May 2nd, the day Attack on Titan left me betrayed. The day the series officially became unwatchable.
The day we lost Sasha Braus.
It has been four years to the day that Chapter 105, Assassin's Bullet, the single most evil and uncalled for chapter in the entire Titan saga, was leaked here on Tumblr.
The day Sasha was brutally taken away without any just cause or reason, and where the true heart of the series was lost as the story continued to get darker and where it prioritized politics over our beloved characters.
This ga have never been the same for me since then. I still get nightmares flashing back to those scenes of Sasha bleeding out, the light leaving her eyes and unable to speak, as everything we had come to live about her was stolen from us . Sasha brought such light and warmth to the story with her smile and presence in the manga and anime, and ever since then I have felt nothing but rage and hatred for this story but also the man who killed her off, Hajime Isayama.
And all for WHAT in the end??? To pace the way for Gabi Braun, in the most uncalled for turn of events in the entire story. Sasha had become a cheap plot device for a character despised for her murderous zeal and obnoxious presence. The author worked no stop to pry sympathy for Gabi in a forced redemption arc where she had no productive place in the story. Just a cheap means to replacing one of the most beloved characters in the story who just coincidentally was given the same skill set in battle with a gun, and suddenly everything and everyone that was profoundly connected to Sasha was all given to fucking Gabi Braun. And now the story barely even remembers who she was as Sasha's murderer was allowed to walk and essentially steal the story from Eren Yeager and his former friends.
And again, ALL FOR WHAT END?
There is no end to my hatred for Isayama, and my resentment to him for the inappropriate fate he dealt to Sasha. For having brought up one of the worst and most despicable fandoms in the form of Gabi's defenders. "Gabi did nothing wrong" is as much an insult to Sasha as it is an insult to our intelligence.
And our beloved potato girl deserves so much better than what she got.
I never wanted to remember Sasha for how she was killed, for me that was indeed a nightmare come true. It has negatively affected my psyche and my mood has constantly been ruined by those images repeating themselves in my mind. Made all that much worse by the events of the anime.
Better fucking understand. It is not the ending that ruined Attack on Titan. It was Assassin's Bullet. And in the end, Isayama never justified the choice he made.
i still hope for the day where I finally tell the man exactly what I think of him and his so called masterpiece. Four years on, I haven't and I will NEVER forgive those images of Sasha bleeding to death and of all that followed in its wake.
Go to hell, Hajime Isayama. You made a choice. You should have left well enough alone.
There is no Attack on Titan without Sasha.
Loved forever, Sasha. Still alive in our hearts.