this messed up vintage cat sewing pattern has tormented me since i saw it & like some other folks have done in that post - i tried my hand at tweaking the pattern to resemble the illustration (and my personal tastes) a little more. i've ended up with this. i bestow it upon you nice folks now 👐
(update 2, added instructions & it's also on my Kofi!)
go forth and make weird little beanbag kittens! pls show me if you do!
i hope this might help regressors identify their feelings or for others to pick up on these behaviours when they see it. of course, everyone's experiences are different so if this isn't something you relate to, it doesn't make your experiences any less valid! 🩵
🩵 big feelings
it starts off with an intense, overwhelming negative emotion: stress, frustration, sadness, exhaustion, overstimulation, etc. for this post, im going to use a very common trigger for me - social conflict.
🌧️ communication difficulties
as an autistic person i find it very hard to read tone, and so arguments (even joking ones!) can cause me to become overly emotional and regress. the first thing to go is my ability to communicate properly! responses will get slower and shorter.
🩵 confusing reactions
as communication skills and emotional regulation slip away, my behaviour becomes more erratic - this includes going quiet, giving emotionally intense responses or even trying to walk away. to other people, this can be difficult to understand and might make the situation worse.
🌧️ the 'bad behaviour' spiral
though it's not my intention, responses appear combative, immature or moody. short answers or lack of answers may appear passive aggressive, overly emotional responses can seem like an attempt to guilt trip, and trying to leave can look like storming off. i feel ashamed of my childish responses, and i begin to sink deeper.
🩵 the break
eventually, the mask completely slips. at this point there's crying and attempts to hide or isolate. behaviour is pretty much infantile and i have no choice but to let it run its course.
💧a personal example 💧
a few years ago i was venting about my day with a co-worker. he began to offer solutions which i rejected and he criticised me for this: i immediately saw this as a conflict and got anxious. as i panicked my sentences got shorter, which he picked up on and questioned. the more my behaviour became childish, the more negative i felt and the more those behaviours happened. eventually i burst into tears and was trying to get him to hug me. i ended up leaving work early to go home and hide under my covers. it was very embarrassing and unhelpful!
🌀 i involuntarily regress - what can i do? 🌀
it's called involuntary regression for good reason, sometimes it just can't be helped! but it's good to understand your triggers and spirals, so that you can plan ahead.
🩵 understand your triggers - if you've regressed this way before, what caused it? is it a place, person, situation? why could it be causing your regression?
🩵 think about the basics - is there a need you've been neglecting? although it can sound dismissive when your feelings are so intense, you might need to do something simple. have you been eating nourishing food and staying hydrated, taking your medication, sleeping well, taking breaks and going outside, keeping ourselves and our home clean? these things can really affect how we feel!
🩵 be prepared - explain to those around you that your trigger may affect your behaviour and that it's not something you do intentionally. express what you'll need to do if this happens, and ask that they be patient with you. it also helps to have items such as fidget toys, sensory chews, communication cards and noise cancelling headphones with you, just in case.
🩵 communicate - in the early stages, it's important to explain how you're feeling and what you need! some helpful things to say might be:
'can we take a little break? im feeling overwhelmed'
'if i start giving short answers, it's because im overwhelmed, please be patient with me'
'i need some time to process this information'
'can you speak slower?'
'i'd like some alone time'
🩵 having a (self) care plan - if you end up regressed, it's good to have things in place! i don't have a caregiver, but if you do, reaching out for help is a good start! if that's not an option, keep a box of regression supplies, comfort items and mental health paperwork in a place that's easy to access. having an exit plan, including giving a reason for needing to leave or arranging a way to get home, are super useful things to keep in mind.
🩵 forgive yourself - it's not the end of the world. regression can be a very embarrassing experience, but it's not causing any harm. show yourself kindness.
🩵 getting help - if you find that regressing is interfering with your daily life or becoming common and disruptive, reach out and search for mental health resources or support. it may be a sign of an underlying situation that needs attention.
🩵 reflection - once it's over, consider how things went. are there behaviours you regret or things that could have been better? you might owe people an explanation or apology, but remember, this doesn't make you a bad person! like everyone else, you just had a rough day.
☔ how can i help someone involuntarily regressing? ☔
🩵 dont panic!! freaking out, asking a bunch of questions or drawing attention will only make things worse. if someone isn't responding to you, try asking simple yes/no questions that they can nod or shake their head to.
🩵 try not to take it personally - it might be difficult but involuntary regressing can be extremely overwhelming. being on the receiving end of short answers or unusual behaviour can feel uncomfortable or even hurtful, but try to remember that this person isn't in a clear frame of mind right now. being aggressive or defensive will only escalate things! only shout if you absolutely have to, for example, a potentially dangerous situation
🩵 be patient and reassuring - speak gently and slowly. offer reassurance and explanations on what you're intending to do. some helpful things to say might be:
'nobody's upset with you/you're not in trouble'
'i'll stay with you for as long as you like'
'take your time'
'youre not in any danger'
🩵 express your boundaries - it's okay to say no! if a regressor is doing or saying something that makes you uncomfortable, you have every right to tell them that you don't like it, even if they're in a bad headspace.
🩵 check in/ask questions - if you feel comfortable doing so, check in on them and ask how you can support them better if this happens again.
regression can be a fun, healing experience - but it can also be frightening and humiliating, both are completely valid. when you're online, it's easy to forget that regressing isn't always a cute, sanitised aesthetic experience. there's nothing wrong with you and it's going to get better.
thank you for reading! feel free to reply with your tips, thoughts or questions 🩵
you are allowed to have fun. you are allowed to find comfort in things. you are allowed to cope the way you want. you are allowed to be you. your regression/permaregression is yours and not anyone else's.
you like pastel colors and soft designs?? that's great. you like neon colors and loud designs?? that's awesome. you use pacifiers? that's great. you don't use pacifiers? that's great too!
headcanon characters as regressors. from a character from a kids cartoon to the most bloody slasher film. it doesn't matter what you do or how you express yourself -- everybody is different. your experience with regression isnt gonna be the exact same as someone else's.
some people may not understand that, but screw them! you are you and that's what matters. you are you and that's okay. you're allowed and you are valid ♡ ＼(╹▽╹)／ ♡
age regressors whos partner/girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband is your caregiver: you are valid. you are not doing anything wrong, you are not tainting either relationship, and whatever you do in your own relationship between the two of you is YOUR business alone. dont let anyone make you feel like you are wrong for the way your age regression interacts with your relationship 💕🫶
Found another chocolate chunk pup at the goodwill recently, named her Opal aka Opie to go along with ophelia! She was in great shape and just needed a restuffing but...
SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY THERE ARE 15 HEARTS IN THIS DOG??! THEY JUST KEPT COMING???
(I absolutely put each and every one back in of course)
Nonetheless, this silly dog has plenty of love to give with all those hearts and I'm glad to have her!
Bonus little guy! His name is Taj and he speaks in squeak!
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