A Disappointment
Authors note: This is a repost because I can't find the original post. So I'm gonna repost all my old fics and try to make a masterlist. I wrote this right after I saw infinity war. Please enjoy
There is another part to this story, it's the same story but Tonys POV
And a Failure
Warning: hella angst
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“Uh, Mister Stark, I don’t feel so good,” I said weakly. It felt like my body was burning, freezing, and being poked by a thousand needles all at the same time.
“You’re alright,” Mister Stark said, but I knew he was lying
“I don’t know– I don’t know what’s happening,” I gasped out as I fell into Mister Stark’s arms.
Ned and Aunt May– Oh Aunt May, I knew I would never see her again. No, please no.
I started grasping at his back and shoulder, trying to find an anchor to keep me here with him. I felt him tighten his hold on me
“I don’t, I don’t want to go, I don’t wanna go, Mister Stark, please. Please I don’t wanna go I don’t wanna go,” I whimpered weakly. I was losing my balance, and I couldn't feel my legs. He lowered me to the ground, his arms shaking as much as my heart.
I felt cold. I let Mister Stark, Aunt May, everyone, down. I’ve disappointed them.
“I’m sorry.” I could barely hear myself say those words.
I looked away from Mister Stark’s face. I couldn’t stare any longer knowing I’d see disappointment.
I looked to the stars wishing I had kissed Aunt May before I went to school that morning. I felt the oncoming death. It was like a cold whisper; I was numb and then.....
