ramblings on sex, violence, and hedonism in slow damage
spoilers for slow damage chapters 1 and 2 (duh)
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At the end of each chapter of Slow Damage, Towa has a moment with the big “villain” of the chapter to unmask their true darkest desire and fulfill it for them.
They’re always asking him to commit a horrible act of violence against them to fufil their own desires, and subsequently his.
The first chapter centered around Ikuina. At the climax of the chapter, he asked Towa to take his hunting knife and cut him. He was fascinated with Towa’s scars and desired much more than the self-mutilation he’d been inflicting on himself to stave off his urges.
A sultry jazz track plays in the background while Ikuina and our protagonist cut deep lacerations into each others’ skin, losing alarming amounts of blood. They’re both visibly erect, panting and grunting both in pain and arousal.
The biggest and deepest laceration was torn down their sternums, from between their pecs to their naval. When they’d had enough, they collapsed chest-to-chest on the bed, rubbing their cuts together. The sfx in the back is this vile squelching sound. Their blood is combining. Ikuina is softly moaning Towa’s name, and Towa is grunting nonchalantly.
Sound effects, text, the moaning, it’s admittedly very arousing. They never had sex, the only traditionally sexual thing about the scene was the mention of Ikuina’s erection and their euphoric sounds.
It legit felt like watching porn lol. I remember my breath feeling labored and I was tapped tf in.
My thoughts-- I think in general sex and violence (like my pseudo-intellectual intro) trigger the same thing in the human brain. I haven’t researched it but I’m 100% sure I’m correct. I think this is why people get so addicted to porn the same way they do gore. The primal part of our brain is tapped into that primal stimulus. But what do I know.
It was so brilliantly written the way Towa and Ikuina shared intimacy. Homoeroticism in general is very sexy. Honestly, I prefer eroticism over explicit sex acts. The squelch of the wounds pressing together was so intimate, like exposing their most intimate parts to each other, literally. Seeing something that nobody else will get to see.
Chapter 2 followed in a similar vein to chapter 1. Kirihara asked for Towa to beat him to near-death to feel the abuse that his brother inflicted on him growing up. Of course, they were both beating each other to a bloody pulp while grinding their erections together. Kirihara was moaning “Nii-chan” (which I’m sure appealed to the brother-complex people out there...)
Again, 10/10, so intimate without focusing on sexual intimacy.
This is why I love Slow Damage so much honestly, scenes like those are so erotic without being sexual.
The violence and blood is a stand-in for sexuality. I know Towa has sex with other characters later on but I just finished chapter 2 and I needed to glaze. This game is SO good
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Anon asked: Leon coming back form a mission but he’s still infected knowing its the last of its kind it sort of takes over to breed with the reader
I’m unsure of this one! 😅 I hope it makes sense; I tried something a little different to sort of convey Leon changing. Let me know what you think!! 💜 las plagas!Leon came out more of a soft boi than the intense version I was aiming for 🤔
Warnings: 18+ minors DNI, infected Leon, body alterations, biting, marking, scenting, masturbation, dirty talk/thoughts, breeding kink times ten, big dick Leon supremacy, unprotected sex, creampie, monster fucking kink
Kinda looked over so sorry about mistakes lmao
Title from Eyes Without A Face by Bill Idol 😌
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Leon ached from head to toe, muscles he didn’t even know existed making his body scream out in pain and exhaustion. He dropped Ashley off at the rendezvous point days ago and he’s just now getting home. After flying nonstop for hours on end, he just wants to take a shower and collapse into bed.
Unlocking his door, he pauses at the threshold, head cocked and listening. His chest aches, a prickly sting beginning to irritate him before it sweeps from his chest up to his head making his eyes water. He doesn’t hear or sense anything so he slowly relaxes, entering his house and shutting the door.
A small sound off to the side has him reacting without even thinking. His knife is embedded in the roach, pinning the insect to the base board, feet away from him, before Leon even realizes he has moved. He shakes his head as he walks over to the dead bug, pulling his knife out with a frown.
He’s definitely more on edge than he thought, grimacing at the gross slime on his blade. Tossing it down on the rug as he passes the living room (making a mental note to clean it later), he makes his way to the bathroom for a quick shower.
Taking one of the fastest showers in recorded history, Leon barely tugs on a pair of clean briefs before he’s collapsing into bed and passing the fuck out for sixteen hours of dead-to-the-world sleep.
He’s dreaming he thinks. He must be.
He’s sinking
down..
down..
down..
Landing on something soft.
Silky.
Warm.
His chest feels likes it’s blooming open.
Like an exotic flower.
a Venus fly trap
Silky warmth like a cocoon envelops his thoughts making them cotton soft. He luxuriates in the softness, rubbing himself against it like a cat in heat. He feels his cock stiffen as the softness keeps pressing in all around him.
