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Hey im umm kinda desperate, i need help to afford my HRT since my insurance fucked me over and refuses to pay for it (even tho already were paying for it)

anything helps really

thanks >w<

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So the insurance company got their shit together and i dont have to worry about paying for my HRT medication, however im gonna leave this up cause my family isnt in the greatest financial situation and we need the money

fuck my whole entire life

NSFW

Ive had quite a few people i dont know and some i do tell me that im a “protestant puritan” and that i need to be more “accepting” of kinks n shit and like..

I AM very accepting of kinks, you think i dont get up to some weird shit because it turns me on? because i do its just i have trust issues and thus i willingly choose todo/share these things in private with people who i trust (not you)

and then when i explain this to them they think im the bad guy?? that i am more of protestant puritan because i dont share my kinks with them

its ok to want todo your kinky shit in private, being open to different sexual experiences and sharing that with whoever asks is not the same thing, maybe sharing it turns you on and thats ok, but consent goes both ways

#nsfw #psa

critterdreams

You gotta let that tall trans girl feel small and safe

You gotta

found out @flork-of-cows is is infact NOT called flork-of-crows

day ruined, month ruined, year ruined, life ruined, 10000 year curse, blowing up the earth, blowing up the sun, blowing up the large magnetic cloud, blowing up the lanikiea supercluster, expanding the bootes void, proving the 750 gev photon digmma excess, reversing the expansion of the universe

janederscore

so, just for the record, staff's blatantly discriminatory rules enforcement practices are only half the story. like, if you ever find yourself wondering why trans women are always getting termed right after their posts about transmisogyny start getting numbers (and mysteriously start getting mature content flagged for seemingly no reason), its bc there are a couple of specific circles of people who mass report tgirls who talk about that sort of thing too loudly (or, y'know, they're just generally annoyed by). there's at least one discord server more or less dedicated to the practice to my knowledge and i wouldn't be surprised if there were more.

staff, of course, can perform the tied hands routine bc of this - they're just responding to reports! and now that the first ban is served, any subsequent attempts to rebuild one's social life are read as Ban Evasion. girls are left with the non-choice of permanent exile or starting over from scratch, trying to be quieter this time so they don't get found. this is the point, and its being done with purpose by people who, funnily enough, spend most of their time talking about the importance of Community. lol and lmao

silvervnrouge

polterdev

1: none for jesus died for our sins 2: i fucking wish TwT

silvervnrouge

polterdev

The crippling loneliness that an especially divergant case of neurodivergance gives is genuinely horrifying because i am constantly surrounded by people who genuinely cannot understand me and i genuinely cannot understand them, theres a quote from someone that went like “even if a lion could suddenly speak english nobody would understand them” and i feel that applies to people who are ND

polterdev

also the fact that the amount of neurotypicals who both understand this even just a little bit is vanishingly small, and it doesnt help that NT’s (neurotypicals not nanotrasen) will see you and think you are exactly like them and then will have the gaul to get mad at you because they cant fathom that they themselves are not understandable

polterdev

anyways if anyone has an fanfic or original stories that feat psychic gestalts in a wholesome way pls send them to me tytytytyty

polterdev

The crippling loneliness that an especially divergant case of neurodivergance gives is genuinely horrifying because i am constantly surrounded by people who genuinely cannot understand me and i genuinely cannot understand them, theres a quote from someone that went like “even if a lion could suddenly speak english nobody would understand them” and i feel that applies to people who are ND

polterdev

also the fact that the amount of neurotypicals who both understand this even just a little bit is vanishingly small, and it doesnt help that NT’s (neurotypicals not nanotrasen) will see you and think you are exactly like them and then will have the gaul to get mad at you because they cant fathom that they themselves are not understandable

The crippling loneliness that an especially divergant case of neurodivergance gives is genuinely horrifying because i am constantly surrounded by people who genuinely cannot understand me and i genuinely cannot understand them, theres a quote from someone that went like “even if a lion could suddenly speak english nobody would understand them” and i feel that applies to people who are ND

i-am-a-fish

let's do a World's Longest deep breath for Mindfulness

i-am-a-fish

Breathe in,

i-am-a-fish

hold,

polterdev

youre cheating ur a fish you literally dont breathe

pukicho

THIS IS FUCKED UP. The Government moved time an hour ahead so they could make me look like a fucking IDIOT who sleeps at 6am!! FUCK TRUMP

pukicho

Trump needs to be ripped in half by a steel machine

polterdev

praying to god trump is the first person to go hell after over 2000 years of people not going

dogpuppy

polterdev

i have a memory of riding in one of those strollers you attach to bicycles that can carry like 2 toddlers at once while it was raining and i dont think ill ever get to experience a level of peace quite like that anymore

the shear utter just emotion when i realised i had gained a character obsession over trigger from ac7

toby really saw all the au from fand9m of his game and went “nah lemme show you how todo a real undertale au” and made deltarune send tweet

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