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  「of thoughts and rants」   current mood : (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻

[potatoinblack]

And if ever i said those three magical words, believe me, coz I mean it.

d.c

[daaamnpaolo]

An Open Letter To The People I Used To Love

Hi,

It’s been a while. It’s sad that things had to be this way. I apologize for not being the perfect playlist of your life. I apologize for the summer fights and cold nights that put cracks on your walls. I thought I could tear them down and be even closer to you. If you’d ask me how I’m doing, I’d say I’m doing great. Maybe not as great when I was with you but I’m coping. I’m slowly getting used to the idea of impermanence of people in my life. My skies might turn grey but I hope the sun still shines on you. I wish I could move on but the thing is, I never learned how to do it. I know when I bump into a memory of you, things will just come back to me. Maybe it wouldn’t make me feel anything anymore but I’m sure I’ll remember you. Thank you for making me happier and letting me realize the existence of sadness even if I’m with my favorite person. Lastly, I hope you’ve already found the greatest story of your life. I hope your favorite person shows you off proudly. If we bump into each other one day, maybe we could get a drink and talk about you and me, separately. This letter wasn’t made to blame you or love but to make you realize that even if we’re not together anymore, the parts you gave me are still here inside my heart. Never will I throw them out. You own a spot inside me and you still somehow make me feel alive. See you soon. I wish you enough, always. 

PS: This letter is sealed with a forehead kiss and long tight hug. I loved you.

[potatoinblack]

Relate (;-;)

[potatoinblack]

sometimes you have to learn how to bottled up feelings, because somehow, it can make things better.

sometimes you have to bear the pain alone.

that you have to cry alone, and you have to stand alone.

because sometimes sharing it to others will just make the things worse.

[potatoinblack]

Mitsuki × Mirai 2k17 Graphix.

[potatoinblack]

This is my 'own' kind of art and I dont give a damn if you like it or not.

[potatoinblack]

Stop. Please stop. I'm begging you. Stop breaking my heart.

[potatoinblack]

you’re one hell of a beatiful art

[potatoinblack]

they told you about how great a love is, how beautiful it is, how wonderful it is. but darling haven’t they tell you about how devastating it is? how it can cause so much tears? how much it can cause flames that will slowly eat you?

they told you about its beauty, yet they didn’t tell you how much it hurts.

[potatoinblack]

people don’t change. you just think that they’re changing because they become what they’re not used to be.

the truth is they’re just remembering how to be their real selves.

from the very beginning they believe that they are someone else, that they are what they believe they are. they’re living to pretend, but the time will come and they’ll wake up out of their fantasies.

and the moment you saw the changes, that’s the moment they choose to be their unique and beautiful selves.

[potatoinblack]

they’re saying that i need to be open, yet every time i stand naked in front of them being my fragile self, they just fucked up everything making me afraid of letting anyone to see who I really am.

[potatoinblack]

My goodness. Haha!

Morrisson ♡ ▷ credits to all resources used ▷ do not steal ▷ do not re-edit ▷ miraimushroom graphix ▷ 2k17

[potatoinblack]

GAAAAAAH! I DIDN’T EXPECT IT TO BE LIKE THIS. This is my first time doing this style of book cover, so… is this kind of magic? 😶

▷ credits to all resources used ▷ do not steal ▷ do not re-edit ▷ miraimushroom graphix ▷ 2k17

[potatoinblack]

HUMAYGAS HAHAHAHAHAHA HANEPS ANG LQ. AY EM NAT SATISPAYD WID DIZ. HAHHAHAHAHA

(Sabi ko naman kasi sa'yo idol. Peyl nga kasi, ahu sorna. :<) ▷ credits to all recources used

[potatoinblack]

Yes, I'm keeping my eyes closed, As if they can't see the colors of the world Yes, I'm keeping my ears closed, Letting every word vanish in the air Yes, I'm keeping my lips closed, Saying nothing but silence. But dear don't you forget, I'm still wide awake. ▷ credits to all resources used ▷ do not steal ▷ do not re-edit ▷ miraimushroom graphix ▷ 2k17

[potatoinblack]

You’re my favorite kind of sweet and my favorite kind of heartache.

d.c

[potatoinblack]

I’m happy because you are. Even i’m not the reason of your smiles.

d.c

[potatoinblack]

Still drowning

d.c.