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GARRETT GRAHAM ( Off Campus )
MIRANDA PRIESTLY (The Devil Wears Prada)
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written by wellsy.
it took everything in maddy to keep it together when she saw rue again. the morning she'd woken up and the memories she hadn't even known were gone came flooding back. she didn't know if she went looking for rue around the city then but she'd been relieved when she did see her again. talking about a girl who's gotten her heart broken, maddy had just stared, hardly able to really follow what she was saying. and when she'd asked maddy couldn't come up with some stupid lie. "we have, rue rue." she said softly as she walked closer to her, trying hard to keep her voice steady. "we were friends. one of my closest."
" We have ? Are you sure it was me ? I don't really have that many friends . Or any . " Rue shoved her hands into her pockets , looking deeply uncomfortable , because she didn't understand why it was that she wanted to cry . Rue didn't understand why she wanted to hold on to the young woman and not let go . She didn't know who she was . She didn't . Did she ? She was so conflicted it seemed to hurt . " How come that I don't know who you are , then ?" She wanted to.
''Exactly what it means sadly. I didn't move here or anything like that. It's like I was in my bed and now I'm here. Apparently I'm not the only one.'' Bella sighed. ''I know it sounds nuts but it's true. I mean I'm supposed to be happy back home right now. I was supposed to be married.''
" Well . Now , there's something you don't hear every day . " Rue didn't really believe her . It didn't seem possible . For someone to disappear from their own bed , and to end up in an entire new city ? It seemed like the girl needed some kind of help , and Rue did not think it was one she could provide . " Oh . You? Married ? Aren't you a little too young for that ? " Not to be judging , but she seemed so . Rue was known to be blunt and to say whatever was on her mind . Of course .
❝ g, you know me, i'd never tell. hey, as long as you do a good game and goals, what does it matter if you listen to the music that calms you down? ❞ logan asked, frowned ❝ and hear your team mates too ❞ he added ❝ it has happened i have listened to music too during the matches ❞ but nobody seemed to notice that. he smiled at what his friend said about the music ❝ of course they are. nothing bad with them, just a little out of date, but i admit they are better ― the old good music. the new is too much, you know? ❞ these they played at the parties back home sometimes, you barely knew what you were thinking. you couldn't think. that is true. that's how dean di laurentis was ❝ finding his true love? right. yeah, can't hate him ❞ there was nothing bad john could say about his friends. no matter if all of the could fight sometimes, they were at the end of the day still friends ❝ i was joking. no gray hairs, no worries ❞ garrett worried about gray hair now after logan's joke? why starting to worry about it now. ❝ aren't we all idiots? i get that, she is beautiful. i hear that. it will be okay, g ❞ hoped it would be, so garrett doesn't have to think about this too much ❝ i find it hard to believe she stopped loving you ❞ or could people stop loving people so quickly? nah, or maybe depends on the person. he hoped they would find everyone too soon. it'd be nice having everyone here, to meet up, go to parties again. talk too. not that they did much talking about deep things. not like he and garrett did ❝ don't think too much about that you will mess it up. maybe write down everything you want to say? ❞ yeah, good advice. why don't you do it yourself ? he thought to himself ❝ i'm guessing i don't have a choice, huh? ❞ didn't find a problem with it. wanted to find them as much as garrett. logan took a deep breath, unsure of where to begin. ❝ i barely know her, other than her name ❞ he started, paused a brief second. thinking of if she was here, how would he react? or act around her? ❝ i was on my way to a party, by accident knocked on her door when i got lost. didn't have my phone, i think. no, i didn't. i couldn't call and ask where this party was. i saw she watched a movie, stayed there to watch it with her when she invited me in. we ate gummy bears and watched die hard... and ❞ he paused again, letting the time passing by at least with a little more than ten seconds, or more. he didn't know ❝ i remember we kissed, and yeah, it lead to things, but not like you think. after i left, i got no clue if i contacted her again and i feel like an idiot. she seemed to be really kind and fun. not the type of women i normally would fall for. that is all i have memories of and now i am here in washington dc. what kind of idiot just leaves without contacting someone again after that? ❞ he shook his head. did it make sense? he rambled everything. it didn't make sense did it? ❝ a part of me hope she is here, so i can explain. another wish not, because i have no idea how to explain it. what if she doesn't remember me? i'd not blame her, or she remembers things different? i have heard this city can mess with people's mind ❞ logan started to bite on his lower lip ❝ SEE, now i sound like an idiot too ❞ john's brow raised at the mention of the jersey ❝ you will ask them nicely to change their number? just don't scare them, g. they will probably hate me if i take the number they are used to have ❞ it was just a number and at the same time it wasn't. it was how they were recognized out there, by their numbers and last names on the back of the jersey.
