Jimin

a blog for @teawithkpop's Jimin in the story PhysCom

[physcom-jm]

wow bro u done fucked up huh

I... I know...

[physcom-jm]

Of the top of my head I can think of at least one man falling in love with his sex worker. Ever watched „pretty woman“? You could all make a movie night out of it 😏 Alas, I hear your fears and I validate your feelings. And I wonder what would happen if we all would persue our deepest dreams anyway. I trust you to make the right decision. You‘re a good guy (awesome, but that‘s beside the point). You got this.

Hm... yeah, maybe. I think things would be much simpler if everyone could just do what they wanted to do. Thank you for the encouragement, it means a lot.

I think you and Namjoon-hyung would get along, actually. You two think alike.

[physcom-jm]

what was your reaction to first hearing you would have a physcom? what have you discovered about yourself after she came into your life?

It was kind of crazy, since having live-in PhysComs is a mark of success in the k-pop industry, you know?

All our sunbaes have PhysComs at their dorms, so when we got our own I was kind of excited that we had finally gotten to that level.

Before that, we used the ones at our company building. But honestly, things changed so much after she came into our lives.

Having her live here, and serve us whenever we want... it's weird, but I don't view her as an employee or anything.

The other PhysComs barely talk unless it's about sex, but she actually got to know us. She listens to our problems and notices the small things.

I remember one night I was really depressed after practice. I couldn't get it right, and she just made me a cup of tea and rubbed my shoulders without even asking what was wrong.

Sometimes I wish I could do something to pay her back for all the kindness she's shown us.

[physcom-jm]

As a wise man one sang: "Why would you make out of words, a cage for your own bird, when it sings so sweet"

ㅠ//ㅠ;

But did that man fall in love with his personal sex worker??

[physcom-jm]

Perfect future/ dream anon here. That must be the loveliest answer yet 🥺 Have you thought about communicating that to her? You know communication is key and all? What‘s stopping you from telling her. And is it worth the „what if“ feeling should you stay silent? Will you regret not telling her how you feel 3 months down the line, 3 years?

Thank you 💗 that's kind of you to try and help, but there's a reason why it was an ideal future and not a realistic one, haha

I know how seriously she takes her job. If she knew I felt that way, then she'd most likely ask for another PhysCom to be assigned to me instead.

That's why I don't know if Taehyung's plan is the best idea. What if something goes wrong? What if I'm... not what she wants?

I may live with the regret of not telling her, but that's better to me than the regret of affecting her job or losing her altogether...

[physcom-jm]

Jimin, with everything that‘s been going on, what would be the perfect future regardless if it‘s possible or not? If you could get your dreams to come true, what would it look like?

Perfect future?

I just want her to be safe and happy.

I dream of the weirdest things, like taking her out to get ice cream. Cuddling together.

When she dominates me, it almost feels the same, the same kind of tenderness is there. But there's still this... barrier of protocol. She has to be tender with me.

So I guess, in a perfect world, I would want her to find safety and happiness without any barriers.

I hope she finds those things in me.

[physcom-jm]

Did it shock you to know she can’t cum no matter how much you try?

Yeah, of course it did.

I... I can't imagine how that must feel for her. Like torture, probably.

If I'd known before, I don't think I could have had sex with her at all. I'd feel too guilty.

I feel guilty just talking about it.

[physcom-jm]

*grabs physcom jimin and taehyung by the ear* YOU BRATS! OC IS NOT A TOY! DEFLATE YOUR DICKS AND GET YOUR BRAIN OUT OF YOUR ASS

"Ow, OW! HEY!" Jimin winces, trying to escape your grasp.

He rubs his ear after you let go, his lips pulled into a pout from your shouting.

"I know she isn't! Why are you so angry?" He mopes, feeling wrongly accused at your outburst.

He knows what you're talking about, but thinks it isn't fair to blame him when it wasn't really his idea.

[physcom-jm]

I hope she's okay..