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Ezra ● she/her ● 21 ● BLOG IS CURRENTLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION ● i have autism and i am nonverbal ● queer in both sexuality and gender. gender is weird for me. still sorta figuring it all out. ● physically disabled, fully housebound, low mobility ● Scottish 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 ● parents help with being online and occasionally write posts for me (it will always be mentioned if a post was written for me, and i have full control over what goes on my blog) ●

[readingbythequire]

guinevere pendragon | lyrics from "my love" by florence + the machine

[joeyclaire]

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

[spiralingintocontrol]

goose

[supermariomamafucker]

they need to come up with more words like necrosis and miasma and mausoleum and cadaver and morose and decrepit and stuff like that just so metal bands can expand their vocabulary

[frontmansdog]

there’s a t-shirt that says “I survived a bad day and all I got was the rest of my life” and yeah I still think about it

[talkethto-thehandeth]

Telling people with ME to exercise is so dangerous and I am not kidding when I say you need to get off your high horse of being a better disabled person all because you still are physically able to exercise. Do not give out advice that can literally kill people, especially with severe-very severe ME. And making videos shouting “if you don’t exercise, and you “let yourself lay in bed all day” and decondition you’re never going to get better!!!” all in the same fucking breath what is WRONG with you? Literally what is wrong with these people who have a taste of being sick and just think “ah, surely this one thing that has not cured anyone with ME/CFS ever is necessary and fundamental to YOU succeeding!” wtf??

“I have ME/CFS, the thing that helps me more than anything is exercise. I do get PEM, but I plan for it. If I go run(?!) or exercise, then I come home and shower then lay down in my room for about 30 minutes with the light off” is one of the most ridiculous things I’ve heard about ME and that’s saying something. PEM is not “after a run and a shower, I lay down for 30 minutes in the dark and I’m better” fuck out of here

No person with ME just “lets themselves” be stuck in bed. I “let myself be stuck in bed” so I definitely deserved the bed sores I got when I was too weak to be able to move my body to switch positions.

Also being bedbound isn’t for when you’re sick with a common cold or stomach flu. You can still get out of bed to go die in the bathroom and come back and repeat. It is not the same. And it certainly isn’t a choice. You want to be us so badly and yet you hate everything to do with us. It’s fucking weird.

what is PEM?

what is PEM?

[ghost-faces-deactivated20250916]

do you like my repetitive and outdated music taste

[procrastinationstationxx]

outfit repeater, movie rewatcher, same post mutiple times reblogger

[butterflypeaflowertea]

ever since i was a little girl i knew i was doomed to take things too seriously and think about them forever

[lezbrarian]

speaking of wikipedia i like to play my own very niche version of the wikipedia game when im bored and have nothing to do at work. which is "the seven degrees of tegan and sara" where i start from any random article from the home page and see how many clicks it takes to get to tegan and sara. it's usually between 7-15. today i got from the page of an architect to tegan and sara in 10 clicks.

[feminarchyboss]

shut the FUCK up tegan is talking

[occupo2]

this isn’t edited, she can just do that

[carsweirdness]

[door23]

Listening to The Con by Tegan and Sara is really fun until you hear the most soul crushing tune your body has ever held inside its walls. Then a sweet guitar lick and an incomparable vocal harmony kicks in on the next song and you’re like okay I guess I can keep going. Then it happens again like two more times lol

[secondbeatsongs]

maybe if I listen to Tegan and Sara's 2007 studio album "The Con" on repeat I'll feel better

[the-l-word-screencaps]

[etrogim-deactivated20200109]

she’s trying (i’m she)

[forestdeity]

seeing wildflowers and birds and critters and sunsets really can keep you going