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when your beloved mutual reblogs a post tagged endos dni--
it wasnt even about systems thank god but. holy fuck we almost had a heart attack
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Trying to figure out if im actually plural or if im just going crazy. I swear theres someone else here but every time i figure something else out about myself i forget it by the next day. Ive done so much research but i always manage to forget most of it. I dont remember like anything from before middle school, and what i do remember from after that is weirdly spread out and different from how others remember it. Ajsjsjsjsjs gonna explode or something
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//vent, syscourse
uuurghhrhhhhhh we feel so nervous reblogging pro-endo posts cause were in a fairly small fandom and we know at least one fairly prominent person in the main server is (or. was) anti-endo..... ughhhhh fuck it if our friends have a problem it was never gonna work out anyways but. fuckkk this fandom is our entire social life atp </3
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our system reenacts messed up stuff internally to process trauma. including stuff we didn't go through, just sometimes stuff we witnessed happen around us.
we've never heard many systems/plurals talk about this either.
^^^^ this
im the frontstuck always present host of a median sys and its the funniest thing in the world to watch my only headmate freak out over something that's bothering us both...
his response is the most insane fight reflex i've ever seen and he tries to hype me up to yell or argue or fight sometimes but instead i just sit there and zone out while he tries to snap me back to reality every 5 seconds..
(can i claim "-🪆🎚️🎭" ?)
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being fictionkin in a system SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:( im not a fictive i just AM that guy! >:(
(/nsrs /hyp)
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i don't know if we're polyfragmented or just low split tolerance or something in between and at this point im too afraid to ask
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One of our alters is so very obviously fallen in love with a man they barely know and it's not even funny. It started off with them sending in an ask or two to his blog, but soon they became enamoured with him, every time they takes front it sends in an ask, this man it's in love with freaks me out a bit quite frankly, but I can see why our alter likes him, they have similar interests and tastes. It doesn't know how to act on these feelings, or if they should, but they're definitely going to send in some more asks, that's for sure.
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posting yourself to systemscringe is actually really fun. yes i am the same anon as last time. Like, let's see what narrow-minded people say about you!
It's actually so funny to see them whine and whine over small words and details, and automatically compare every system to textbook DID and the experience of a random Gary that posted to a forum on 2017.
Watch them have a meltdown over the word "little"! Or someone saying something other than "altered state of consciousness" like that's all people can view them as! Because Gary's experience is the only experience, riiiight?
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All of our alters are older than the body.
Except for one.
We have an alter that actually ACTS like how we're "supposed to" for our age.
Why do you send everyone that "oh hi Levi!" video? Do you only want cruel things in the world?
And I can't even tell you to "grow up" or "be mature", because if we weren't plural, this is how we'd be anyway!!
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sometimes when were trying to think of current headcount our brain instinctively goes to the hundreds and if we question that our brains like yep thats accurate and it keeps happening and weve had our brain just drop system lore on us before but like.... this ones genuinely kinda scary to consider we only discovered the system a few months ago we went from 5 to 60 and counting (both discovering already existing headmates and new ones forming) and usually when we poke at it like hey is this personal information correct itll sorta give us a vague yes or no like hmm thats not quite right and its giving the not quite right feeling to saying we have only have about 60 and the yes towards 100s and like not only is that scary to consider i also dont wanna jump to that like we know we have a lot in here but were trying to be careful and only track headmates we know for definite exist and can recognize themselves should they front again so its slow going but while wed normally trust our brain im worried about doing it here and just idk its just making us pretty anxious we keep trying to ignore it but it just happens more where our brain tries to subconsciously convince us our headcount is super high
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what is it with coining posts and using formatting to get that weird typewriter font? it's hard to read imo I have to copy and paste it to my notes app or focus REALLY hard
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our endogenic monoconscious median ass is NOT coming out
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Plurality is still so wild to me because I woke up one morning and a DJ was there. no warning, just a hyperfixation and a dream.
like ah yes life has been stressful, we should commit Mitosis about it. ...hey remember that artist we used to really like?
and what do you mean his songs have billions of streams but his proudest achievement was the time he mass-rickrolled one of the world's biggest EDM festivals? what do you mean we have New Memories that never happened? what the fuck is "source guilt"?
This is the first time we've had a factive; I'm trying to be normal, but the whole situation is just hilarious when you think about it
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do any other systems feel like their front/conciousness is its own entity, independent of the system? we're pretty new to this but like... we can explicitly talk to (what we believe is) the current fronter and it feels like they respond seperately from our conscious mind, the same as any headmate out of the front? is this... normal? are we monoconscious? do we have a frontstuck host? maybe this'll work itself out in time... idk we're just confused
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i kinda freak out if i have too many emotions but one of the few ones im fine with is affection for my headmates. idk. plural joy forever adn ever 👍
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