Micah

original poems by me, micah. they/them

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“ i wish you could live in my mind. then you’d understand why i’m always crying. “

-M

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“some days i feel too much, sometimes i feel nothing at all. there is nothing inbetween.”

-M

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“i feel like a shell. a hollow shell of a human spent. no emotions feel genuine. i feel what is expected in the scenario. nothing more, nothing less”

-M

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“how do i explain how i feel when i don’t understand myself? empty? incomplete? waste of space? all of the above.”

-M

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“love or lust? i wish i could read your mind. i wish i could uncover your true intentions so i could protect myself so i can be ready for the pain”

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“you have ruined me. i will never love like i loved you. i will never care like i cared for you. all of the energy and love i was born with has been absorbed by you. but would i take it back? no. never.”

-M

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“my entire being has been infected with your existence. my heart will never be the same, my life will never be the same.”

-M

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“i can handle anything you throw at me. the pain, the sorrow, the heartbreak. i will absorb it all it if means you’ll stay.”

-M

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“how do you do it? break and mend my heart with a simple glance. while we hold eye contact i feel pieces of my heart break apart and fall back into place in an instant”

-M

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“i take comfort in the heartbreak you cause me. i would rather you make me feel something than nothing at all”

-M

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“the night time is lonely. i’m left with my thoughts and they are invasive. intrusive. and all the voices in my head tell me to give up”

-M

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“insomnia is lonely. my ears search for your voice out in the silence but that’s all there is. silence. “

-M

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“i begged you for an answer. “why won’t you leave me alone?” you stared at me, mouth agape and i finally understood. you didn’t know either.”

-M

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“what can i do? there has to be some way to fix this. some way to keep you around.”

-M

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“ i usd to fear being alone but now i fear being abandoned. i would rather spend the rest of my life alone than have the pain of being left again.”

-M

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“can i have him back? i don’t have many things. i don’t hold much on a pedestal. but i had him. he was mine. but somehow, someway he slipped through my fingers and landed in your palm. can you please give him back to me? he’s all i had. “

-M