Oli 🍀

she/her | 21 | 🇬🇹 Drawing whatever the voices tell me to Commissions: WAITLIST OPEN! Dm for details! Comms + Merch + More! ⚠️ Mature Sideblog ⚠️ • 🔁 Reblog Acc Pfp by @lakesparkles!!

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Hi Gang!! Commissions are ‼️OPEN‼️

If you are interested and would like to know more, head to the carrd link in my bio! (Under the comms + shop + more link) 💚

At the time of posting this I'm mega unemployed but once I secure a new day job, I plan to keep comms open on the side as an extra source of income, hence why I wanna keep my prices fair to keep both interest and my own motivation alive 🙏🏽

Comms will stay open unless otherwise stated (I'll keep a status update in my bio), and I'll regularly be reblogging this to point everyone in the right direction ^^ if you have questions or concerns, you're free to dm me at any time! I want to run the most streamlined service at your convenience. Thank you! 💕

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I love drawing ultra detailed headshots/busts sooo much

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OC ref I wanted to crank out before artfight. Might be trying more of these in the same format and/or offering them as a comm option later,,,,

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Whatever. Go my doodad dump

Hello little @shrimpee33 and what are you doing here even!!

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(Ref under the cut!) Got self indulgent and drew myself as a vampire because it would b fun and cathartic to bite people I think. I don't got that dog in me, instead I have a land shark. We are going to pretend the earrings are fake silver because gold isn't as good a look on me

I was inspired by the single cover of Artemas' Eat Me Alive for this one :p Working in (mostly) black and white and relying on heavy shadows to convey form was a fun exercise 🫶🏽

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My one and only contribution to the Backrooms hype. Kat you are so pretty mwah mwah

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It is pride month Light Yagami, you know what that means

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CW: Artistic nudity

Didn’t add a manual cw because none of them were particularly fitting imo so if you see this unwarranted my bad 🌾 I do not. Believe this should be censored because the point of the reference was to be tasteful and non gratifying but I don't wanna get sniped by guidelines on my sfw account (surprisingly insta who is just as picky did not gaf) I also don't think tasteful fem or furry nudity should be censored either but that's another essay.

I did the trend!! I know I JUST SAID it was a whole other essay 🌞 but circling back to the intro the thought process behind this one is that it pmo so bad women don't get to just Be. If that makes sense. Girlhood can be cutesy and whimsy AND gross and primal and perverted idc. But at the same time those traits shouldn't be painted in a negative light and should instead be regarded as someone's natural beauty (So guess who watched Beastars and lowkey agreed with the overall themes but was really disappointed there wasn't a huge emphasis on those points in regards to women). Lately the whole reason I've been leaning into my fursona is because it's a fun and healthy way to express those ideals because it makes sense coming from a (quite literal) animalistic perspective. God bless women who are a little beastly and bloody even if it's not "''"conventionally ladylike""'". Gotta be one of the top Girl Experiences of all time amen.

Bro bless the botched perspective too, if you wanna see the speedpaint you can tell how many times I gave her corrective surgery to get the arms right LMAOOOO 😭🙏🏽translating the reference pic to fur was Not It but I reallyy like how the torso came out, especially in the lineart view :>

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reminder that it's okay to make stupid crap slop sometimes

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Let's see how main receives this one since it's not my regularly scheduled fandom niche LMAOO

DON’T. Worry about me guys I’m okay. 👋🏽 I’ve actually been wanting to draw this out for a hot minute now because I felt like if I didn’t I was gonna implode and art is one of the few mediums I can truly express myself through (who guessed), even if this isn’t my main corner. So apologies for the jumpscare 🗿

I don’t know if this is just a me thing, a neurodivergent thing, or some other exclusive experience but I was wondering if anyone else felt or operated this way? Surely I’m not the only one. I know overthinking goes crazy in this generation, and it’s always hard to break toxic patterns when they’re so comfortable and regular. I also hate knowing this is just my nature and not a product of nurture or my environment. Like I talk about in the post, I kinda feel like a bad person because of it, even when I don’t truly want to cause harm. Tldr being so self aware is the worst tragedy of it all.

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can everyone reblog with the interest of theirs that was the most intense or continued for the longest because i’m so curious

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Hashtag oc jumpscare, I just needed a fullbody comm example and despite being a primarily fanartist these days, ocs are permanently familiar in my brain and easy to draw :3c

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Dunno if there’s a Smashing Pumpkins fandom out there but if so you guys aren’t talking about “Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness, and cleanliness is godliness, and God is empty just like me”

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Uhh let me be petekey

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If I’m gonna be the savior of the universe at least let me crash out about it first

Ok here’s my (somewhat) serious phm fanart. I am not done with him. Hashtag comfort character who hit wayy too close to home for actual comfort 👎🏽👎🏽

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Ryland Grace/Ryan Gosling is the least scariest blue eyed person but I thought this was funny for the bit

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Sorry for the self advertisement spam I’m done until further notice. Regularly scheduled weekly art posts from hereon out 🦎