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Xiao, Venti, Childe, AYATO (on the fence with the last Childe but i try)
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I mainly write for my own interest/self indulgence so majority of my content will contain fem!readers but if I don't specifically specify fem!inserts then just assume it's gn
updates are sporadic
I don't take requests, this isn't gonna be that kinda blog. Puts to much pressure on me sorta and I like moving at my own paste. However, thirsting ideas are welcome...
please don't come at me with no policing or 'anti' bullshit. You will be blocked immediately. If you're on tumblr then you should be old enough to know and understand how the internet works and block/avoid things you don't like. I put the warnings on my blog, I tag posts properly, if you didn't read them thats on you. It's nobody's responsibility to make you feel comfortable on the internet except your own. You have no control over what content people create or consume. You don't get to tell people what to write, and to expect people to write / not write or do something because you specifically don't it is extremely entitled. We don't play that here. I know how to separate fiction from reality and obviously I do not condone such things in real life.
One of the biggest pet peeves I have is when people come into the tags complaining about "why do you write 'x' like this they wouldn't do that-" no shut up.
First of all, they are fictional characters; they do not exist. They have no agency. The beauty of fanfiction is that you can twist and turn the characters into whatever you want, write them however you want. The possibilities are literally endless.
Second, if it's not for you...don't read it. If you see the author portray the character in a way you disagree, scroll past. Block it and go on about your day. I understand disliking what you perceive to be ooc characterization for certain characters that's valid, but what's not valid is acting as if you get to decide how people write them. You don't. You have no say in what strangers over the internet write these fictional characters.
Curate your own experience; block what you don't like or scroll past. Keep in mind fanfic is written for entertainment at the end of the day
tw;yandere, toxic relationships, slight abuse, nsfwish, dub/noncon, dark cyno, f!reader
When you are away from his watchful eye, he pretty much stalks you all throughout Sumeru; When off duty, he can no longer be found wrapped up in a game of Genius Invokation, but rather, he's become your shadow. Follows you wherever, even if you're making simple runs to the market to watching Nilou's performances--he's everywhere. To keep you out of trouble, or to keep trouble from finding you is what he tells himself to justify this obsessive behavior, as he observes every move you make, every step you take, every little interaction you have. Doesn't like it when someone gets too close or comfortable with you--he'll be sure to interrogate question you on that guy you chatted with at the Bazar later on at home.
Extremely possessive and prone to jealousy. Outside your small circle of friends, he doesn't like you interacting with anyone he doesn't approve of. (which is nearly everyone) If you look too comfortable around a man he doesn't recognize, he'll assume you're probably cheating on him. His eyes burn into your skull whenever you talk to longly with the student at the pupsa cafe--he's getting too close to you, eyeing you with far too much intensity than Cyno likes. When the sound of your laughter reaches his ears (a sound that should only be reserved for him) soon he's stomping over and dragging you away, ignoring any protests and excuses you come up with as he all but manhandles you into a private area where he'll soon be covering your skin with his marks and having you crying on his cock as he gives you a harsh reminder of who you belong to. In the end, you're limping behind him as he takes you home, your hand tucked tightly in his grasp as you follow him with your head down refusing to look at any other but him like the obedient good girl he expects you to be.
I want to write a yandere!cyno fic where darling has been held captivie by him for some time now and manages to escape him (by some miracle and how? Idk) and basically just...lives on the run trying to hide from him and escape his clutches for good and live her life free
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Which doesn't happen and the little freedom gained doesn't last long of course cuz cyno is cyno and will eventually find darling and drag her ass back 🤷🏾♀️
I wish mfs would learn to block what you don't like and move on instead of constantly complaining about people writing fictional characters however they please
Imma only say this once, and I hope I don't sound mean but I really don't care about none of that discourse and want nothing to do with it so please don't bring that shit over here. I don't wanna get dragged into or deal with any kind of discourse im just here to post my shit and dip ✌🏾
I truly don't care what people ship or do with fictional characters because 1. It aint my business nor is it my place to police anybody on how they indulge in fiction and 2. I despise shipping culture in general because it makes a lot of ppl act real ugly and dumb so i do my best to avoid it
My stance is don't harass people over fictional characters and content. Scroll past or block / avoid what you don't like and move on. That's all
This was shit but i wrote this at 1am in the morning when i have work tomorrow but my yan!ayato brainrot is too strong
Ayato would 100 percent babytrap you after you reject his marriage proposals one too many times.
Now, Ayato is a benevolent man who genuinely cares for and loves you, but his patience only runs so far. He's desired to have you for a long time now and the thought of you not being his, by your own choice by rejection...it just doesn't sit well with him.
Being head of the infamous Kamisato Clan and Yashiro Commissioner, Ayato was used to getting what he wants
He wanted you.
And he was going to obtain you, even if it was through force, by any means necessary.
What's a good way to insure you become his bride? By having you fall pregnant with his child. How bad would it look for you, a young woman from a smaller, weaker clan pregnant by wedlock, with no man at your side? You'd have no choice but to marry him, not just for your sake , but for your family's as well.
It was wrong, the way he's going about it, yes, but getting his hands dirty in order to get the things he desires was nothing new to him.
Besides...Ayato knows you would look so beautiful, belly round and swollen with his child. You would bear him beautiful heirs, and you would look good bearing his name as the wife of the Kamisato head.
Yes, it would all work out perfectly.
It wasn't difficult getting you to come to the Kamisato estate; under the guise to discuss the usual tri-commision business. It was was simple bait that he knew you would take with no trouble.
And then, he could reel you in and put his plan into motion.
You arrive that morning, looking beautiful as ever in your simple Kimono. (How beautiful you would look in the wedding one he had made especially for you) Discussion picks up normally, and after awhile at a certain time, Thoma enters the room offering tea and cakes, made just the way you liked. Just as he instructed.
His eyes never leave you as you drink the tea, in eager little sips. It shouldn't take long before the drug kicked in, and at the rate you were drinking it , it would come soon. He only hopes Thoma didn't add too much of the dosage into your tea.
He finds it cute how you try to fight by the wave of tiredness that seeps into your form, a stubborn little thing you were. He'll definitely have to put in work to rid you of that stubbornness when you became his wife.
The symptoms come in one by one, drowsiness, the slurring of words, the tremors of your body. It was hitting you hard he could tell but it was just as he planned.
When you try to stand up to leave, he immediately stops you, coming at your side, feigning worry and offering you a place to rest until you feel better. (This was to be your new home soon, where you would give birth to your child, may as well get used to it) You're in no position to refuse, even if you wanted to.
The room he takes you to is large, larger than any nornal guest quarters, but the bed he lays you down in is so soft and comfortable, you don't even care; and you fail to notice that Ayato had sent the men guarding his chambers away, or that the door had been sealed completely shut with him still inside the room.
Blackness is slowly overtaking your vision as you faintly hear the rustle of clothing hitting the floor, and then you feel large, calloused hands on your body, on your thigh, fingers sliding beneath the silk of your Kimono and pushing the fabric aside.
A weak protest builds in your throat, but Ayato shushes you, telling you to just relax, he'll take good care of you.
He's going to make you into a wonderful mother. You're going to be a lovely mother and an even more lovelier wife.
The world fades to black before you could even react to his words.
