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The Fitzsimmons Story [S1 - 7]
“When I discover who I am, I’ll be free.”
— Ralph Ellison, Invisible Man
Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. Rewatch: Characters Per Episode
⤷ 3.02 Purpose in the Machine ➤ Leopold Fitz
Typewriter Series #2723 by Tyler Knott Gregson
In place of predetermined I want possibility,
just the hinting chance of something magic,
an aim for this hope, a reason for waking up
and trying to do better, trying to feel more.
Give me a fleeting chance and tell me it may not be
possible, and watch as I run straight for it.
-Tyler Knott Gregson-
I told you that these last few months things felt differently for me, that I felt changed in someway. And you wanted an explanation I couldn’t give. I think it’s time you changed, too, and then I wouldn’t have to work so hard to explain myself.
Can’t you feel it
And finally, here are all of the Agents of SHIELD season five deleted scenes from the DVD!
Ahhfhfhfhdkrkfk!!!
Coming into a fandom late
Coming into a fandom early and watching it become an angry clusterfuck
Being in a dormant fandom that suddenly comes alive again after a new book/movie
Don’t forget about those who come in the midst of a fandom war.
Accuracy at its best
Being in a fandom and not even knowing there’s a war going on…
all of this shit…lol
When You’re Not In The Fandom But You’re Nosy AF
When you get into a fandom only to discover it’s dead
This gets better every time I see it.
@fuboos-mess
Being in a dead fandom…
Or being in such a tiny fandom that it feels like youre the only one
The accuracy hurts.
Being in a fandom that had a shit ending.
When you’ve been fangirling long enough, you’ve experienced all of the above.
Being in a fandom meant for kids.
This just gets better..
@mi-kleos
When you realize that joining the fandom has ruined you
Fandom hell in general
Yes.
This^^^ just… ALL OF THIS.
Being in so many fandoms that you don’t even know what’s going on
THIS IS THE SKULDUGGERY FUCKING PLEASANT FANDOM IN ONE POST!!
Trying to recruit people to your fandom
Annnnnnndddd it’s back
Being in a fandom which has so many antis
I’ve probably reblogged this before, but that was before these great additions.
Being in a fandom that actually works together
Why is this so true? All of it.
being in a fanbase but all your mutuals suddenly turn into Kpop blogs
I always enjoy it when a good post comes around again and has been improved by the reblogs like the years for a fine wine.
Being in a fandom when shit goes down and everyone has different opinions
When you are in a fandom and don’t care for others people opinion…..even if they are right…(believe me, I have met several of those)
Being in a fandom you never meant to join
I love this. and it’s gotten better
After abandoning a fandom you’re still a little bit emotionally invested in….
THIS IS A TUMBLR RELIC! ALWAYS REBLOG!
These are are just so accurate it hurts
Damn. This is so accurate
Dit is echt cool…
I used to think i was introverted bc I really liked being alone but it turns out I just like being at peace & I am very extroverted when I’m around people who bring me peace
This.
fyi, if you are looking for a particular post in your blog and only remember a certain word or phrase, you can always do this:
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also if you want to cross-search your tags, try /search/tagone+tagtwo
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Deleted scene “Find Him” from S4 finale
What the heck how have I never seen this before?? Where is this video?? I need ittt!!
I am pretty sure when Fitz died, I died, because this has been the most fucked up summer hiatus I have ever had, and it’s supposed to last to NEXT SUMMER.
I have written fic. I am three seasons deep in an AoS rewatch (that I am going to deeply regret more than I already do come the Framework). I have thought of virtually nothing else fictional since the finale. I have FitzSimmons dreams. I am constantly thinking of when Jemma finds Fitz in space, because if I do, then he isn’t dead. If I do, then the possibility of her not finding him doesn’t exist. It makes me physically nervous to think about any of these things.
So I’ve said it before, but I’ll say it again. It was a good, lifelong television watching run, but Leopold James Fitz finally broke me.