His chest cracks open more, heat blooming outward as he pants in the dark, rutting against the soft feeling encompassing his body. God, it feels so good. So nice. He hasn’t felt this comforted in ages. He wants more.
He’s sinking down again, a soft suction pulling him further into the warm dark silk, wrapping him tighter in its embrace.
Down
Down
Down
..until..
settling on the
b o t t o m
His chest feels fully cracked open. Heat and want pooling out like tendrils in the breeze. Long, writhing tentacles reaching for Leon. Touching, caressing, stroking.
He frowns in the dark, the warm slick feeling of a
cracked open head the insides spilling out the lovely red making him excitedthrobbingneedy
a wet tendril curling around his thoughts along with his body coaxing him back into that silky bliss. The tendrils wrap around his cock drawing his attention back to that wanton feeling, still hard and dripping from earlier.
A sliver of thought seeps into the warm gooey heat of his brain. He needs to cum. Needs it desperately. What he wouldn’t give to bury himself in some warm body, let them work him over til he’s spilling inside, gifting them with his seed, sharing his bloodline so he’s not the last.
That draws him up short, brain sludgy as the slick tentacles stroke his dick, teasing across his balls. Bloodline? He thinks dizzily, cock weeping precum as he writhes against the slow hand job he’s getting from the tendrils wrapped around him.
He whines as the motion picks up, making him fuck into the slick tunnel surrounding his dick. He needs to cum so bad. Fill up some pretty girl. Ohhh like that neighbor next door. Leon’s cock kicks and drools more precum thinking of you.
You’re so pretty and sweet. You don’t know each other that well but Leon’s eager to change that. He’s rocking his hips even faster, picturing your shy smile the last time you ran into him followed by the thought of how pretty your cunt will be when he fucks you.
With a low groan, he’s cumming all over the slick tentacles as they stroke his cock. His balls draw up as the tendrils milk him for every drop of cum in his body. As soon as it teeters on too much, they slip away leaving Leon to bask in his pleasurable silence. Something snaps into place in his mind and
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he
wakes
up
His mind feels slow, disoriented, not even sure where he’s at, as he raises up from his tangled sheets. His boxers are soaked, sticking to his half hard cock as he shifts to sit on the edge of his bed. His lip curls in disgust. He must’ve had a pretty damn good dream to make such a mess.
An image of you zings in his brain making his cock chub up in his briefs.
“Fuck,” he hisses out, leaning back on his palms as his dick quickly thickens, pressing obscenely against his underwear.
He slips the band down to press underneath his balls, cock slapping against his stomach and dripping cum everywhere.
He lays completely flat against his bed, reaching down to run his fingers across the tip before gently tugging the foreskin down to swipe a thumb over his slit.
He pants as he tugs on his cock, letting himself relax into the sheets and spreading his thighs. He’s so sensitive that it leaves him groaning loudly as he grips himself tightly to hump his hips into his fist.
Wonder if you’re home, he thinks sluggishly, hand picking up speed. He’d love to see you today, maybe see if you want to get dinner. Maybe even see if you’d like to come back here and let him take you apart over his sheets.
He moans and pumps himself harder, precum dripping over his knuckles making it sound wet as he beats off. He thinks of you begging for him, begging to breed your cute pussy, please Leon just give it to me I need it please Leon please need you to cream my pussy til it takes knock me up need you—
He’s growling out a moan as he cums all over his fist and twitching abs. It seems never ending as spurt after hot spurt of jizz spills across his fingers to drip down his balls. Once he’s completely spent, he heaves a sigh trying to regulate his heartbeat.
He slowly sits up, mindful to not make any more of a mess. Slipping his briefs off, he haphazardly wipes what cum he can on them then tosses them in the hamper. He heads to the bathroom to take another quick shower which ends up being a long one as he jerks off again to thoughts of you.
As he spills his cum down the drain, he groans in frustration at feeling like a teenager all over again. It’s kind of insane how horny he feels and how it seems to be all centered around you. Maybe he just needs to shoot his shot and see if he can get you in his bed. Worry about semantics later.
Feeling more settled, he finally finishes his shower and gets dressed. He knows you’re off today since it’s the weekend so he’s just going to bide his time until he can bump into you this afternoon. You always go out for a quick stroll around the block, not that he’s memorized it by now, but you seem to be a creature of habit.
And Leon is right. As soon as he settles on his porch steps, just starting to enjoy the sunny day, he sees you out of the corner of his eye. You’re heading back to your house from the end of the street so you’ll have to pass by him.
He watches you under his lashes until you slow your pace down right outside his house.
“Leon! Hi, did you get back last night!”
