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[vaninnavaninni]

“Your heart and my heart are very, very old friends.”

— Hafiz

[perlalite]

so tumblr wont let me change my blog colors but at least it lets me update my kin page

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[perlalite]

i havent used this blog in a long ass time but pearl feels under the cut

god im just...i remember sapphire told me they remembered that we all died due to the natural heat death of the solar system in that life and that definitely sounds like what happened im just...thinkin about that too much i guess. who was there? like obviously me and ruby and sapphire and amethyst but...was steven there? was rose? i dont remember. greg definitely wasnt there, this was thousands of years well into the future the sun was a red giant and was going to supernova and destroy the solar system at this point so everything was dead on earth by now. i remember standing on what would have been the beach near the temple looking out with the other gems on what would be our last sunset, it was incredibly hot and everything was red which soon changed to a blinding light and then that was it...and we’re all so upset, but also so happy? we were together, we defended earth as long as we could, we loved earth and wanted to stay...all things must come to an end, though. i know garnet unfused, like 90% sure. i want to say im also fairly certain steven passed all those thousands of years ago as well, him being half human didnt do much for his lifespan unfortunately...or maybe it did, i could be wrong. i really dont remember if rose were with us though...i dont think she was there either...but i know my feelings swelled for them, and for everyone in beach city, and for every human and life form on earth. they were all gone now, but i still loved them so much. i thought about all of them, we all did, and it was upsetting, but we were proud. sapphire piped up and said we would all meet again, with their future vision they were able to see into future lives we would have i guess? something like that. but that we could all be together again someday...as a gem you’d never think that you could cease existing. it’s not really a thought, unless you deviated from what homeworld wanted you to do and they shattered you then you never really stopped being. so now being on earth in it’s final moments facing my own end it was...odd. it was frightening. i thought if i were back on homeworld as a normal pearl i wouldnt be facing my end like this but. i didnt want to be back on homeworld. i would rather die here as myself than live eternally on homeworld. 

so die i did. there was one last tearful hug before the supernova. but we would meet again.

[perlalite]

iiiiiiii rearranged my kin page whooo boy it’s been a long time... [x]

[restinpeacesensei]

There was a boy, a bitter boy, Whose golden heart I saw gleaming. I thought I’d win the heart within But now I know that I was dreaming. And then the boy, the bitter boy, He came to me for rest and healing. He reached in his chest, deep in his breast, And held out the heart for me still gleaming. And then the boy, me and the boy, We walked for miles through stormy weather, And hand in hand, we roamed the land, And held the gleaming heart together. And then the boy, the bitter boy, He came to take the gleaming treasure. He reached in my chest, deep in my breast, And took the gleaming heart forever.

[kinreblogs]

Describe your newest kintype/ID in three words or less

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new thing to consider

all of your ids enter a cage match who comes out victorious

[mochihiro-deactivated20190307]

Reblog and put in the tags your most recent and your oldest kintypes/IDs in the tags

[oyeedraw]

♪ She had it coming ♪

@molded-from-clay

[jennhii]

Souls of music, huh?

[jennhii]

♪ T I T A N - episode 5 ♫

[kalatl-art]

Beka just won Yurio’s heart by sending him cats

[tatatabun]

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i feel like we all have a main common theme in our kintypes

rb with your common kin theme - mine is jewish mlm

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this post has 1000+ notes now and the two most common trends i’ve seen are “assholes” and “gay”

[bodyhorror]

My IDs? I think you mean

and my less essential

and my minor kin, or 

and the ones we don’t speak about 

[fictionkinsuggestion]

I’ve found you I want to rebuild our relationship I want it like it was I love you I love you so fucking much but I just met you we gotta take it slow but I just want go jump into your arms I want you to hold me and tell me its ok even though its not