplish such big things in their lives makes me feel less alone in this world. I know they’ve had obstacles in their lives as one usually does so it really does help. I feel weird even saying this because I never thought I would feel this way towards any group or celebrity or fandom but they really are amazing. Not to mention that being in this fandom, meeting and talking to all these great people, also helps me feel less alone<3 I guess what I’m trying to say is that I’m very grateful to have been in this timeline, where cortis is a thing. Where I get to meet, talk, and be parasocial with all of you <3 and I’m totally not crying right now lol. Sunny loves you all🫰 also I apologize for my grammar I lowkey don’t care much about going back and adding correct punctuation because I can’t even see my keyboard that well rn 😭🫰
I truly hope those boys understand just how amazing and important they are. I can tell that they are very doubtful of themselves sometimes but they truly are the coolest teenage boys out there. Same with 🫵 you reading this. Anyways ima go to sleep now and I may regret this in the morning but who cares lol. Let’s protect these boys please🫂
I apologize sincerely if this doesn’t make any sense
i think the most distinguishing thing about this album is how different it is from cotl, and not just by sound. while cotl was more, well, colourful and hopeful, greengreen is still hopeful but in a world that tests you. there was a sense of recklessness and freedom that's only present when you're young and new in cotl. greengreen discusses their lives as of now, the gigantic shift of being under so many eyes and the constant workload. i feel like lullaby and blue lips echo each other so well in that sense, life before vs after fame, before achieving your dreams vs after ("i need something else and a new why"). from "i want the whole world to know my name" to the dejected tone in wassup "everytime they see me they know it's us" and in the same song they talk about their tiring schedules and walking through crowds at airports having people follow them, and of course the tnt mv that visualized the horrifying feeling perfectly. it's a scary shift ngl 😭 not because of the change but because it gives us a glimpse into their lives which isnt as sunshine and rainbows as they are presented specially with the regular vlogs that make you think that this is what their life is like at all times. i really love how their music is true to them because you can literally witness the growth and change in perceptions. i think they're trying to really emphasise their multifaceted identity and also trying to grapple with their own future (blue lips as @pearlywhitefics described so well the point about aging). similar to cotl this album also features a spectrum of sounds- from songs like acai and ycc (go and fashion) which are just pure crack in music form (i.e addictive) to the more softer, emotion based songs like blue lips and wassup (lullaby and joyride).
idk the shift feels so significant, theyre still a bunch of kids messing around in the studio, while also having to deal with things that normal people their age don't have to, especially considering how most of them having been in the loop of things since they were like what 11? 12? insane. but anyways you can see greengreen is growing on me......
the hopefulness of greengreen speaks to me even more because it's like sunlight breaking from the clouds, im just a sappy sucker for friendship, the constant mentions of finding comfort in eachother and in pursuing their love for music- "been through the lows now we get high", "i can't go back now to an empty house", "they called me a freak, i was obsessed, with making tracks, then came my friends" , "sixteen still just clueless kids....at the studio pc waking their dna"
The translated lyrics for Blue Lips dropped and yk big papa had to analyse!!
BEFORE I START!! THIS IS MY OPINION!! AND IT MIGHT CHANGE IN THE NEAR FUTURE
Intro:
"Saw you swimming in a pool
Thought we were going out for dinner
Make me fall into your pool
Make me trip, make me a fool"
im not really sure about this at the moment so this part might change BUT!
"saw you in the pool" you as in core
and i go more into later on but the "pool" and "being cold" i think symbolizes being alone/lonely and ageing
so they saw us being alone or bored "thought we were going out for dinner" they thought that we were content with other groups
“Make me fall into your pool, make me trip, make me a fool”
Maybe how much humiliation they had to go through? Or what I also talk more about later but maybe the embarrassing child like mistakes they did as trainees
(again im not really sure about this)
verse:
"Yeah, talking to the moon
Dreams feel elusive, but what else do we got?
This is what we choose
The bitter and sweet of it both intertwine"
talking to the moon made me think of bruno mars 2010 song "talking to the moon" and that song is about feeling lonely and missing someone
i feel like its similar for cortis BUT
instead of missing someone else, i think they mean they are going to miss who they are when they're older.
"this is what we choose, The bitter and sweet of it both intertwine"
yeah they did choose the idol life but maybe it wasn't what they expected and they just have to learn to live with the good and the bad.
"Shining through the gloom
Nothing else to say, still racing life's clock
Wanna change the views"
again they keep choosing to look on the bright side of things even though it's harder than they expected.
they wanted to change the kpop industry while being young but its harder than they expected.
my favourite Lyrics are 10000%
"I need something else and a new "why"
Blue flame getting put out
These days getting too tired
Inner child tryna sneak out
Choosing to fly cause he can't hide"
god it just reminds me of when Keonho's mom said "I pushed you into the world too soon"
i think what they mean by a new why is that the original reason for why the became idols isn't enough anymore to drive them or that its no good enough reason to do what they do.