He looks up and sees you shuffling your feet next to the pathway up to his front porch. His eyes drift from your tennis shoes up to your bare legs (wrapped around his waist, over his shoulders, thighs pressed—) to your shorts and simple t-shirt, up to your neck (so empty and bare) and finally your face. You’re smiling at him but it’s slowly morphing into concern until he smiles at you in return making you smile even brighter.
He wants to sink his teeth into you and never let go, wants to pin you down and make you cry on his cock, begging for him to breed your needy pussy, he wants—
“Sorry, I’m a little tired today,” he laughs, standing up to walk toward you.
“Oh no worries, if I’m bothering you I can—“
“No,” his words rush out, “no bother, I was actually hoping to see you.”
He pauses an arms length in front of you, realizing how much smaller you are compared to him. It sparks another wave of want, knowing he could manhandle you how he wants.
While distracted, your hand moves up to his jaw but holds just shy of touching him, a question hovering around your eyes that makes him smile at you again.
“You seem tired,” you drop your hand back down, concern making your brows pinch, “your eyes looked..”
He watches as you search his face again but then rub your neck, a sheepish grin ticking your lips up.
“Nevermind, must’ve been a trick of the light or a shadow or something,” you sigh and roll your neck, “heck maybe I’m just too tired.”
His eyes catalogue everything about you, his chest feeling tight,
breed her pretty perfect the perfect mate to fill over and over breed her mate her mark her sink teeth deep spill hot red blood-
making him rub a hand over the center until the ache slips away into nothing.
“Uh, so I was wondering if you were free tonight?” he grins at you, flirty and sweet, “nothing fancy, I was just going to order out and we could watch a movie?”
You duck your head but Leon can see the smile on your face making the plagasbutterflies in his chest flutter.
“Sure,” you look back up at him, hands clasped in front of you, “would seven tonight be okay?”
“Perfect,” his smile widens, making his cheeks hurt, “any kinda food you prefer? Any allergies?”
You giggle and touch his arm, “I’m good with whatever and luckily no allergies.“
“Good, that’s good.”
perfect perfect mate good strong genetics breeding compatible
“I’ll see you tonight then!”
He waves as you walk the half block down to your house and watches as you slip inside your home. Once he can’t see you anymore, he goes back inside and cleans. He needs to look presentable. He grabs his knife from last night and cleans it thoroughly before slipping it into his bedside drawer. Then, he goes over the entire house making sure it’s suitable for a mate date.
Once that’s finished, he orders pizza. It’s nothing fancy, like promised, just something quick and easy. The doorbell rings just as he finishes changing into something more appealing. He knows you’re on the other side of the door, can sense it; his chest tingles when he pulls open the door and sees you standing there, soft and pretty just for him.
You smile and hold up a Tupperware box.
“Thought I’d make cookies,” he takes the box from you, gesturing for you to come inside.
“Thank you,” he smiles, eyes crinkling at the corners, the warm fluttery feeling in his chest coming back full force.
“It’s no problem,” you wring your hands, head ducked down shyly, “thank you for inviting me over.”
Leon steps up to gently take your elbow, guiding you into his living room. The pizza sits on the coffee table surrounded by plates and napkins. He has you sit down on the couch, skirt hem rucking up as you shift to get comfortable.
His eyes catalog everything about you an incessant need to memorize itching inside of him. Setting the cookies down onto the table, he sits next to you, knees nearly touching.
“I’m glad you came,” his voice is low and quiet.
A shy smile steals over your face, “I’m glad I did too.”
Your mouth opens then closes before you set your shoulders determinedly and speak, “I’ve been meaning to ask you out for awhile but I’ve just chickened out every time.”
“Really?”
You nod with a grin. Suddenly, a sharp stinging pain lances through his chest. His wince doesn’t go unnoticed and your hand reaches out to rest on his knee. The sting ramps up into a searing burn.
“Leon, are you okay?”
He tries to nod, but the pain expands out through his chest cavity and rushes up his neck to his head. Standing up quickly, he lurches toward the bathroom.
“J-just a headache,” he finally gasps out, a pulsing wave of pain filling his mouth so quick that it makes his teeth ache.
His legs buckle, knees coming down hard onto the floor but he doesn’t even feel it as the molten lava flow of pain races down his arms.
“Leon?” he hears your fear laced tone as your hand touches his shoulder, “oh my god, Leon—“
He can taste your confusion on his tongue with hints of fear and curiosity as he folds in on himself, trying to push the pain away. A sharp stinging rip stretches across his mouth, a poor facsimile of a jokers grin. Sharp tipped claws replace his hands, black inky skin stretching up from his fingertips to slowly fade back into his regular tan colored skin except for the black veins racing up his arm to disappear under his shirt.
He senses that you’re now kneeling in front of him, can hear your heart rabbiting in your chest to see him so changed.
“Leon, should I call someone?”
“No,” he finally gasps, head coming up making you flinch at what you see.
