“Suddenly I wonder, ‘Where is the girl that I was last year? Two years ago? What would she think of me now?”
— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
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“Suddenly I wonder, ‘Where is the girl that I was last year? Two years ago? What would she think of me now?”
— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
“Women are taught to see their bodies in parts, and to evaluate each part separately. Breasts, feet, hips, waistline, neck, eyes, nose, complexion, hair, and so on—each in turn is submitted to an anxious, fretful, often despairing scrutiny. Even if some pass muster, some will always be found wanting. Nothing less than perfection will do.”
— Susan Sontag, “A Woman’s Beauty: Put-Down or Power Source?”
john my beloved - sufjan stevens / birds hover the trampled fields - richard siken
the song of achilles by madeline miller
The Last Words Of Famous Writers
When you’ve dedicated your life to words, it’s important to go out eloquently.
Ernest Hemingway: “Goodnight my kitten.” Spoken to his wife before he killed himself.
Jane Austen: “I want nothing but death.” In response to her sister, Cassandra, who was asking her if she wanted anything.
J.M Barrie: “I can’t sleep.”
L. Frank Baum: “Now I can cross the shifting sands.”
Edgar Allan Poe: “Lord help my poor soul.”
Thomas Hobbes: “I am about to take my last voyage, a great leap into the dark,”
Alfred Jarry: “I am dying…please, bring me a toothpick.”
Hunter S. Thompson: “Relax — this won’t hurt.”
Henrik Ibsen: “On the contrary!”
Anton Chekhov: “I haven’t had champagne for a long time.”
Mark Twain: “Good bye. If we meet—” Spoken to his daughter Clara.
Louisa May Alcott: “Is it not meningitis?” Alcott did not have meningitis, though she believed it to be so. She died from mercury poison.
Jean Cocteau: “Since the day of my birth, my death began its walk. It is walking towards me, without hurrying.”
Washington Irving: “I have to set my pillows one more night, when will this end already?”
Leo Tolstoy: “But the peasants…how do the peasants die?”
Hans Christian Andersen: “Don’t ask me how I am! I understand nothing more.”
Charles Dickens: “On the ground!” He suffered a stroke outside his home and was asking to be laid on the ground.
H.G. Wells: “Go away! I’m all right.” He didn’t know he was dying.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe: “More light.”
W.C. Fields: “Goddamn the whole fucking world and everyone in it except you, Carlotta!” “Carlotta” was Carlotta Monti, actress and his mistress.
Voltaire: “Now, now, my good man, this is no time for making enemies.” When asked by a priest to renounce Satan.
Dylan Thomas: “I’ve had 18 straight whiskies…I think that’s the record.”
George Bernard Shaw: “Dying is easy, comedy is hard.”
Henry David Thoreau: “Moose…Indian.”
James Joyce: “Does nobody understand?”
Oscar Wilde: “Either the wallpaper goes, or I do.”
Bob Hope: “Surprise me.” He was responding to his wife asking where he wanted to be buried.
Roald Dahl’s last words are commonly believed to be “you know, I’m not frightened. It’s just that I will miss you all so much!” which are the perfect last words. But, after he appeared to fall unconscious, a nurse injected him with morphine to ease his passing. His actual last words were a whispered “ow, fuck”
Salvador Dali hoped his last words would be “I do not believe in my death,” but instead, they were actually, “Where is my clock?”
Emily Dickinson: “I must go in, the fog is rising.”
11•28 Sweaters, coffee, journals, plants, and a good book. What more could I ask for? 🌿📖☕️
05.08.2019 // 9:46 AM
here’s a spread from march 21 & 22; back when I found out we were moving! the past month or so has been a whirlwind but I’m sooo happy with my apartment!! home sweet home! 🏠 (stationery I used is tagged on insta; click here!)
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Sandor: “You’ve changed Little Bird. … None of it would have happened if you have left King’s Landing with me. No Littlefinger, no Ramsay, none of it.” Sansa: “Without Littlefinger, Ramsay, or the rest, I would have stayed a Little Bird all my life.”
Things I Think The Writers Meant: Sansa saw how cruel and ruthless the world is first hand — she adapted, she survived, she adjusted her world-view; she became better than those men, outlived them, and caused their death directly or indirectly. Sansa’s no bird, she’s a wolf.
Things The Writers Ended Up Saying Too: Women need to undergo trauma to grow. They need to be psychologically, physically, and sexually abused in order to become Strong Characters™. Cause clearly a safe environment would not have yielded a smart, strong, mature woman. It is known.
december 02nd, sunday
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I think about this often.
For twenty years, my depression and anxiety didn’t critically impede my ability to function. It made my life hell, but I went to class and got good grades and had friends. Sure, I had very odd coping mechanisms - like occasionally sleeping outside instead of going back to my dorm room, because I dreaded being in there; or like crying explosively over nothing; or picking fights with my partner about how they should dump me, because I was worthless and probably not going to live very long anyway. Everyone told me I was fine - maybe a bit dramatic, and a bit negative, but fine.
I think a lot about the tipping point. I graduated. I got married. I moved out. And then, the panic attacks came in earnest. The impulse to hurt myself or force other people to hurt me became louder. Because I had no outlet - no high-intensity job, no school structure to force me to get up, nobody to impress or please. It was just me. And I hated me. So, why would I be able to motivate myself to do anything at all? My whole life, I’d been performing at maximum intensity to please others. And I was tired.
It took years of floating in that state - nobody forcing me to get a job or get out of bed - before I realized that I’d arrived. I’d hit the “you can’t function anymore” level that all the therapists finally seem to take seriously.
So, I went into my doctor and said, “I can’t live my life anymore. I need help.”
