Fanart And Emotion Blog

Horror/scifi/romance/fantasy Writer & artist 18+ content warning

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I’m so sorry I haven’t been posting, here is an archive of stuff I’ve been working on :3

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Victor in No I am Not Human

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Full WIP of this painting!

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Fat chungus

(Full on Patreon)

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Small art dump from this week (full of first image on Patreon!)

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Hey guys! Sorry for being absent, I started college.

I won’t be on here as much since I used this app to post my “spicy” art I had.

I am on Patreon for this reason now, 3 dollar teir for multiple weekly posts!

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Kinbaku and chill with the wife 🍷

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Sisters of perpetration.

Left to right; Sister Margeret, Sister Marrie, and Sister Herris

Sister Margeret

joined directly to the Orphanage in 1967 after receiving her certificate in Childhood Studies from the Calhn Womens Studies School in 1965 at 27 years old. She maintained and proved celibacy, and was gifted status as a Sister after 3 months of training and verification by Calhn’s Saints Church’s priest.

Her status among the children is wavering, some of the quieter children appreciate her mutual softness, and willingness to provide extra snacks and free time. Some of the younger children take her passiveness as a space to take their anger out, picking on her and spreading rumors. The older teens are often thankful when she is the morning rounds-maker, as she offers them time to get ready and look nicer than usual.

Sister Marrie

Grew up in the orphanage herself, and became a nun for the church at 17. She was demoted from Sisterhood in the Chapel to staff of the Orphanage in 1962 at the age of 19. The orphanage staff sisters still use the title, however the difference is that when demoted, they are not required to maintain celibacy, as they are sometimes demoted for violating their sanctification anyway. Sister Marrie took a dishonorable step down after stories came about of relations with a farmer. She was allowed to continue within the church orphanage with a pledge to marry before continuing relations, as to not bring about bad image to the church.

She has a strained relationship with many of the children. A few older teens see in her eyes a hatred for their potential to escape the life of monotonous honesty.

Sister Herris

Grew up alongside Sister Marrie, and was married by 18. She returned to the church to request a job within the orphanage.

The children know she is easily tricked, her gullible mind easily fooled by loopholes in sentences.

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8:59 pm. Every night my chest rattles, shoulders quivering and I sit here in my boxy room sick with nerves. It’s only gotten worse the more I let it continue. I stopped wanted to leave my room before bath time, because one time I left at 8:25 to get a snack, and Leahna saw me and asked if I wanted to bathe early.

I can’t even make myself dirty. Because I bathe every night now. Last night they told me I was getting so sweaty because of how much older I am, so now I have to bathe at 5 am too. No one else is awake at 5 am or 9 pm.

I’m the only one here my age. I keep telling myself that at 18 I’m free, just a little over a year to go.

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Astrid, the patron CUNT of The Darkbrotherhood 💔💀

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gang I just watched Superman.

First movie in a long time to have me confused when the credits came on, and then realize the movie is over bc I was so captivated.

Also…very happy with the casting and costume department, and we can tell they wanted to bring back the Chris reeve Superman :)

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Fnaf posting!!! These are so small compared to my usual work but I actually think I prefer the small… I’m so hyped about the FNAF 2 movie guys

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sarcophagus of a Modern Man

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For my fellow trans bookheads out there, do any of yall get/used to get dysphoria about stuff that the general population has no education about? I used to get super dysphoric when I first came out and I would crave sugar. Started consistently craving it after testosterone and felt rly bad about it and would try to hide it. Didn’t realize girls like chocolate and stufff on their periods bc their testosterone goes up during the pre-menstrual and menstrual weeks.

Women on estrogen or with a cycle crave salt to keep platelets flowing (post-menstruation for those with cycles and iron/sugar during menstruation), and testosterone wants you eating sugar, iron, and carbs bc men with testosterone have higher metabolisms and require more calories.

If this doesn’t apply to you, you’re not broken, this is just the standard from research gathered in different populations. It varies greatly, but it helps me feel better.

Typically for me crave carbs a lot, salty potato foods, and my diet is super influenced by my Irish genetics so I can eat a lot of sodium without flushing. but when I crave sugar, I legit become feral till I get me hands on a goddamn devilcake.

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did william hit him with his hulk mobile i need to know.

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Question to my fellow mental struggle victims:

During the worst period of schizophrenic psychosis, following graduation and the death of my dad in 2023, I found it hard to fall asleep to videos that were “normal” ie., contained useful information, positive ambience and topics, or were objectively soothing.

The thing that put me to sleep easiest, was searching for the most intense and graphic true crime podcast, OR watching a livestream reaction to analogue horror/scary videos (this format meant the video was longer).

I often fell asleep to Mandela catalogues, Silent Hill gameplay, Dreading (shout out to his channel tho fr), and true crime documentaries/podcasts. This probably doesn’t sound awful, but watching it at night while trying to sleep is difficult, and I think the idea that someone was there initially jump started paranoia, but then comforted me. I felt alone in the world already, so knowing that there was some sort of abomination in my room, I felt the tension shift to a motherly connection.

Has anyone else experienced something similar? I absolutely hate describing this online bc I always get “cornball” comments.

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when the wife gives you sloppy in the portajohn