He knows how scared you are, hates that you’re so afraid of him but it doesn’t stop him from reaching out. You hesitate but take his hand, being mindful to miss the sharp edged claw tips.
“This isn’t what I’d consider first date material,” you try to joke, but tears bead your eye line.
Warmth blooms in his chest but this time it’s a welcome reprieve compared to the hot overflow of pain that changed him.
“I’d have to agree, third date for sure,” he tries to smile but his mouth is too wide now, new teeth pressing in making his tongue stumble.
Your hand squeezes his, heart rate increasing as you really take in his face.
“Is it bad?” he whispers.
Your mouth trembles but your eyes are firm, “Not really, kinda looks like Halloween makeup.”
He snorts at that making you laugh softly.
“How do you feel?”
His brows pinch together.
“It feels like there’s an undercurrent of thought,” he goes to tap his temple but sees the claw out of the corner of his eye so drops his hand back down, “like a second thought process.”
“What’s it thinking?”
Frowning at him, you shuffle closer and his eyes catch the motion of your skirt. Hunger like he’s never had before shoots through his body like an electric current.
breed her fill her up mark her claim her bite her mate her
He sways toward you, mouth salivating.
“Leon?”
“I’ll scare you off,” he finally mutters pulling himself together, pressing that other voice away.
“I think we’re well past that,” you tease, “just tell me.”
His chest flutters, giddiness from letting it sink in that you’re really still here, that you didn’t run.
perfect mate perfect breeder mark her claim her
“Fuck, okay, I’ll—,” he lets his head slump forward into your neck.
He feels as you tense under him but slowly relax as he just breathes you in; you tense again when his clawed hands wrap around your waist as he snuffles into your neck harder.
“Wanna mate you,” he whispers into your skin, being careful to not catch his teeth, “wanna keep you. Breed you again and again. Keep you stuffed with my cock. Perfect, never had someone so lovely before.”
He presses his lips to your pulse, tasting your fear with hints of arousal.
“Mark your pretty neck, bury myself between your thighs and fuck your pussy,” he rumbles, tongue lapping at your neck, hands tightening around your waist, “need to make you my breeder, mate you permanently.”
He scrapes his newly formed fangs against your skin, “Been so lonely, for so long, never found a mate til now. Gonna keep you all to myself. Never let you go.”
That undercurrent of thought Leon spoke of feels like it’s finally waking up inside of him, parasitically merging with his higher thoughts. The fluttering in his chest that had fallen into the background finally sinks into him, completing its final stage of amalgamation.
“Mine, all mine,” he promises, both lines of thought syncing together and making his tenor sound strange.
“Leon,” you whimper, hands shakily reaching up to his hair to tug him away from your neck.
He blinks at you almost sleepily, reminiscent of a feline. Tugging one of your hands from his hair, he presses a kiss to the palm as well as he can with teeth crowding his mouth.
“My pretty girl,” he coos at you, tugging you closer until you have to straddle his thigh or lose your balance and fall into his chest.
Leon noses along your hairline and chuffs happily, “Perfect, smell so good, want you so bad.”
His nose trails down your jaw, tongue licking your skin, “Can I have you? Please? Need you so much.”
You shiver in his arms and he knows that you’re slowly conceding, can feel your arousal ramping up with his soft touches.
“My mate is so pretty,” he purrs in your ear, tongue flicking the shell making you gasp quietly, “so pretty and so perfect. Wanna fill you up with my seed, show you how bad I want you.”
“Leon,” you whimper, rocking your hips down on his thigh.
The motion has him trilling in the back of his throat, nosing your jaw to lick across your cheek and lips.
“Perfect mate to breed,” he rumbles, “keep you pinned on my cock so I can fill that perfect pussy.”
Your hands are tangled in his hair, using it as an anchor so you can rock down on him. He can feel your damp panties and smell how much you like this.
“Can I?” he’s murmuring in your ear again, “can I fuck your pretty pussy? Please?” he sighs and nuzzles your hair, “need to breed my mate’s perfect little pussy.”
A whispering moan slips past your lips.
“Yes, Leon.”
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It’s a literal blur from the living room to Leon’s bed. He must’ve picked you up and carried you here, but it seems like between one blink to the next you’re in a new space.
You don’t really get much of a chance to take in the new setting as Leon crowds into your personal space, blue eyes wide and contemplating.
“Okay?”
You smile up at this wildly different man, if he’s even still considered one, and stroke his cheek. His eyes droop and he purrs at the motion.
“I’m okay, Leon. Can I just touch you for now?”
He nods eagerly. You run your fingers from his black clawed hands up the inky black stain, to his toned forearms where it fades back into peach colored skin. You trace the black veins that travel up his biceps. He stays still, watching you the entire time, eyes never blinking.