And she said, “But you’re so well-spoken and self-aware!” I could tell that I was fooling her again, by dressing normally and showering that morning and showing up with all my paperwork in order.
We have to stop pushing people past the point where their illness “impedes their ability to function.” Because we can’t always see it clearly. I’m far past my ability to live a complete and happy life, but I don’t look like it all the time. That doesn’t mean I don’t deserve help. Everyone deserves help. No matter where they’re at - bottom or middle or top of their mental health experience. We can’t dictate that to people; it’s harmful.
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by Hallie Bateman
One of the reasons men didn’t have an issue with Wonder Woman is because they can objectify her. She’s basically in a metal swimsuit. Now, I think they did a really good job with her costume considering what they had to work with. It looked like real armor and something that an Amazon woman would wear, way better than past iterations where she was literally in lingerie. Captain Marvel, on the other hand, is in a full suit that covers her entire body. It fits her well, but it’s not a skintight bodysuit like what Black Widow has worn before. It’s practical and isn’t something that men can easily objectify. They didn’t have problems with some of the feminist stuff in Wonder Woman because they were too busy staring up her skirt. Men don’t have an issue with a woman on screen if it’s someone they can objectify.
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There were some things I wanted to add to further hammer this point.
Another reason men preferred Wonder Woman is because of her supposed “naivety.” She’s really intelligent, but when it came to actual interaction with men and life outside Themyscira, Diana was totally new to that and men think she’d be easy to manipulate. Even though they’d be completely wrong, that’s what they think. We see this kind of thing in the real world where American men try to manipulate women of color or women from foreign countries all the time.
Captain Marvel had an American accent and was far more advanced than they were, so she’s mentally intimidating, because they know how fast she’d pick up on their BS.
Diana also has more traditional feminine qualities, such as her delicate nature and way of speaking. The biggest reason was her love interest and the fact that the group she fought along side with were all men. In Wonder Woman, she did knock some insulting men on their asses, but right after, a man says that he’s both afraid and aroused. When Captain Marvel does the same thing, it’s more of a, “lol bitch bye!🤣” And men can’t find a reason why that would be sexually enjoyable.
Wonder Woman was actually a really awesome feminist symbol and in no way was she even sexualized, but men will still find a way. Which really sucks, because the two movies show that strong women come in many different forms and they don’t have to be anything alike, but the woman that appears more approachable will be sexualized while the other woman will be labeled as a man hater.
This reblog is fantastic, I never thought about Diana being more approachable, but it makes total sense! A lot of people think I’m hating on Wonder Woman, but I’m just pointing out how men are seeing her, and this post helps explain it even more. Her outfit wasn’t made to specifically objectify her, but it is easier for men to objectify. Wonder Woman is an amazing movie and is pretty feminist, but the stuff that’s been mentioned is why men had less of an issue with it. Wonder Woman still did get shit, but I’ve seen so many men try to defend their sexist behavior towards Captain Marvel by saying that they love Wonder Woman. I’m just pointing out in my original post one of the reasons why so many men are saying they aren’t being sexist because they love Wonder Woman but not Captain Marvel.
also, wonder woman showed attraction towards a man, which would make the male viewer feel like she could be attracted to them. captain marvel was like a big ol lesbian who didn’t show any attraction towards the men around her, and went as far as to have a really really really gay close relationships with another woman. men don’t tend to like women who are not attracted to them. they don’t like women who would rather be with other women, and not let them watch. if a woman doesn’t exist for a man then what’s her point?
This is what I have been trying to explain for quite some time now. I love Wonder Woman, no doubt there but the fact that she actually needed a man’s help to navigate through the new world set her up as a vulnerable female figure which is how men are used to seeing woman for a long time. And her love interest on screen being a man kind of made them feel in charge of the situation. Whereas Captain Marvel represents a figure of strong independent woman who herself is in charge of what she is doing. We don’t see Captain Marvel following anyone’s command and later she cuts off her hair for her own amusement. The fact that her actions were not influenced by any external male figure at any point of time makes men feel powerless as they are not playing a major role in her life.
Back in February I noticed alt-right and anti-sjw vloggers on YouTube were whipping themselves into a FRENZY over Captain Marvel vs Battle Angle Alita. The general consensus was that Battle Angle Alita should be the film everyone loves, because Alita is much “better” female representation than Captain Marvel was (despite them obviously not even seeing Captain Marvel yet). And I started to wonder… Why?
Yes, Alita is a good character… but why pit her specifically against Captain Marvel? They’re not even in the same genre of film. Why was Alita beating Captain Marvel at the box office SOOOOOO important to them?
And then I remembered this post. And yeah, that’s pretty much the reason. While Alita does have a heroic journey and learns to use her powers to defeat evil… Alita is ALSO a big doe-eyed, amnesiac, anime looking character who is literally objectified by characters around her in her own film.
It really does just boil down to looks for them. Alita can be objectified (hell, in the film people try to mold her into their own personal idealized version of herself), but Captain Marvel can’t.
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“Attention: deep listening. People are dying in spirit for lack of it. In academic culture, most listening is critical listening. We tend to pay attention only long enough to develop a counterargument; we critique the student’s or the colleague’s ideas; we mentally grade and pigeonhole each other. In society at large, people often listen with an agenda, to sell or petition or seduce. Seldom is there a deep, open-hearted nonjudgmental reception of the other. And so we all talk louder and more stridently and with a terrible desperation. By contrast, if someone truly listens to me, my spirit begins to expand.”
— Mary Rose O’Reilley, Radical Presence: Teaching as Contemplative Practice (via mesogeios)
Audrey Hepburn as Jo Stockton in Funny Face (1957)