" Thanks , man . I really appreciate it . It just helps me focus better . And a good captain always listens to his teammates . " Garrett didn't have a history of always doing such a thing , but he wanted to change . Be better . It was about the guy on his right , wasn't it ? About all three of them . They were his real family . " You do. That's news to me . What kind ? " Suddenly , he worried that he hadn't been paying as much attention to Logan as he deserved . What if he missed something ? What if his best friend needed him and he wasn't there for him ? He'd have to change that , from now on . " He thinks that with every new one , yeah . Even if they only last until the sun comes up again . " It wasn't saying something against Dean . He could never say a single bad thing about his friends . He didn't have it in him . " Thank God for that . Way too early for grey hairs . I'm not that old just yet . " Given everything , there were days where Garrett felt close to being ancient . He did . " She is . She really is beautiful . And I'm the idiot that took her for granted . " Garrett glanced sadly at Kendall's picture , tracing her face with his thumb . God , he had been so stupid . Why had he been so stupid ? And ruined what they had for nearly six months ? " You think so ? That she loved me ? Still does ? " Even when he asked his question , he knew it was silly . It had been in the way she looked at him . " About that . I already did ," He pulled a worn down paper out of the pocket of his jeans . It was titled " Things I love about Kendall " and it was a list . Her smile . The way she looks at me . The way she never left my side until I told her to . " It's just so I , huh , remember it . When I get to see her . And this is me being positive here , because I really hope I do and I wanna remember it all . And give this to her . A cleaned up version , maybe . " His cheeks turned red for a moment . It was full of scribbles , because he had thought a lot about it while writing it down . The list , for her . " Wait a second . So this happened and you never heard from her again ? " Oh . That had not been the type of thing he had been expecting to hear . " Hey . First of all , no one can blame you for that . You just met her , man . And then , this happened . But here's what I'm thinking . You guys had a nice time , clearly . You liked hanging out with her . I'm betting she liked hanging out with you . If you ever see her again ? Tell her that . Who knows if it doesn't lead to something more serious ? Got a good feeling 'bout it. And you're not an idiot for liking someone . Who knows ? Maybe one day , we'll get to go on a double date . You, me , Ken and this mysterious girl . " He clapped Logan in the back , with a grin . He wanted that more than anything . " I can be not scary . Don't worry , man . The number is yours . "
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" Well , well . Hello , brother . So , it really is you . I knew the sixth sense of Logan is doing something he'll regret later was going off for a reason . " Jules had been more than worried about their brother , and this had been why . He got himself into trouble . More often than they had hoped for , but hopefully , nothing too big had happened while they had been away . Gossip blogs did not run themselves , after all . " Oh boy . You don't look so good . What was it this time ? " Jules was messing with their brother , but they were sure Logan would tell them in time if there was something going on or not . They hoped it wasn't the case .
"Show off!" he cackled back, clearly enjoying the experience despite his own relative lack of it. This guy really was quick! He was pushing himself as hard as he could and still they were swooping all around him like a crow bothering a hawk. "I'd like to see you keep from crashin' with ya eyes closed!" Truthfully Cletus was just happy to see that he wasn't flopping all over the place. One fall he could deal with. Pure incompetence? He would have stormed out by now! "How are ya gonna get any better if you're worried about me? I ain't in the big leagues." He dove randomly this way and that, trying to confuse them. "Show me what ya really got!"