"Blue flame getting put out, These days getting too tired"
is their motivation. they are getting burned out / tired from how hard the idol life is, because im sure they didn't expect to become so big so quickly, as seen in the Debut day video on their youtube.
but because they became so big and so loved so quickly they probably have to move faster than they trained / excepted / wanted.
"Inner child tryna sneak out"
omg im trying not to cry while writing this, cause all i can think about is their parents and sisters. how they must be so worried for them. again what keonhos mom said.
cause the were young. too young. martin has been a trainee since he was 11.
for me, thats the most vulnerable and important time of your childhood, its the time were you learn and discover and make mistakes. the last few years before becoming a real teenager, which is a whole other convo.
"Choosing to fly cause he can't hide"
children make embarrassing mistakes and usually they can hide and reflect or run to someone trusted with that mistake and fix it
but since they've been out the house since what? 11, 12, 13, 14? and not to even mention james with the whole leaving ur home country ALONE.
they probably don't have the strongest relationships with their families because they just didn't have the time or the energy to.
so they force themselves to move on / run away from mistakes instead of reflecting on them, cause they probably don't know who to.
and i honestly get why their parents baby them so much (seen in the Going home on their youtube) sure cortis see themselves as grown, but their parents / siblings are robbed from the experience of seeing them grow too.
"Every day, fighting for peace signs
Roll with the waves like a seaside
Chasing magic, but my feet tired
Get to the end and hit rewind"
"chasing the magic but my feet tired" is what i was talking about before, they are happy but they are running / working harder that they ran / should. they are just pushing themselves to get to the end so they can get a break just to be able to hit rewind
"Every day, fighting for peace signs
Roll with the waves like a seaside"
maybe they fought a lot as trainees for their individuality but they were forced in to the idol/trainee box / forced to go with the unatural flow?
outro:
"We've been in here way too long" they've been trainees for way too long or they've been alone for too long
"I've been feelin' way too cold" again they've been alone for too long
"Can we stay in here lil bit more?
Out of the pool, I know you'll be gone"
they know one of their appeals as a group is that they are young but everyone is a victim to ageing, "out the pool" or when they are older they know that the young creator crew title will no longer be theirs and their scared that when it happens we as core will be gone, cause everyone moves on eventually. that's just human nature.
"Can we stay in here lil bit more?
With me, with me, with me"
they want us to stay with them cause theyve been cold = alone for too long
so what i think they are mean is:
they know that once they get out the pool = they're not young anymore and too burned out from their career and start to move slower, (as in it takes them longer to make music) people will lose interest in them cause they are not what they used to be / they lost that young creator crew appeal to them.
so they are asking us to at least stay with them for now. while their young and moving fast.
cause they were cold for so long = alone for so long
but now we as core are in the pool with them
Chorus:
my blue lips.
they are turning blue from the cold = being alone
some studies show that when your too stressed or too burned out for a long period of time, your nervous system has a harder time working.
i read a wellness article once said that going on a long hike when you've been stressed or burned out can actually cause more harm than good, because you're overworking your already overworked body and nervous system.
And it’s especially dumb when it’s cold cause a human body works slower in the cold to save energy but if your already burned out and stressed your just gonna get colder and colder cause all the blood is at the important organs trying to keep them alive
Causing blue lips.
God I love them so much, they are too talented for their own good.
This was my take on blue lips by Cortis!!
Go stream GREENGREEN rn!! And if you want more songs let me know!!
And please let me know what you think the lyrics mean!!!
If your confused, have any questions or just want me to explain myself more LET ME KNOW CAUSE I WOULD LIVE TOO!!
The translated lyrics for Blue Lips dropped and yk big papa had to analyse!!
BEFORE I START!! THIS IS MY OPINION!! AND IT MIGHT CHANGE IN THE NEAR FUTURE
Intro:
"Saw you swimming in a pool
Thought we were going out for dinner
Make me fall into your pool
Make me trip, make me a fool"
im not really sure about this at the moment so this part might change BUT!
"saw you in the pool" you as in core
and i go more into later on but the "pool" and "being cold" i think symbolizes being alone/lonely and ageing
so they saw us being alone or bored "thought we were going out for dinner" they thought that we were content with other groups
“Make me fall into your pool, make me trip, make me a fool”
Maybe how much humiliation they had to go through? Or what I also talk more about later but maybe the embarrassing child like mistakes they did as trainees
(again im not really sure about this)
verse:
"Yeah, talking to the moon
Dreams feel elusive, but what else do we got?