Thank you for putting this in to words. I had every intention of taking a ‘break’ from Tumblr and AoS after the finale and have been absolutely consumed. I’ve really enjoyed reading and writing fanfic and have been slowly watching/rewatching the entire MCU to feed the beast but I’m also pretty compulsively on Tumblr every day. Is it teetering between enjoyment and unhealthy obsession? Probably.
The thing that really rocked me is we almost lost the show and it we did (but didnt totally…) lose Fitz so I’m hanging on really tight.
I’m probably not alone in this so I’ll share some personal perspective in hopes of sharing with others - I don’t handle loss well. At all. I have a long history of avoiding trauma, loss, and grief, and this show and this fandom have really helped me acknowledge and start working on some of that.
In the meantime I’ll be here for a while obsessing over metas, fic, rewatch, and aching for an inkling of what’s ahead for S6.
@tvismyboyfriend @ritalara I’m with you guys. For me the finale brought up some extremely painful RL trauma, so I’m working through that - and feel permanently upset. And I know why it is, but still, there is no way around it - once the trauma resurfaces, you just have to work your way through it.
I have a couple of other TV shows I want to watch (or finish), but I simply cannot get invested into anything else for now, as I just don’t want my heart ripped out. I shudder mostly when I think this could have been the series finale…
@weareagentsofnothing @ritalara I’m entirely with you guys. I took the whole thing really hard. It didn’t feel like a clever plot twist. Or something I could appreciate after a little while and respect the writing decisions that went into it. It was gruesome and unnecessary. I can think of ten other ways to resolve the issue that wasn’t “hard-hitting on-screen death”.
I have some nasty PTSD from years and years working trauma ICUs, and the scene triggered that, leaving me completely incapable of processing the rest of the episode. Which means Phil’s send-off fell flat for me. Which makes me angry. I watch TV shows to escape, especially superhero franchise shows. Enough crap happens in real life that I need good to overcome evil and for people to end up happy. That the writers needed to pat themselves on the back for being edgy and gritty while leaving me coping with a sense of “I can’t make this right” is really ticking me off. (Joss Whedon broke up my other OTP, in the dumbest way possible, so now I’m totally screwed).
So now I’m stuck, instead of having a summer/year where, when I think about my favorite characters, I can go: that was so nice/cute/awesome, and at least they’re together, I’m stuck in this constant anxiety cycle that I just have to wait out. I can try to bury myself in fic, but even writing the fluffiest, happiest stuff has an underlying current of ARRRRRRRRRGGGGHHH right now. (I seriously have to scrub any mention in dialogue- or anywhere else-of that common hyperbole of “this would kill me” or “I’m so happy I can die” because rereading my own writing will end up making me panic slightly. And any stories where FS is broken up at all, or separated, or not together/in the process of getting together are an instant back button. I just can’t.) (sorry, authors)
@sunalsolove @ritalara
I feel like the AoS authors don’t understand - they gave us a play-room full of toys to come and play with, when we wanted to have some fun.
And for a certain part of the fandom, out of all the toys in the play-room - FitzSimmons became a favourite teddy-bear. It gave us warm and fuzzy feelings, gave us a way to escape our own problems, for a little while.
And sure, the teddy-bear got worn down, and lost an eye, the ear got tattered and it started to come apart at the seams in places, but still it was our teddy bear, and all the scars and bruises that we have kind of lived with and worried about are what made it so special and unique. And we remember fondly all the details: the tea-parties we played, the time we left it out in the garden and it got soaked by the rain or when it almost got lost on the bus. We had lots of memories: it made us cry, and made us laugh and made us smile.
AoS writers: We have a surprise for you. It’s possibly the end of an era, we need to close these playroom and we are moving all these toys to a permanent home out of you reach. So, maybe it’s time to say good-bye, but we’ll make it special for all the toys, including your teddy-bear.
FS Fandom: well, we are sad, but maybe finally our teddy will get it’s cute cottage in a fairy forest that it always dreamt of, and it will make us happy if we know our teddy is happy and well taken care of.
AoS writers: LOL… what cottage? Look, we did this other thing instead, because everyone needs to be edgy these days, and because we realized we could….