" When you're good , you gotta be a little bit of a show off , don't you think ?" Garrett was skating in circles around Cletus , growing more and more at ease , the longer he spent in the rink . It was home to him , the ice . He felt like he was himself , here. " You wanna make that a challenge, old man ? I'm sure I've got a blindfold somewhere ? Or I can just close my eyes and call it a day ? " Garrett just laughed . " I've got a good heart hidden somewhere . Who would have thought ? " His move , however , made him hesitate . " Alright , now we're talking . Had me fooled there . "
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" And this is why persistence is key ! This particular brand of gummy bears was sold out in all the stores near my dorm and what did I do ? I walked a little further and found them . Thank you so much , sir . " Grace paid for the pack she had bough , placing a bill on the hand of the cashier , and telling him to keep the change . Her day had already been made bette by finding those , Grace thought . She had just delivered a paper . Now , all she wanted was to curl up in her dorm room , with these and a good movie . Not Die Hard . That brought along memories that were still too painful . Grace had been , by all means , having a good day , until she turned a corner and came face to face with someone she had believed she'd never see again . " Oh , " Her eyes widened in shock . " It's you . It's really you . Not that I knew you were here . Or that I was following you or anything . God , now , that'd make me the awkward and weird ex , which I don't even know if it's a good definition , because I'm not sure we ever even really dated , but alright , I will shut up now . Yeah . " It was no secret that Grace Elizabeth Ivers rambled when she was nervous . " .. Hi ?"
"That sounds like something my grandma would say," Sophie said, smiling into her drink. “She’d probably tell me to stand right in the middle of the room and own it.” Her eyes lifted back to him, brighter now. "Why be normal when you can be fun?"
She got quiet for a moment but looking back at him. "I don’t have many memories of my dad, but the ones I do have are of him smiling. He was always laughing." Her gaze drifted from Garrett’s face back down to her drink. She flexed her against her glass. "I think that’s probably why I like to have fun," she admitted, a little quieter now, before a small laugh slipped out. "Even if my dance moves are absolutely atrocious. Even my robot is terrible."
She glanced toward the dance floor, then back at him with a little more courage than before, her smile still warm. "Maybe we should go test the theory together."
" Your grandmother sounds like a very wise woman . Sometimes , that's all you can do . Stand there and own it . Even when all you want to do is hide . " Garrett knew he did feel like that , at times . When all he wanted to do was hide and stand away from the spotlight . He was captain , he was a Graham , he had always had a lot on his shoulders and sometimes , it became a little too much . It was awful , but true . " So was my mom . Music was her favourite thing in the world . When my father was away at games , we used to put on eighties music and dance in the living room and jump around like fools . It's the happiest memories I have of that time . " Garrett didn't know why he had shared that . He liked talking about his mom . Garrett felt that kept her memory alive , in a way . " Maybe we should . I'll warn you , though , my dance moves are awful as well . " Garrett smiled.
Dean couldn't help but overheard the conversation that was happening close to him. Seemed like some guy was trying to locate his friends. As soon as he heard his name, he couldn't help but turn around and look at the guy. Something about him felt familiar but Dean was sure he had never seen him before. Maybe he was at the same college, that would explain it as they could've passed each other by at some point. "Let me see that." Taking the phone from the other person, not caring whether it was rude or not, he swiped through the pictures until one of him popped up. "What is this? Why do you have a picture of me?" It couldn't be someone else, could it? He does own the clothes he's wearing on that picture. "This is just weird as fuck, man."
Garrett grinned wide , as soon as he saw Dean . One less person that he had to look for , he though . With a little luck , he'd find them all soon and everything would be on the way to being alright again . If he were lucky . " Of course . It's all yours , man . I know it's not your best angle , but trust me , I was working with very few possible options here . I was lucky to even have those . " Garrett couldn't imagine anything worse than forgetting the faces of the people he loved over time , all because he had no pictures of them to go by anymore . Memories faded . " Because I was looking for you , dude ? How else would I ask people if they had seen you ? " No other way . " Dean . Bro . Are you alright ?"
