What I want to do right now? Calling my partner and tell them I had a horrible day at work. So that he/she could wait in front of my work ant take me home. I want to cuddle my partner and gonna cry about my shitty feelings. I want them to say that's okay and we can do things together... It makes me so sad to think about it. It's a situation that I never had... Never felt body warmth or felt comfortable with anyone. But well never wanted me for 26 years so why should it change?





















