🎧𝚙𝚕𝚞𝚖🌆

𝚋𝚘𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚙𝚎𝚗 | 𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚌 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝

[plumkimp]

Intro—> 🌺🌺🌺

Hi everyone :3 I’m Plum, am 19 years old, and am a studying artist and rookie writer. I’m particularly a fan of dark romance/psychosexual work, and recently decided to begin documenting the creation of my first story, which I would like to create into an otome game. This page will primarily be used to share my thoughts, personal life, and art development. This page will also feature personal entries about my life, kinda like an open diary in a way.

The pitch of my story is that we’ll follow a trans masc character who holds the ability to read the thoughts of others, but only when making physical contact. He perceives the ability at first as a gift, but as his life begins to fall apart from the compulsive need to know the truth, he second guesses himself. The story will involve multiple love interests, which is why I’m thinking of making it an otome game. If that is something that you find interesting or would like to know more about, don’t feel shy to join along for the ride.

I will try to update this page everyday, but I do have ADHD, and I’m sure I’ll forget here and there. That being said, I have a lot to share, and I’m very happy to finally have a place to share it.

Thank you for reading. Take care. 💛🌺

[plumkimp]

song of the day

[fima11]

been heavy on 2000's cocaine and gawd who else thinks they'd blast Arash in Scarabia lounge and dance all night

I need to think about 2000's jmkl more... what would they do... how'd they live....

[plumkimp]

I’ve been very deep in my feels as of late and really trying to grapple with who I am as a person/what I want from this life.

I feel like money controls all aspects of my life, but I don’t want to feel trapped. I hate feeling trapped, I wanna just be a part of a community or belong somewhere, anywhere where I feel like I’m connected with others and I truly find meaning in my life.

All that makes life so important to me is spending it with the people I love and being able to see and experience things. I just hate how to do and see beautiful things, it all comes with a price ticket already attached, and it just makes me sad.

I’m bout to be twenty and I’m a very torn person. I feel like there’s not just “me”, but rather a string of things that all connect to create the image of a person. I barely feel like an adult, but how can I when the world makes it difficult as it is.

May has been hands down the best month of my life. Maybe that was because, for a while, I let go of all of the stress weighing on me and I just enjoyed my life without explaining myself to anyone. For once, I wasn’t bored, and life felt exciting and free.

I really do just wanna be free and happy. This is my life, and I’m only gonna have one.

[plumkimp]

hi everyone!! I’m thinking of opening commissions, and I’m curious to see if anyone would be interested? Here’s some work I’ve done, I can do traditional or digital :) any advice is greatly appreciated!!!

[plumkimp]

new entry soon teehee

[plumkimp]

headshot drawing of my oc, Sloth :3 I lowkey feel like it’s so ugly but fuck it we ball

[rpf3il]

[xgearzx]

Ruggie redesign 2.0 🍩

bruhh this is like the second time ive done this but like idk i didn't like the first one anymore. Drew him with my goat Thomas Sankara 😳😳😳😳 but we won't get too into that for the sake of the focus. I love him I love my boy ruggie he's so cute he's my favorite little furry

Yes also nailbomb I love nailbomb

I'm also posting this on my tt

[wr0wn]

i'm so serious

[plumkimp]

Entry #04 -> Identity

Don't know if I've mentioned this before, but I'm ftm, and I've actually been on T for a while! My gender journey has really been a rollarcoster for me. I grew up really fem, but around highschool, I started to experiment a lot w/ gender and slowly shifted into more and more masc presentation as the years go on. I began to go by he/him strictly when I got to college, and was able to express myself freely. Things got even better when I started T, as my body began to change and I felt more and more comfortable in my own body.

All of this is to say that, I feel like there's still a small fem side of me that lives within me. The more I reflect, the less "man" i feel like, but I also don't feel like a woman either. I just truly feel like I'm in my own realm. Like at first, i was really obsessed with looking as masc as possible, but I recently sort of let that go. Thats why i also started to drop using "trans man" as a lable for myself and began using "trans masc", as it felt more true to me.

Now, I'm in a weird state where, for the first time in a long while, I'm thinking of picking up doing my makeup again. I truly want to be my own person, the person who I want to see look back at me in the mirror, not just the socially acceptable version of me.

I dont want to be anyone but me. I just want to be plum.

[rediral]

DIABOLIK SLAYER

Yui is the daughter of vampire slayer,so I drew it😂Please forgive my poor PS and drawing skills🙏🏻

original art by DOOM:

[plumkimp]

song for the day

This song gets me so emotional ugh

[cressydirection]

Diabolik Lovers Vampire Night Party

[plumkimp]

Look at Reiji and Shu bro GOD I NEED THEM SI BAD

[plumkimp]

Entry #03 -> Time

Hello people! Just finished decompressing from another day of work. Not fun, but ur boy needs money.

I'm honestly just so mad at the world. I feel like I have so many hobbies, so many things I wanna do andd read and draw, but theres not enough time in the world to do all of it!! I barely have time to finish the books im midway through, plus finish sum vns that are still on the back burner. Like I haear so many people say, "if you want time, find time" but it aint that easy, especially when youre easily distracted and have other obligations in life. its not even just that tho. Like, I wanna get back in the gym, I want to start learning japanese again, I want to get back into UFC, but with my schedule being so inconsistent and unpredictable, it just makes it all impossible.

I dont want to act like im helpless, cuz im not!! I'm about to be twenty, I'm an adult! With that being said, I feel like putting time into myself and my hobbies is so hard when my brain feels so undone and scrambled. God, i really got to organize myself.

For now, I'm trying to keep up with this new system I built-- DONT BUY A BOOK OR VN UNTIL YOU FINISHED THE LAST ONE. Almost like a reward system :3 I have no many unread books and unplayed games that I'm trying to make myself EARN the next ones I buy. That being said too.... I don't know where to start lowkey.

OKAY OKAY ILL JUST PICK ONE. For tonight, I will continue my reading of "Haunting Adeline."

Can't be too hard, right?

[plumkimp]

yes, I like ALL of my own posts, YOU GOTTA BE YOUR OWN BIGGEST SUPPORT FIRST

[plumkimp]

bro 2-11 is the WORST FUCKING SHIFT