FS fandom: WTF???? WTF??????
AoS writers: well, that teddy was really torn and tattered anyways.
FS fandom: [gasps] but… but…it was you… you tore out its eyes, and you cut into its ear…. that was our favorite teddy-bear. We thought you were going to fix it.
AoS writers: no, no, we never planned to fix it. That’s why we kept it in this dark corner the last couple of days. But you know it’s stupid to cry about it, because we have another teddy bear, just like yours - same serial number even, except less worn down, shinier, newer. It’s hidden in a drawer somewhere. The only problem is that we don’t actually own the key to the drawer - so maybe you will get to see it or not. But you should be happy to know that there is another teddy-bear out there exactly like yours.
FS fandom: Yes, but that’s not OUR teddy-bear - it didn’t even attend the biggest ever tea-party we held in its honor. Can we have our teddy-bear back?
AoS Writers: no sorry - it’s gone. We threw it in the trash.
FS Fandom: You did WHAT? - so you didn’t even like give it a heroic ending, make it a legendary stuffed animal - sort of like Bing-Bong in Inside Out? Maybe that would help us cope with the loss…
AoS Writers: we wanted to do something shocking in a this-happens-every-day to teddy-bears, simple, horrible, realistic way.
FS fandom: But - but …why?
AoS Writers: We could maybe even make the top 10 horrible teddy-bear death of the year list - don’t you think that would be exciting? We thought you like surprises and twists…
FS fandom: You understand that the whole point of the teddy-bear was to cope with all the horrible reality that happens every day, right? That the hugs and cuddles of our teddy bear helped us get through those really bad days?
AoS writers: Come back next year, we’ll see if we can open that drawer for you….Maybe by that time you won’t care that it’s not EXACTLY your teddy-bear, you’ll take whatever stuffed toy we decide to give you.
FS fandom: …
@weareagentsofnothing OMG why did they do that?!?
But it is even a little worse than that. Because the writers had a spare teddy bear because they knew it was our favorite and they wanted a backup just in case something ever happened.
Then when we went on vacation they handed us the new one (hoping we wouldn’t notice until we got back home)
Except they took that one away and then said, oops, we lost your bear. Well, never mind, these things happen. If we find it you can have it back, but don’t expect it to be in good shape.
These writers sound like terrible parents. Don’t they know they are supposed to clean the bear up as best they can and let us have it back??? I mean, they already took out security blanket (Coulson). We don’t need to grow up this fast.
@weareagentsofnothing And I will flipping be there when they open that drawer. And I’m sort of worried they’ll be like: Oh, we cut it in half because love doesn’t solve anything and don’t you know life sucks? If you want it back to together…do it yourself.
@sunalsolove lol…if that is where they want to go, then I’m pretty confident there are enough good ideas here on tumblr to fix whatever mess they create (we’d just have to save up our money to hire the cast for a few days).
I’m going to keep focusing on the power of positive thinking. And if that doesn’t work we can all just read fanfics instead of watching the show.
@libbyweasley @sunalsolove @weareagentsofnothing @tvismyboyfriend @popsicle86 @tenpointstohufflepuff @ohifonlyx33
I adore all of you and honestly its so powerful to hear everyone’s stories (and snark) about how they’re coping, working through real life trauma, taking a healthy break, and so on.
Ya’ll are spectacular humans.
this teddy bear metaphor is too real though.
👆🏼👆🏼
So…like, we’re all agreed that next season FitzSimmons need to be literally handcuffed together 24/7 right?
as long as they DEAL with the things between them. At this point I’m not even going to say “talk” but address and deal with in some way.
@ohifonlyx33 i mean i wouldnt be opposed to locking them in a room together for 13 episodes…
I MEAN… YOU MAKE A COMPELLING ARGUMENt… but somehow I think we would feel jipped.
Only on AoS is it possible for the writers to lock an actual cannon, literally married ship in a room for 13 episodes & still have the fans come out feeling gypped. Like I have no doubt they could (& would) pull that off 😂😂
What do you want to personally want to see in a potential 6th season? I definitely wouldn't be surprised if some of your theories come back into play (i.e. Glasgow Assignment), but I want to know your ideas for what the main story should be, though this one along with Alistair Fitz could certainly come into play if the writers choose to. I just want to see what you think the possibilities are since I'm sure at least one of them may come into play.
