Hyacinth

Any pronouns (: Just vibing

[plants-and-dinos]

Exams gone so horribly that I have to remind myself I'm a person outside of my academics

[plants-and-dinos]

The only thing I've ever really missed about wattpad is seeing people commenting on certain parts of a fic. Like it'll get to a part of the story and I used to check the comments and everyone on there was hilarious like live commentary I loved it. Like you'd get to a part of the fic that would go 'something didn't feel right' and the comments would say 'no shit sherlock maybe the creepy picture was dead give away' or 'geez I wonder how they got to that conclusion' it was so fuckinv funny But I really wouldn't trade ao3 for the world soooo

[plants-and-dinos]

I would like it to be know that dawte/sfawtde is hell and the fandom is composed of nothing but misery. I wanted some comfort any comfort about them because all I could think was angsty headcannons and plots and all I could find is more heartbreaking information and fics ita all pain there is no joy whatever you do at the crossroads just turn back and leave because there is no joy on either path

[my-dailydreams]

[plants-and-dinos]

When the cold so bad you start thinking damn maybe I have hanahaki

[plants-and-dinos]

Hmmmmm me very sick

[plants-and-dinos]

When the cold so bad you start thinking damn maybe I have hanahaki

[plants-and-dinos]

I just got myself biscoff biscuits and I love them but why are they wrapped like thatttt. Its all wrapped together and then every two biscuits are wrapped together and it's so much plastic and the sole reason I don't get them is because of sheer amount of plastic. It's so unnecessary and I just feel bad buying something that's so stupidly wrapped but they're soooo good.

[rontology]

I love asking friends, without context, "what are you really into this week?" I'll go first. this week I'm really into mouthwash and sudoku. Last week I was into peaches.

[rontology]

we used to be a society on here!! reblog, don't like! I want to hear what you're into!!! I'm literally looking into the nyt game Pips!!!

[plants-and-dinos]

Whoever invented waterbottles with straws count your days

[boyburning]

Intrusive Thoughts are unwanted thoughts or images that you find distressing and/or disturbing. 

more information on what intrusive thoughts are!

what intrusive thoughts are: https://moodsmith.com/intrusive-thoughts/

how to cope with them: https://www.betterhelp.com/advice/how-to/how-to-stop-intrusive-thoughts-and-live-your-life/

[blood-drunk-discourse]

t h e s e are intrusive thoughts. not your silly quirky “eat the leaf off the ground” bullshit

[zisveryconfused]

Aren’t the eat the leave ones called like impulsive thoughts?

[blood-drunk-discourse]

impulsive =/= intrusive

exactly

[plants-and-dinos]

You ever did yourself into a situation that is ENTIRELY your fault but you also just want a fucken break but this is ALL on you and you just have to deal with it whilst panicking the entire time?

[flawlest]

[the-real-seebs]

The scariest shit I see always comes from people who are quite confident that, being very loving, they could not be doing anything abusive.

[plants-and-dinos]

What more do people want in live than to live and be loved? Isn't that what we all want to do. To go to jobs that we love to be around people we love to do things we love? Why would anyone want anything more than love?

[plants-and-dinos]

I'm pretty sure I made a post about this at some point but humans trying to group things into categories is so silly cause its like you're trying to capture the essence of an entire person into one word. It's impossible and you remove lots of valuable parts from someone by doing that.

Similarly categories like colours or genres or animal species are impossible to fully group you can say the colour green and people could think of a hundred shades of it or when it some to animals some animals don't seem to fit in anyone one class because you're trying to define something indefinable.

Some things are just best understood as abstract trees and branches and yeah I get that grouping stuff helps us understand more but it doesn't help when you grow up with that mindset and then have to realise everything is a whole lot more connected than you initially imagined and maybe pushing things into boxes isn't the best way to understand this concept.

[plants-and-dinos]

My plans before bed are:

Cuddle up in my blanket

Have my bottle of water next to me

Read my 83k comfort fic

Then read all the other comfort fics I have saved

Gain enough energy from all those feelings to flies into the sun

[plants-and-dinos]

Characters who just have undying faith in their lovers is so perfect. They can argue and bicker all the time but at the end of the day they know that whatever goals the other strives to they WILL achieve it. Not an ounce of hesitation.

That kind of trust and faith in the others capabilities always has me on the floor. To love someone so well that you trust them even when they doubt themselves? To trust above everyone else? To trust even when your eyes decieve you? That kind of love is what I want

[plants-and-dinos]

To add onto this seeing the person who helped you become a better person reach they're full potential, finally show off how amazing they are (something youve known from the start, seeds you helped sow-) is so heartbreaking. Its like going hey look at this thing isn't it amazing and watching it outgrow you, become so much more and you're so goddamn proud and you wanna show it off to everyone but you also just want to keep it all to yourself because they were yours first and but you could never do that to them because they deserve the world and so much more

[plants-and-dinos]

Characters who just have undying faith in their lovers is so perfect. They can argue and bicker all the time but at the end of the day they know that whatever goals the other strives to they WILL achieve it. Not an ounce of hesitation.

That kind of trust and faith in the others capabilities always has me on the floor. To love someone so well that you trust them even when they doubt themselves? To trust above everyone else? To trust even when your eyes decieve you? That kind of love is what I want