“Can you take your shirt off?” you ask shyly, feeling hot all over at thinking of where this is all headed, clit pulsing with excitement.
Leon quickly takes his shirt off and then without prompting, slips his jeans and boxers off. You bite your lip to stifle the noise that almost escaped. Those inky black veins cover his entire torso before slowly disappearing down his abs to his dick. His thighs are normal but the dark veins picks up near the bend of his knee and you can only assume travel down the length of his legs.
Your eyes can’t help but focus on his dripping cock. It’s flushed and hard, head peaking through his foreskin, weeping precum down the shaft. He’s so big that it has your walls fluttering already. You’re not sure it’s even going to fit, but you really really want it to. It’s not every day you get fucked by a monster cock.
“Okay?”
Leon’s hesitant voice pulls your attention back to his face. Your hands stalled out on his biceps and you squeeze the muscle at the same time as you press your thighs together.
“Okay,” you smile up at him and he tries to return it, mouth too strange now to truly smile.
Your pussy throbs seeing those teeth of his. Even his monstrous traits are making you aroused, feeling hot all over from seeing his black claws settle on the bed near your hips—picturing as he grabs onto you with them, scratching you up.
Shivering, you part your thighs, slick leaking from your cunt. Leon groans and presses his face into your neck.
“Smell so good,” he mumbles.
“Can you,” you take in a shaky breath, “can you smell how turned on I am?”
“Uh huh,” he whines, tongue swiping across your skin, “taste it too.”
“Oh,” you breathily sigh, hands digging into his shoulders.
You let your eyes fall back to his cock, “Don’t know if you’ll fit, Leon.”
“Can fit,” he pants, humping the air for a split second as the tip drools more precum, “made to fit.”
“Is it?” you tease, running your hands down his arms, “I’ve got a pretty small pussy compared to that.”
He snarls against you neck making your heart race in fearful excitement.
“Make it fit,” he grunts, dropping his hips down to grind his bare cock against your covered pussy, “pretty mate will take it, breed her deep.”
Whining, you tug Leon close and press a soft kiss against his teeth.
“Open your mouth and stick out your tongue,” you gasp out and Leon listens, lolling his tongue out past those sharp fangs.
You slowly lap at it then suck his tongue into your mouth. His eyes narrow in delight and he plunges his tongue deep into your mouth, making you choke.
He pulls away, worry crossing his features, but you tug him back, “Again.”
Moaning, you open your mouth as wide as you can and let Leon fuck his tongue in and out, gagging you when he slips in too far. Your nipples are so hard they hurt and your pussy aches with emptiness.
You have to push Leon away but he keeps licking your cheek and jaw, the closest thing to a kiss he can give you right now.
Giggling, you slip off your skirt and panties and when that draws his attention, you take off your blouse and bra dropping it all into the floor.
Leon’s eyes rake over your body. Feeling a little self conscious, you try to close your legs but Leon shoves his way in between them.
“So pretty, sweetheart,” he murmurs, tongue lathing across your clavicle, “want to lick you all over.”
Shivering, you relax against the bed, “Okay, Leon.”
“Really?” he groans, tongue dragging across the swell of your breasts, “wanna eat you up.”
Your breath hitches, pussy getting wetter at the thought of Leon biting you with those teeth.
“You can,” you whisper, eyes watching as he nips at your chest.
You both moan when he sucks at your nipples, swapping back and forth between each hard bud. He loves to latch onto one, framing it with his teeth as his tongue flicks your nipple over and over and over until you’re squirming; then he gently suckles on it until your hips buck. Moving over to the other nipple, he repeats the process.
Soon, your nipples are puffy and swollen and Leon still concentrates on them, pinch them gently between his claws until you’re whining.
“Please, please, please,” you push your hips up until his cock drags along your slit, smearing slick and precum across your pussy lips.
A shaky exhale, “Want you to breed me, Leon.”
An inhuman sound rumbles in his chest as his sharp claws grab your hips, shoving you down onto the bed with him following after. He drops his weight on you making you moan, legs spread wide around his hips.
“Mate,” he growls looking down as he starts to press the fat tip of his cock into your dripping hole, “so wet for me, pussy wants it so bad.”
You whine as he stretches your pussy around his cock; he’s so big it’s making your eyes water while your cunt spasms and clenches down.
“Open up for me,” he licks across your neck, “open up that pretty pussy so I can fill her up.”
“Trying,” you mewl, relaxing your muscles so he slips in another few inches.
“There we go, such a pretty girl,” he purrs and nuzzles your cheek, “wants me to breed her full.”
Moaning, you raise your hips up shoving more of his cock into your too tight hole. A pained hiss comes from your lips but you tighten your legs around his body.
“Help me, Leon,” you pant, tears shimmering in your eyes, “you’re gonna have to make it fit.”
He groans and it echoes oddly in his chest.
