Azula's Secret Evil Narc Blog

I'm a people person. If you know me, no you don't.

[phoenixqueenazula]

Azula | they/them | adult

I'm Azula from Avatar: the Last Airbender. Not roleplaying as Azula, I am a fictive of Azula. Azula real. Azula actual. Welcome to my evil narc blog, where I post my evilest of narc thoughts.

Don't like? Don't read. And don't come bitch at me for having mean narc thoughts. I know it's mean. That's why it's a secret evil narc blog.

If you know me and are upset by anything I post here, you can talk to me about it. If you think a post is a vent about you, you might be right, or it might at least be inspired by you if not about you specifically. I'm happy to talk about it and reassure you or whatever it is you need, but I will not stop making evil unfiltered posts. I recommend blocking me, because it will probably upset you and I don't want to have to think about not upsetting people I know. That's why the filter is off. That's why the blog is secret. So I can say my feelings without worrying about that shit.

[yourfavoritenarcissist]

i hate being friends w insecure people bc i already reassured you for the thousandth time what part of you're good you're okay do you not understand. you're literally my friend which is like one of the biggest honors you can have in your miserable life. shut the fuck up already. why do you not see how good you are???????????? if i befriended you it's for a fucking reason and obviously you're good enough now shut the fuck up please.

[phoenixqueenazula]

You know, I don't think most people deserve to be abused. But if you knew full well what you were doing, knew that someone was abusive and just wanted the rush of obsessing over them, and you mistreat and abandon your friends just trying to tell you that this person has red flags, because you can't stand an honest evaluation of your latest obsession? I think you deserve it. I think you deserve everything you get.

[phoenixqueenazula]

I'm upset. Time to bitch about my best friend (unrelatedly)

[faith-thee-slayer]

she’s a poor little meow meow. she was born in a wet cardboard box all alone. she’s suffered more than jesus. she’s misunderstood. she’s a silly guy. she experienced the horrors. she did all those crimes. she has done nothing wrong. she deserves to kill. she’s the most interesting girl in the world. i didn’t say a name, but she popped into your head, didn’t she?

[tuherrus]

[ID: A digitally drawn comic of Toph and Zuko from Avatar: The Last Airbender talking about Zuko’s scar.

It begins with Toph approaching Zuko, who is sitting near a campfire. “You have a scar?” she asks. Zuko replies,  "Oh! Uh, yeah… You didn’t…?“ Toph cuts him off and says, "Came up in passing with the other guys.” Toph casually makes herself a seat out of rock and sits down next to him. “Must be pretty badass if everyone assumes I know it’s there, too,” she continues. Zuko looks aside awkwardly and says, “… It’s on my face.” “Ah.” Toph replies.

Zuko says, “Maybe you could… feel it?” “Huh?” says Toph. “I guess, if I concentrate hard enough.” Zuko reaches for Toph’s hand. “Uhm, just with your hand, if you want,” he says. “I don’t think I can describe it.” “… Gotcha. Guide my hand then, boss,” Toph says. Zuko does so, and there’s a pause as Toph touches his scar. The fire reflects in her eyes.

As Toph pulls her hand away, Zuko says, “…. You know, my left eye is almost blind, too.” “Seriously?!” Toph exclaims. “Why aren’t we a tag team yet?! The blind bandit and the half-blind dweeb!” “Come on…!” Zuko moans. End ID]

id by @strawberrygiorno , thank you!

i’ve had this comic sketched out for months but only decided to finish it now, it’s based on something i drew a couple years back of toph and zuko….don’t think too hard on when or how this takes place because i don’t really know either! it’s just a concept i’ve always wanted to draw

[tophatcats]

huevember ‘24 day 8 - snake

pose study. photo reference by @adorkastock

[ID: A monochrome red digital illustration. The piece features Jamil from the game Twisted Wonderland. He poses mid-dance with his arms extended in a dramatic pose. He wears his PE uniform which consists of a dark red sleeveless hoodie, grey pants, and sneakers.]

[phoenixqueenazula]

Sometimes I regret being kind and encouraging to people because then they have the self confidence to post their ugly ass art out on the internet when it really should have stayed in shameful corners of their sketchbook where it belonged

[detumescent]

do you also enjoy romance that’s not evil and sick

yeah but only when it’s between blood relatives

[demaparbat-hp]

Existential Nihilism Squad™

[no-more-dead-dogs]

yeah, this is my pet knight, she's a rescue. i gave her a brief act of mercy and she followed me home and sat outside my door to guard me from intruders. she swore her undying allegiance to me in exchange for a gift of grace and now she sleeps at the foot of my bed and weeps when im late coming home. and yeah, she only eats wet food because she's a snob, also.

[kin-aesthetics-for-all]

A Princess Azula moodboard, with themes of perfectionism and loneliness!

[phoenixqueenazula]

[phoenixqueenazula]

I don't actually find your self hatred endearing.

[phoenixqueenazula]

I hate this fucking dance. Just say what you fucking mean. Don't automatically agree with me like I'm going to hurt you if you don't. I'm trying to have a conversation, not talk to an incredibly agreeable brick wall assuring me that it's a complete person and not just a wall.

We wouldn't feel so disconnected if you had actually fucking talked any of the times I told you I felt disconnected. If you had said something other than "noo it's totally fine I don't feel that haha". But then when I decide enough is enough and I want to actually leave you're like "omg yeah I've felt disconnected for a while too" and like. Why. Why didn't you talk about it. Did you want this to work or not? And if you didn't, why the fuck didn't you tell me so I could stop wasting my time on you?

Stop fucking fawning. I was never going to try to hurt you for disagreeing. I would have been fucking happy to hear you disagreed or were upset at me or anything at all. That's how we get closer, you idiot. We can't be close if you don't tell me if I upset you.

I don't know if you knew the ship was sinking but didn't know why. Maybe you didn't think it could be saved. Maybe you didn't know how. Maybe you were trying to get it to sink faster. But now it's at the bottom of the ocean. And I'm fine with that.

Are you?

Guess I'll never know.

[phoenixqueenazula]

They all suck. They're all beneath me. They don't reciprocate the attention I give to them. They're annoying me. They're lying to me. The point of throwing treats is that you get treats back.

Don't ignore me. What the fuck are you doing? If I'm not your favorite, if you can't appreciate how obsessive I am over you, if you can't show me that in return, then what am I even doing here?

I'm done with these toys. I need new ones.

[phoenixqueenazula]

hey so why the FUCK did you respond to their vent but not to mine