Hi Anon,
I’ve had in a few asks what I would like to see in previous metas.
I’ve become oddly attached to the idea with the season ending with the team all going separate ways and the first arc for Season 6 would be a new threat that brings them all back together.
AIM is still one of my top picks to see baddie wise, more of the Mad Science angle. But the Marvel Universe offers quite the sandbox for them to play in.
Yes I would still LOVE a Brotherhood of Shield story line.
Fitzsimmons Family continued, especially if its revealed Jemma is pregnant before/during the finale (which i think there is a decent chance of that happening).
Her pregnancy could play out throughout the season or a time jump could bring everyone back towards the end of her pregnancy. They could also do a massive time jump in a few years.
I’d like Deke to stay around so they could develop his relationship with them more since they are just running out of real estate to do that this season.
Nice arc with Daisy and Coulson working together on passing the torch.
Alistair is out there in the real world. Should the writers want to bring him back they could…and they could do whatever they wanted with him since the horrible version created in the Framework was AIDA’s creation and part of her manipulation of Fitz. The only facts we have about the real one.
He left when Fitz was 10
He was not a good man
He was a drunk who didn’t recognize his own sons genius
He worked near Radcliffe and they took the train together
He possibly saw Radcliffe and gave him a message for Fitz recently.
The writers left themselves plenty of grey area to go back to him should they want. At this point they haven’t given any indication they intend to go that way. Cal has come up more this season that Alistair has. If they intend too they would start dropping those bread crumbs about this point in the story.
I’m gonna add a little wish of my own because I’ve been sitting on this for about two weeks now since during a chat with @weareagentsofnothing I remembered a theory I first came up with during S3 but had no time to really meta it out (and tbh I still don’t and IDK if I should wait with this until the finale airs because that’s probably the best time to voice S6 wishes, since then we’ll know if we get one and we’ll know the full picture of S5):
I would really really LOVE for them to dive into Jemma’s backstory. Because by now she’s the one that we know LEAST about (which btw still feels a little weird because for the longest time it was Fitz we knew the least about).
Back during S3 I had this theory that it would be awesome if they gave Jemma on the show a similar backstory as they gave her in the comics (the first SHIELD comic run, not the atrocious one that has recently been published): Her dad is an executive/CEO for Roxxon in the comics. And I always found that SO INTERESTING. Because Roxxon is not a good company in the comics, they are pretty shady guys. They’ve even been used in Iron Man 3 and Agent Carter S1.
And I would just find it SO INTERESTING if they gave Jemma’s father (or mother) the same background here because it would make for an interesting and compelling storyline PLUS it would also be in line with the storyline Fitzsimmons have been on since beginning of S4: Mad Science!!! Which recently really has come to a head, with especially Fitz but also Jemma really diving into mad science territory in 5x14 and 5x16 respectively.
And during my chat with @weareagentsofnothing she also mentioned what a great arc it would be if it turns out that Jemma’s dad was connected to something fishy and that’s how Fitzsimmons get drawn back into SHIELD again (if the team does indeed split up by the end of S5).
I would especially love it because as mentioned above: Jemma by now has THE LEAST backstory from the entire team. BY FAR!!! Since the second half of S4 we know quite A LOT about Fitz’s backstory and it also seems that this storyline is finding more and more closure (while I would never say never with this show, I think Alistairs story on the show is pretty much done. Radcliffe described him as a useless drunk and that’s probably it. And we dived into Fitz’s backstory quite a lot in the second half of S4 and even S5 dealt with the fallout quite a lot). And we know more about the rest of the team (and quite a few villains!!!) than we know about Jemma. From each teammember we’ve met at least ONE family member or person that they’ve been close to in Coulson’s case (since both of his parents are dead) from their past. But not with Jemma. The only thing we know about her are the little tidbits we got from 4722 Hours.