“Make it fit, make it fit this pussy, mate needs my cock to fit,” he’s mumbling to himself.
He pulls his hips back making you whine which becomes a choked off moan when he bullies his thick cock all the way into your cunt until he’s bottoming out. You feel split in two, pussy fluttering and twitching around his dick.
Your eyes slip shut, tears slipping free, “God Leon, it’s too much.”
“Perfect fit,” he nips at your neck making you clench on him, “perfect pussy.”
You’re milking his cock and nothing has even happened yet.
“I can’t,” you whimper, eyes opening to look down at him mouthing across your breasts, “it’s too much.”
“Mmm,” he suckles at a hard nipple making your pussy throb, “feels so good.”
You lay there under his heavy body as he sucks and lathes his tongue across your puffy nipples until you’re squirming, grinding down into his dick.
“Feel better?”
Your eyes are hazy when you finally meet his gaze, “Yeah, s’good. You’re just so deep.”
He raises up and you both can see a small bump in your lower belly.
“Perfect pussy,” he strokes a clawed hand over it making you keen high in your throat, “taking me so good.”
Your hands have been tangled in the sheets this whole time, but now come up to grab onto his shoulders.
“You’re gonna ruin my pussy for anyone else,” you whimper eyes watching him pet bulge in your belly.
Snarling, he pulls his cock halfway out and bullies it back into your cunt making you squeal.
“My pussy,” he grunts, teeth gnashing, “my mate.”
“Ohh,” a breathy moan slips past your lips as Leon starts fucking harder and harder into your pussy.
“Say it,” his clawed hands dig into the skin of your hips, piercing the skin and making him even more frenzied.
“Y-your m-mate,” you finally spit out, slick leaking from your pussy as his claws dig into your hips, “your mate, Leon.”
“That’s right.”
“Fuck,” you gasp out, Leon folding your knees up to your shoulders, “Leon, I can’t.”
“Y’can,” he grits out, mouth feeling full of too many teeth, too many hungry thoughts, “gotta, for me, please.”
You whine but go slack in his arms allowing him to push you further, letting him sink his cock back into your soaked hole. His body feels like it’s on fire, his chest feels so full of liquid heat that he’s surprised it’s not spilling past his lips.
“Thank you, thank you,” he chants around the fangs now taking up space in his mouth, “so good.”
“Leon,” you mewl, head hanging off of his bed from his thrusting, “m getting dizzy.”
He grabs your hips and without pulling out of your cunt, yanks your body back along the bed. Your eyes finally meet his and he feels your pussy flutter around his cock as fear strikes your features. The black veins have gotten worse around his temples traveling down to his jaw as a single black mass.
“Leon, are you okay?” your hand hesitates at your side but you lift it up to cup his face making him whine and nuzzle your palm.
“Hot, can’t think,” he stumbles over his words.
“You look worse..” your voice trails off as your eyes really take in his appearance, “maybe we should stop.”
He snarls and snaps his hips harder into your squelching cunt, a mewling cry escaping your mouth.
“No,” he bears his teeth at you, so sharp now, no longer his blunted human teeth but something more savage—feral.
Whining, your cunt milks his cock as he grinds his fat tip against the opening to your womb.
“Leon,” you gasp out as he starts pinching and rubbing your clit softly with those claws as he grinds deep into your clenching heat, “Leon, you’re—.”
Black veins race across his skin and pulse along with his heartbeat; his eyes seem to get the worst of it, making the sea dark color stand out even more almost like they’re glowing. His hands are gripping your hips so tightly they’re bruising.
“Breed, gotta cum in you,” he finally grits out, drool slipping from his mouth as he still isn’t used to his teeth, “pretty pretty girl. Gonna mate you, mark you. Mine. All mine.”
“Leon,” you whine, hands reaching out to brush his hair away from his face, watching the veins wiggle and squirm under his skin.
Your pussy clamps down on his dick to hear his husky voice mutter, “Bite you deep, mate you, breed you, all mine.”
Arousal floods your body at the thought of him sinking those needle sharp teeth into your skin, the stinging bite of having him mark you like that. Subconsciously, you’re arching your neck to him, baring the soft unmarked skin for his perusal.
He growls, fucking you in long slow thrusts, cock stretching you so open it makes your eyes water. You feel as his hands grip you even tighter, nails pricking your skin and making you bleed.
He scents the air and pants like a dog down at you, drool dripping all over your chest and neck.
“Smell so pretty,” he licks a trail from your jaw down to your clavicle, “wanna taste, w’nna taste, please.”
You’re nodding before you can think better of it, “Yes, yes, Leon.”
His sharp teeth pierce the junction where you neck and shoulder meet making your eyes roll back in your head, crying out loudly while your pussy gushes slick as you cum around Leon’s dick.
He growls and fucks you through your orgasm.