This is what we choose
The bitter and sweet of it both intertwine"
talking to the moon made me think of bruno mars 2010 song "talking to the moon" and that song is about feeling lonely and missing someone
i feel like its similar for cortis BUT
instead of missing someone else, i think they mean they are going to miss who they are when they're older.
"this is what we choose, The bitter and sweet of it both intertwine"
yeah they did choose the idol life but maybe it wasn't what they expected and they just have to learn to live with the good and the bad.
"Shining through the gloom
Nothing else to say, still racing life's clock
Wanna change the views"
again they keep choosing to look on the bright side of things even though it's harder than they expected.
they wanted to change the kpop industry while being young but its harder than they expected.
my favourite Lyrics are 10000%
"I need something else and a new "why"
Blue flame getting put out
These days getting too tired
Inner child tryna sneak out
Choosing to fly cause he can't hide"
god it just reminds me of when Keonho's mom said "I pushed you into the world too soon"
i think what they mean by a new why is that the original reason for why the became idols isn't enough anymore to drive them or that its no good enough reason to do what they do.
"Blue flame getting put out, These days getting too tired"
is their motivation. they are getting burned out / tired from how hard the idol life is, because im sure they didn't expect to become so big so quickly, as seen in the Debut day video on their youtube.
but because they became so big and so loved so quickly they probably have to move faster than they trained / excepted / wanted.
"Inner child tryna sneak out"
omg im trying not to cry while writing this, cause all i can think about is their parents and sisters. how they must be so worried for them. again what keonhos mom said.
cause the were young. too young. martin has been a trainee since he was 11.
for me, thats the most vulnerable and important time of your childhood, its the time were you learn and discover and make mistakes. the last few years before becoming a real teenager, which is a whole other convo.
"Choosing to fly cause he can't hide"
children make embarrassing mistakes and usually they can hide and reflect or run to someone trusted with that mistake and fix it
but since they've been out the house since what? 11, 12, 13, 14? and not to even mention james with the whole leaving ur home country ALONE.
they probably don't have the strongest relationships with their families because they just didn't have the time or the energy to.
so they force themselves to move on / run away from mistakes instead of reflecting on them, cause they probably don't know who to.
and i honestly get why their parents baby them so much (seen in the Going home on their youtube) sure cortis see themselves as grown, but their parents / siblings are robbed from the experience of seeing them grow too.
"Every day, fighting for peace signs
Roll with the waves like a seaside
Chasing magic, but my feet tired
Get to the end and hit rewind"
"chasing the magic but my feet tired" is what i was talking about before, they are happy but they are running / working harder that they ran / should. they are just pushing themselves to get to the end so they can get a break just to be able to hit rewind
"Every day, fighting for peace signs
Roll with the waves like a seaside"
maybe they fought a lot as trainees for their individuality but they were forced in to the idol/trainee box / forced to go with the unatural flow?
outro:
"We've been in here way too long" they've been trainees for way too long or they've been alone for too long
"I've been feelin' way too cold" again they've been alone for too long
"Can we stay in here lil bit more?
Out of the pool, I know you'll be gone"
they know one of their appeals as a group is that they are young but everyone is a victim to ageing, "out the pool" or when they are older they know that the young creator crew title will no longer be theirs and their scared that when it happens we as core will be gone, cause everyone moves on eventually. that's just human nature.
"Can we stay in here lil bit more?
With me, with me, with me"
they want us to stay with them cause theyve been cold = alone for too long
so what i think they are mean is:
they know that once they get out the pool = they're not young anymore and too burned out from their career and start to move slower, (as in it takes them longer to make music) people will lose interest in them cause they are not what they used to be / they lost that young creator crew appeal to them.
so they are asking us to at least stay with them for now. while their young and moving fast.
cause they were cold for so long = alone for so long
but now we as core are in the pool with them
Chorus:
my blue lips.
they are turning blue from the cold = being alone
some studies show that when your too stressed or too burned out for a long period of time, your nervous system has a harder time working.
i read a wellness article once said that going on a long hike when you've been stressed or burned out can actually cause more harm than good, because you're overworking your already overworked body and nervous system.
And it’s especially dumb when it’s cold cause a human body works slower in the cold to save energy but if your already burned out and stressed your just gonna get colder and colder cause all the blood is at the important organs trying to keep them alive
Causing blue lips.
God I love them so much, they are too talented for their own good.
This was my take on blue lips by Cortis!!
Go stream GREENGREEN rn!! And if you want more songs let me know!!
And please let me know what you think the lyrics mean!!!
If your confused, have any questions or just want me to explain myself more LET ME KNOW CAUSE I WOULD LIVE TOO!!