"wellsy?" hannah repeated, her brows shooting upward. "is that some kind of nickname? and we've met? i'm sorry, but i don't remember ever meeting you so can i be the smartest girl you've ever met if i don't remember meeting you?" she questioned, head tilting to the side. she was racking her brain, trying to figure out if they had actually met or if one of them was going crazy. her money was on him. she shook her head, not sure if she would recognize kendall from far away either. "sorry? what's malone's? or briar? and star athletes? you really think highly of you and your guys don't you? i've never been to a malone's or a briar though so maybe you have me confused with someone else?" she suggested, the confusion clear on her face as garrett continued to talk to her. she was wishing that she was the kind of person to walk past and completely ignore someone that needed her help. "i always thought it was kind of cool that you can just see someone in passing, but your brain just stores that person away to use for a future dream. the brain is interesting." hannah shrugged, meeting his gaze. she was surprised to see his eyes shining with unshed tears. she reached out, one of her hands taking ahold of one of his for a brief moment before she realized she was holding the hand of a complete stranger. even though she was trying to comfort him, she didn't know him so she dropped his hand. "i'm fine."
" Yeah , it's a nickname . One that I set up . For you . When we met and you agreed to tutor me . Did I never get to tell it to you ?" Garrett's browns furrowed in confusion . What was going on here ? Had he been such a pain that she was pretending she didn't know him ? " You're kidding me , right ? We've met . I kind of followed you around until you agreed to tutor me to save my grade . In exchange, I was going to help you get to the attention of what was it? Jacob ? " This was weird . Garrett couldn't tell if she was pretending she didn't know him , or if she didn't know him at all , and both of those options were quite odd . And strange . " Me and my guys are that cool , yeah . And we're start athletes . And what do you mean , you've never heard of Briar ? You went to Briar ! Your name is Hannah Wells , isn't it ? If not , well , this is awkward . " If it wasn't , if he had made a mistake somehow , Garrett thought this was about to become very weird and very awkward quite quickly . Garrett shoved the photos of Kendall and his friends into his back pocket . He'd get back into that later . " Hey , yeah , I guess so . That way , no one you meet is ever truly forgotten . Even if it's just in a dream , you remember them . " He liked that . He couldn't imagine ever wanting to forget the people he loved . When she took ahold of his hand , he stopped where he was , frozen in shock , glancing at her with wide eyes . " Good , that's good . I'm glad you're fine . " Garrett wished he knew what that was like . He wasn't fine at all , without the people whose pictures he currently had in his back pocket .
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"fate has dealt me a lonely blow," haymitch mused, flexing his hands as he sat alone in the diner. it was a far cry from the bar, but it was a beginning. the coffee in the mug was cold, but he figured that was a given. "tried to help, it only hurt"
" Yeah , it has those things now and then , man . " Garrett had been nursing his own mug of coffee . He could have had a drink , but he never did before a big game . Garrett never did , not lately . He wanted to keep his head on straight . He needed , there were things he had to do and say . He wanted to find Kendall more than anything and say what he had not said before . "Sorry . Shouldn't be getting into it ."
making a face at her drink choice, sarah smiled and laugh, "honestly, sounds like the safest route. oh honestly i have no idea either, i just got what sounded safe to me." she offered her drink to her to have a sip if she wanted to try it before she ordered, "it's a strawberry daiquiri " she assured her before waiting to tell the bartender what she would want. "nice to meet you, allie, i think after tonight we're about to become really good friends!"
" You know what , that's usually the good choice . Whatever is safest and best for you . " Allie knew she was an hypocrite , to be saying those words . Allie had never gone for what was safest . She had gone for what had felt right , and that had been a problem for her before . Allie couldn't go through that again . " Oh , I love anything strawberry . I think that I will take one too !" Allie gave a smile at the young woman . " You and me both . Have you been here long ?"
"It's basically what most sports are about. Football, soccer, basketball,... they all chase each other around, trying to get the ball and score. You think hockey is all about showing off? It takes a lot of work. And yeah, there might be some guys that like to show off but some actually really work very hard to get somewhere." Frowning, hockey had been everything for Dean. He loved it and works hard for it, but of course it's never sure if you can ever go pro so he does have something else up his sleeve if it doesn't work out. "As someone who plays hockey, I think you can guess my thoughts on it."