“Never had something so good before,” he’s lapping at the bloody mark on your neck, “god, never felt anything this good ever. So wet, so good, pussy’s so good. Never give you up, never. Kill anyone who touches you. Mine all mine. My mate, my breeder.”
The pain in your neck slowly radiates into syrupy pleasure; it drips down into your body, nipples tightening in pleasure and clit throbbing with want.
“Leon,” you slur, “what, what..”
“Poison,” he sounds apologetic but his eyes watch you hungrily, “make you feel good, aphrodisiac,” he stumbles over the word like it’s new to his vocabulary.
Your cunt aches when Leon pulls completely out and you moan loudly when he bottoms out into you again.
“Full, gotta keep mate nice and full,” his teeth still has flecks of your blood, making your cunt pulse with want again.
“Leon,” you mewl pitifully, hands cupping his face, “s’too much.”
He blinks and his eyes seem to clear for a second, “Sorry, sorry sweetheart, you’re doing so good for me.”
“Yeah?” you whine.
“Yeah, wouldn’t want anyone else but you,” he pants, eyes darkening again, “knew you’d be perfect and you are.”
His voice drops, the low timbre giving you goosebumps, “Perfect mate for me. Never need anyone else.”
Everything goes a little fuzzy on the edges, like you’ve had a little too much to drink; your thoughts are cotton soft and candy sweet.
Leon is smiling at you now, or it looks like a smile, teeth bared at you but with gentle eyes.
“Leon,” you giggle up at him, endorphins running rampant in your blood, bubbling like fresh champagne in a glass.
“Pretty,” he licks at the mark on your neck, “keep you, breed you over and over and over.”
You rock your hips up and moan, body on fire craving for him to cum inside you.
“Leon, want it so bad, cum in me please,” you beg up at him, eyes wet with tears.
He bites you again this time on the shoulder and you scream as another orgasm washes over your body.
“Mate feels so good,” he drools against your neck, licking at the bite.
Your eyes roll back in your head, hips rocking down to press Leon deeper into your cunt somehow. His pelvis grinds against your pudgy clit making your pussy clench repeatedly around his throbbing dick.
You’re both panting and moaning, rutting against each other like animals. Leon keeps biting at your unmarked skin which has you gushing slick around his cock.
“Breed me, Leon, need it,” your tongue is swollen and heavy in your mouth.
You can’t even think past the haze of needy arousal taking over you body. Leon’s sharp claws move up to your ribs, sinking into your skin to draw more blood making you toss your head back with a moan.
“Mark me up,” you scratch at his shoulders, a poor imitation of his own dangerous nails, “feels good.”
Leon’s snarling again, hips picking up a rough pace as he fucks his weeping cock into your squelching cunt.
“Yes, yes, that’s it,” your spine arches as his cock drags against your g spot and knocks against your cervix.
The lizard part of your brain promises you that’s where he belongs, buried deep in your womb.
Leon watches you with sharp blue eyes, mouth panting as drool drips down onto your chest. He starts a slow, rolling grind to capitalize on rubbing against that spongy spot as well as press against the opening to your cervix.
“Perfect,” his voice is deep and gravelly making your clit throb, “breed this pussy good and deep.”
“Yes, Leon, please,” you hump down on him, trying to get him to go faster but he doesn’t budge, “need it so bad, breed me. Want your cum.”
He grunts, eyes lit up with excitement as he just watches you get more and more desperate. You feel like you’re going crazy you’re so turned on.
“Please,” your voice cracks, “it hurts Leon ‘m so empty.”
He finally relents but moves to put you in a mating press, holding your legs up and open, clawed hands pressing against your thighs so he can fuck down into your soaked cunt.
“Need it, need it, please Leon,” you hiccup a whine, “my pussy’s ruined for anyone else, need you to keep me full.”
He growls and snaps his teeth at you, hips thrusting even rougher into your hole making you moan happily.
“Mate you,” he grunts, grinding down into your spasming pussy.
“There,” you gasp, eyes crossing as his cock rubs against your g-spot and grinds against your cervix just right.
Your body’s tightening, orgasm ratcheting up.
“Gonna fill you up,” he groans.
“Uh huh,” you slur, “fuck, ‘m gonna cum, Leon, fuck!”
Thighs shaking when his pelvis catches your clit, your body locks up as you scream out your climax. He keeps grinding against your cervix and g-spot prolonging the pleasure overloading your body. Your mind is wiped of any thoughts, only the feeling of Leon inside your pussy.
“Mine,” his hips buck and stutter, “all mine.”
His mouth opens and he sinks his sharp teeth in your neck again as he pumps your cunt full of hot jizz. Eyes rolling back at the dual sensations, another weak orgasm has your pussy clamping down on his cock. He hisses as you milk him over and over while he spills sticky cum deep into your womb, fat tip pressed right against the opening.