I have a lot more to say about this but I’ll leave it at this for now and will try to write it out fully latest after the finale!!!
AMEN to all. I think separation would be a perfect way to start S6, we could get all these backstories (and yes to something for Jemma please!!) and the team could even be starting working on different pieces, which slowly come together leading to the same big plot!
GIMME
what we know about Jemma is that her parents live in Sheffield (3x01), she had scoliosis as a kid and her dad took her out stargazing (3x05), also her parents are fairly likely both together since in 1x06 she tells coulson her mum would take her death better coming from her dad and in 1x08 after Thor TDW, she gets a phone call from her parents, who presumably know their daughter is with SHIELD since she was recruited at a young age.
I don’t need her family to be shady. At least not VERY shady… But it would be interesting to see them get mixed up in the story somehow… maybe we meet them as they get caught up in something not-so-good and Jemma and Fitz have to get them out of the mess. Example: maybe Jemma’s dad is a scientist who gets caught in a bad mess and corporations are trying to set him up to take the fall. Maybe her mom is mad at him for this. Maybe Jemma’s mum is being held as leverage by the bad people to make Jemma’s dad do bad things because he’s too ethical to do what they ask otherwise…and her dad reaches out to her for help. And that pulls her and Fitz back into shield.. and the bad people are the season’s Big Bad. And MAYBE they were ACTUALLY using Mr. and Mrs. Simmons to lure Jemma out because they want her to create a serum or bioweapon. And of course Fitz will have None Of That.
Maybe we learn they’re well-meaning, decent folk, but nonetheless a bit distant and cold with their daughter, valuing her more as a scientist than as a daughter. Maybe she has a bit of a strained relationship with them, particularly her mum, because she always felt like she had to impress them. Maybe she joined shield for her mum who always pushed and insisted that Jemma had a duty to use her intellect to it’s fullest potential… and maybe her dad is warmer but coddled her after her scoliosis) and he didn’t want her to join because it seemed dangerous, but she insisted on it to prove she was stronger than he thought and to make her mum proud. Maybe she has problems with how they perceive her as a perfect child for two different reasons, but don’t necessarily accept her in an imperfect light. None of this has to even take up a lot of screen time… it can just be heavily implied in their interactions.
And when they ask her why she hasn’t contacted them in all the time it took for her hair to grow out, she just says she has been very busy. And while they didn’t know much about what happened to Fitz, when they see him, they remark that they’re glad he’s doing better since his injury and that Jemma seemed quite worried about him last time she visited.
More than anything though, I would LOVE to see them shocked by how she’s changed, good and bad. I would love to see them find out their little princess (and yes, her dad probably calls her princess… s1 Jemma absolutely has that vibe) is now a capable field agent who kicks mega butt alongside Fitz, the scrawny kid they met a couple of times. And of course we all notice a look between Fitzsimmons as they try to put a label on their relationship… and when asked, Jemma explains that of course they love each other very much but it’s more complicated than they can imagine because of work.
If Jemma has any pregnancy arc, even if it’s just at the very end of the season, I would really especially like to see Jemma and her relationship with her mother. Especially if Jemma’s mom is more stoic and Jemma’s dad is the softer one. And since Jemma has a beautiful heart but typically functions with logic and a more stoic mentality, then I would love to see Jemma feeling like she has been numbed by so much pain, questioning what kind of person she has become. I want her dad saying she’s stronger than he knew, but her strongest part is her heart….I’d love to see her mom say Jemma was enough, even encouraging her to settle down and stay safe because she’s done more than enough. And I’d love to see Jemma worried just a bit about motherhood… I think I especially want Jemma with her mum in the case, maybe coming to understand her mother DOES love her. Also, I want them both to be impressed by Fitz helping their daughter and nudging him to marry her already.
Dude-@ohifonlyx33 is on fire with these storylines lately! Someone pick this up & full-on fic it already! It’s basically entirely laid out for ya right here!!
Also, I completely forgot about Radcliffe’s message from Fitz’s Dad & omg now I really wanna know what it wasss!!