Ugh even if I haven’t been on here in months I need to use it to vent.
I know this is normal and that just because she’s “dating” him doesn’t mean she’s not going to have time for me. Sure, I don’t like the guy, but if she’s happy I’m happy. But I feel like she’s basically forgotten about me. I hate that we’re both passive aggressive because I’m not going to say anything and she’s not going to say anything, until one night I drink too much and get pissed off. What do I even do? I hate this. This is so incredibly stupid. UGH
Why the hell can’t I just be happy for her? I hate myself.
I also hate the guy. Like why are you so not funny? Why don’t you have a personality of your own? Your eyes are also way too big what are we an anime character. AND WHY DO YOU NOT DO ANYTHING EXCEPT STAY IN YOUR DORM ROOM AND WATCH YOUTUBE VIDEOS? Like c’mon. You’re 19, go out and make a difference in the world, Jesus Christ. I really really really really don’t like you.
Also I have work in like 3 hours and I hate myself and I hate him and I hate her and I just hate everything.