“Leon,” you whimper, hands slipping into his hair to guide him to face you, “kiss please.”
His tongue plunges into your open mouth making you moan as you taste hints of your own blood. Your pussy walls flutter as his cock kicks and throbs, spurting the last of his cum into your cunt.
He slowly slips his tongue out of your mouth at the same time he eases his dick out of your pussy with a wet suctioning noise. Whimpering, your legs lay against the bed as he quickly moves down the length of your body.
He grabs your ass and tilts you up.
“Gotta keep it all inside,” he murmurs, eyes zeroed in on your puffy cunt.
Your body still pulses with aftershocks, but you slowly realize in your soupy brain that the black veins are slowly disappearing. Leon’s mouth is also reforming itself until he only has sharp incisors left. The claws are last to change, but his fingertips still have pointier nails that look like they can still slice you open.
“Leon,” you murmur to grab his attention.
Humming, he looks up at you. His eyes drop down to the bite marks all across your neck and shoulders and his pupils dilate. Gently, he lets go of your hips to move back up your body. He kisses you heatedly, tongue dipping into your mouth with a groan.
“God, I want to do it again,” he drags his lips down to the bites and sucks on them; a mewling cry slipping from your mouth.
He shifts up and kisses you again, nipping your bottom lip until blood fills your kiss.
“Taste so good,” he whispers into your mouth before sucking on your lip, “pretty little mate.”
You finally pull away, exhaustion making your eyes droop.
“Leon, I can’t, at least not right now,” you stroke his jaw, admiring his flushed face.
“Sorry,” he turns and kisses your wrist, placing a small bite on the skin, “you’re just driving me crazy right now. You look and smell so good.”
You giggle, still feeling a little loopy from the mind blowing sex, “Well that’s all your fault, mister.”
He sheepishly grins at you, “Yeah. I really am sorry you know.”
You pull him down to kiss his cheek.
“Don’t be. I’ve been kinda hoping we’d fuck,” you boop his nose with a laugh at his scandalous expression.
“I just meant—“
“I know,” you cut him off with a smile, “and as insane as that was, definitely the best I’ve ever had.”
You gently touch the first bite with your hand and feel a zing of pleasure all the way down to your pussy.
“A girl could get addicted to this,” you murmur, running your other hand through his hair.
He nuzzles into your neck, dropping kisses all over the marks. Sighing, you let him kiss your neck until you feel his teeth scraping the skin.
“No more of that,” he whines at you, “m tired, Leon. Need to sleep.”
Placing one last kiss on the first bite mark, he drops down beside you and tugs you into his chest. You sigh and snuggle into him. He runs his fingernails down your back making you shiver, body going lax in his hold.
As you drift off to sleep you hear him whisper into your hair, “All mine.”
in my English seminar reading Clay's Ark by Octavia Butler.
Plot synopsis: Alien symbiote infects a community of people making them superhuman
the catch: they have an insane sex drive and need to breed everything and reproduce. It's the symbiote requiring them to carry on their DNA
they dc if it's an adult fucking a child or not. They dc if they rape or not.
BOY OH BOY WHAT DOES THAT REMIND ME OF
Every time we discuss in class or I continue reading my brain autofills in "Plagas!Neighbor!Leon who needs to reproduce" because to a T those smut oneshots follow every single beat in the story but go in more detail
hey can i hype up 8 and 9 AMs for a second (yes im an actual psycho)
pros:
1. you’re fresh in the morning. Adderall hasn’t worn off yet for my adhd girlies
2. legit there’s nothing like the peacefulness of campus on ur way to class. the way the golden hour hits the leaves in the spring lowkey makes me a little emotional it’s so beautiful i love nature
3. the morning is just so beautiful and serene in general. nobody’s really up yet
4. if you take an 8-9 am and then 9:15-10:50 am back to back on tues/thurs you are literally free for the rest of the day to do chores, art projects, study at ur own pace, play video games whatever tf
— trust i park my ass on the quad the minute i get out and sunbathe while reading a fic on my kindle or watercolor while listening to music. except for getting food im out there in the same spot from 11 to legit like 8 pm sometimes
5. good practice of self discipline. i want to go into corporate work where you have to wake up early every morning
6. did i mention no commitments for the rest of the day
cons:
1. waaaahhhhh it’s too early
if you did it in high school on 4 hours of sleep, 5 extracurriculars, parents mad at you, homework for 7 bomboclaat classes, AND not eating breakfast every morning you can do it again i promise
whomever just liked my whittaker clicker training drabble at the unfathomable hour of 7:33 AM EST i’m begging you please give the day a chance goodness me
i was sick last week and to force myself to drink water i would look in the mirror and tell myself “if you don’t drink this whole water bottle now then kainess is canon” and i would finish the whole thing
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