" Yeah , yeah . Let me guess , you play ? Still doesn't change that it's all about showing off . Sorry . And I'm sure you do . Let me guess , it isn't the case with you . You had everything handed to you and end of story ?" Brenna thought she had seen his face before . Brenna considered it . Was he one of the guys that her father had been training ? Maybe , and that made her already not like him that much . " I think that I can . You're not Graham . Not Davenport , either . Di Laurentis , I'm guessing ?" She never forgot a face , Brenna thought. His was familiar .
"aggressive? no not at all!" hannah quickly shook her head. "family stuff.. yeah you don't have to explain at all unless you want to." she offered brenna a small smile. "thinking with their muscles or, you know." she laughed, crossing her arms over her chest. "hey, it's completely up to you. i don't mind watching it if you want to let out some more frustrations or we could try something else. i don't mind either way."
" Good . That's good . Sorry , I know I can get a little too much into my own head about these things . I didn't mean to . " Not one of these people were her father , and that was a good thing . Maybe she could have the freedom here that she hadn't seen possible elsewhere . Brenna didn't know , though , why it felt like something was still missing . " Yeah . Or that other thing . Well pointed out . " Brenna laughed , already feeling more at ease . Didn't happen a lot with that many people . " You know what ? Enough frustrations for one day . Let's find something good ? "
♪ You worked all night, you're trying to cash out You and your friends are trying to lash out And I'm not the one to tell 'em, "stand down" It's their world and they just wanna Girls just wanna dance Girls just wanna dance ♪
OFF CAMPUS 1.04 "The Breakup"
"oh, uhm." hannah cleared her throat, "i'm not entirely sure i'm the right person to ask that question." she let out an awkward laugh as she shook her head. her main focus had been working and when she wasn't working she was writing her music or trying to. she glanced at the pictures, feeling a strange pang of recognition. "i don't know the girl, but i'm almost sure i've had a weird dream about all the guys before in a bar where i was singing karaoke which is crazy because i would never. anyways, i'm sure i've seen them in passing or something considering the fact that your mind can't make up faces so if i've dreamed about them, i've seen them, but i have absolutely no idea where. sorry." she offered him a small apologetic smile as she shrugged her shoulders. "hope you find them."
" Really ? Thought you were the smartest girl I had ever met and had answers for everything , Wellsy . Come on . You're telling me I was wrong ? " Garrett teased , grinning widely when he spotted her . Last he remembered , she had agreed to tutor him , a lost cause, so that also said something about how kind she seemed to be . " Right , yeah , you wouldn't know Kendall . Not from up close , anyways , " Her next statement had him raising an eyebrow . " It's very likely you saw my friends at Malone's , yeah . We're the star athletes of Briar , after all . We spend a lot of time around the lil' dinner and you did work there , so . But singing karaoke ? That's new . " If that had actually happened , he hadn't been there to see it . That was weird . " Is that a known fact ? I didn't know that . " He was just joking around . " And yeah , me too . I've been trying , but it's been difficult . I just miss 'em, is all . " Garrett looked down , eyes shining with tears for just a moment . He wasn't used to showing his emotions , but when it came to his friends ? He did . " What about you ? Are you alright ? " Garrett asked .
"then we can watch something else?" hannah suggested, feeling slightly confused. "i'm not really a hockey girl, honestly. i just don't understand the violence in it. why are we celebrating grown men for getting into fights when it's not really necessary? if they want to fight, join the ufc or something. so we can either keep hate watching it or find something else to watch?"
" If you want . Sorry , that was a little aggressive . Let's just say I have my reasons to not like it . Family stuff . " Which was no one's problem . Brenna could see that . She did know it , but who didn't like having someone to bitch to , every now and then ? Her father wasn't here and that meant she was free . Well . A little more than usual . " Exactly ! They should . They only think with their muscles , anyways , " Brenna gave a little laugh . " We should find something else . Absolutely !"
