sinner.

scarlett williams. 22. actress / model / trainwreck " we love the things that destroy us, because in that destruction we feel truly alive. "

[philiphobe]

not havin a good night tbh ?? my !! mental health is pretty wonky so um i’m rly sorry but i’ll probably end up doin replies tmrw /: love u guys i just!!! ahhhhh tbh

[gabriellcs]

&.* @philiphobe​.

every time she saw a strand of red hair her heart would stop. it would happen during a photoshoot, a trip to starbucks, or hell, even a trip to the gym and she would FREEZE. and every time the strand of hair didn’t belong to the girl she wanted it to belong to, that is until now. gabrielle hadn’t heard from scarlett ever since her nudes had leaked and the last she did hear about her was from the tabloids stating the redhead had gone into rehab. there wasn’t a moment that didn’t pass by where scarlett wasn’t on the back of her mind, wondering how she was doing and what she was feeling. so when she saw the redhead IN PERSON for the first time in a long time, she froze. she slowly moved towards the girl, who looked stunning in a red dress. “ scarlett ? “ was all she managed to get out.

[philiphobe]

that voice... “gabi.” she breathed out, her world spinning around her, her herat in her throat. she hadn’t seen her since -- she pulled the other girl in for a hug, unable to even verbalize how she was feeling. “i’m so sorry -- i --” she whispered, pulling back before anyoen saw, blinking a few times. “h-how are you doing?”

[philiphobe]

closed starter for @ysnabis

she had heard he was engaged not through a phone line, not through a text, but by seeing it splashed across the pages of a glossy magazine. it was a four page story, with pictures, and gushing quotes by the lovebirds. she had used the pages to take a few lines with. she knew she didn’t even have a right to feel the way that she did... but she did. it had been a while since that night, and she’d been through a lot since then, felt a lot of different things, and come out the other side what she hoped would be a better person. she knew the monster that was her a d d i c t i o n would always try to eat her alive, but she felt... good. rehab had actually done her some good -- even if she’d never admit it, or only admit it begrudgingly.  tonight was supposed to be her... reemergence into the public eye. and sure, she’d arrived with seude and made sure to take photos with rafael, but she felt relatively... alone. and that was when she saw him. fuck. no. this couldn’t be happening -- she totally wasn’t prepared. oh no, he probably saw her staring... shit. she couldn’t hide... that would look so bad. 

she walked up towards him and grinned. “hey stranger.” it’s been a while.

but in reality? she was still standing still. just staring. hoping. unsure. waiting.

[nefertiris]

[philiphobe]

ok so . i have an idea ? bc i rly wanna try to stir up scar muse bc i miss u babies … but i was thinkin mayhaps she’s sorta gone ‘missing’ for a lil bit bc her parents forced her into rehab and no one knows she’s comin back and then she shows up at this event bc she’s a Dramatic Hoe™? but idk . /: i just miss u guys /:

also : pls come plot w me ):

[philiphobe]

also side note ksjdf if anyone wants to help me w a graphic i’m trying to use cheryl blossom’s homecoming dress but i can’t find any good pics and i’m just hopeless w everything ):

[philiphobe]

ok so . i have an idea ? bc i rly wanna try to stir up scar muse bc i miss u babies ... but i was thinkin mayhaps she’s sorta gone ‘missing’ for a lil bit bc her parents forced her into rehab and no one knows she’s comin back and then she shows up at this event bc she’s a Dramatic Hoe™? but idk . /: i just miss u guys /:

also : pls come plot w me ):

[philiphobe]

hiya friends. i’m sorta at a loss for muse for scar right now, so i apologize for my semi-hiatus! i should be back soon-ish, meanwhile, i may send scar to rehab ? ??  or something of the sort /: i’m not quite sure yet. anyway. love you guys bunches, i’m here if you wanna chat!

[philiphobe]

guys i s2g im actually doing replies tonight if i don’t u all have permission to slap me ok? ok <3 also if anyone wants to plot (esp newbies but also older members) i am AROUND ok? im just gonna play a quick round on overwatch and then get started on my NUMEROUS replies. also im workin on that video i promise!

[pcsvidcn-blog]

angelenos + labels [ 9 / ? ]

[buckyjms]

[philiphobe]

I’ve been working on this career path of mine since I was three years old. I’ve known what I wanted to do. So, this means that all the things I’ve known about myself, felt about myself, and the confidence I’ve had was not misplaced. This is really where I belong. I’ve always known that, but that kind of confidence boost is necessary when you’re rejected so much in this industry.

[philiphobe]

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[nahlaxo]

prominencehq + love islanders pt i

[cashisms]

“∵…⁛ ⁜*  CASH TAYLOR MOOD BOARD FT. SCARLETT WILLIAMS // @philiphobe

“ you’re my best friend.  i’ll always have your back.’

[philiphobe]

「 text to : RED . 」❜+:｡.

JAMIE at 1434 PST: I've got a rotation @ RRUCLA around five but other than that I'm pretty much free, yeah.

JAMIE at 1608 PST: I'm so sorry, I JUST noticed I sent this to the wrong person.

JAMIE: How have you been, Red? :)

SCARLETT: no worries. i'm fine, i guess.

SCARLETT: was a little... surprised to hear from u lol

[philiphobe]

snapchat to *.:｡ ♡ *  open.

[philiphobe]

laceydvis:

LACEY: i shouldn’t have even asked omg LACEY: just pls don’t drive anywhere and stay put

SCARLETT: dRIVe?! im on the FLOOR SCARLETT: FLOORS CANT DRIVE!!!!!!!!

[philiphobe]

text to *.:｡ ♡ *  gabrielle. ( DON'T TEXT THIS NUMBER UNTIL UR SOBER U DUMB )

gabrielle: are you okay?

scarlett: yuueuuup!!!!

scarlett: : )))))) )

[philiphobe]

so lowkey i almost just died bc it’s storming so bad and my bf was driving and so lowkey im kinda freaked buuuut i’m back and ik i have so much to reply to but i’ll probs lowkey get to it all slowly but i love u guys bunches <3