precious pride

my outlet, my life, for your eyes, bare with me.

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Daily post.

My posts have turned into a lot of just Huntahs perfection.. Which I don't think many would mind and I sure as hell don't but I want to get some responses? What does everyone want to know? Or want to see? I have plenty to tell and show just don't have any idea where to begin. Input is needed.

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when I say I wanna have sex I don’t mean I wanna get fucked and cum I mean I wanna makeout with someone for half an hour on my couch with grabby hands all over my body and our teeth clashing because we get so into it that we can’t stop kissing, I mean slow desperate, needy grinding on each other before we take it to the bed, bumping our heads, giggling as we take our clothes off, trying to adjust and get into the right position, I mean having someone on top of me and looking up at them to see that blissful little grin on their face before they scrunch it up a lil and moan because it feels sooooo good and I mean making each other cum so good we end up all out of breath, a sweaty, happy mess, fingers still intertwined, my legs still around their waist, making out again, that’s what I want and it would be kinda cool if I could have it now

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So relevant

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Love life.

Haven't posted in a few days.. Sorry about that if there's anyone actually reading this. You must be wondering who's the handsome guy in my header and the hand ever so lightly caressing my leg in my last post. Well his name is Huntah and you'll be seeing an awfully ton of him, maybe a little too much. Huntah has had my heart for the past five years we're young and making it through Life day by day. For our age a relationship that long isn't common but it's for us we didn't plan it didn't see it coming but it came and has lasted. It's difficult every single day but it's worth it. I'm lucky for our love to be dedicated to each other and may not feel it all day every day but still feel it everyday makes it worth it. Give or take the days I want to kill him but then the make up days make up for it and of course the Sex adds to it too. Being able to grow sexually together has been a journey and a journey well learnt. We were both Virgins and both lost it to each other and there hasn't been a Red Light since. This is just a piece of information you'll have about Huntah but there will be more due to come. Patiently wait ladies. -Bashlin

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no control.

So as of right now whom ever is reading this knows absolutely nothing about me beside my name and how I started this account just to have an outlet. That’s ok, it’s exactly what I want. Post by post i’ll tell you more and more and you’ll see my daily life as time goes on All the good ol’ juicy stuff. First thing you need to know if you already haven’t figured it out I have absolutely no control over my own life... well at least that’s how I feel. I’m in my last two years of my teenage years and to this day I feel I haven’t made one true decision in my life without taking “someones” input into account and out of all the choices I’ve chosen the one that was mostly made by me with be choosing to make it is the choice of me continuing to stay with my boyfriend since 2010 but even that choice over all these years still had “someones” ruling or option in it.. This “someone” is specifically One person but I still don’t feel comfortable stating who for one reason because I don’t want to push complete blame on the person and another reason because it’s not always 100% them maybe 85% of the time it is this One person but not 100% so we’ll just call “her” (yes it’s a her) “someone” lets call her Lilly. Lily is going to be involved in most of my posts and you’ll soon realize that. I’m not going to give you guys too much back story on Lily because I want you to visualize her with an open mind but just know she’s a women, she means the most to me, she’s been there since I was a New born and has always pushed me to be the strong women she sees me being. Lily is Very opinionated and Extremely confident, at least that’s what she leads on. Lily is the type of person who can see through people whither you like it or not, whither you believe it or not she sees the potential in you. Some people she chooses not to see completely but the ones she cares for the most she does and because of her being that kind of person she always knows you can do better which means hear how she’s proud of you isn’t felt or heard often. You know when she is but never hear is directly much just like not hearing how she’s sorry herself. She’ll fight you nail and teeth if she thinks what she’s thinking is true and if she’s proven wrong it’s a very fast and discrete “i was wrong” and then move on. Lily is one of the most caring people I’ve had in my life which is the best and worse thing. She sees me being this person that I have a heard time seeing myself be, which often leads to disappointments on both our parts I feel. As much as I want to be ‘that’ person I always find myself being the opposite. Me always being that Opposite always leads to fights and Arguments with Lily practically daily. Especially if Lily was stressed out by someone else previously but she won’t admit that..

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Lily has been behind every choice I’ve ever made wither it’s by my side on it, fighting me on it or stating her own option about it she’s there, behind every damn one of them. I’m not saying it as in it being a bad thing because she doesn’t mean it to be. I know she does it because she cares because she Loves me. If any one in this world truly Loves me it’s Lily and I know that for a fact! As I’ve gotten older Lilly being that involved with every choice is basically expected if I like it or not I know she’s going to be a part of it and it’s like I’ve gotten use to it. She doesn’t make me allow her to anymore i allow her too myself on stuff most people wouldn’t and I know the day is coming when I don’t when I make a choice for myself with nobody behind me on it besides Myself and when that day comes I know it will feel right. I love Lily with everything I have in me even if I don’t show it which she knows I don’t.. I Love her and allowing her to be such apart of me making choices for myself at this age is starting to get to me too much. (what this whole post is about) She knows i’m growing up and I know I am too, her wanting me to always be a better me will always be a goal I have for myself and know how she’ll always have it for me too but the little things I allow her to control just aren’t ok with me anymore and I’m going to be figuring out a way how to handle it. If she likes it or not, i’ll be taking control over my own life. -Bashlin

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new steps.

I’m starting this new blog because I need an outlet, an outlet to type everything I feel daily with Absolutely no restrictions (so be warned). Regardless if i get 1, 20, 100 or even 1000 views I’m starting this for me and for all I know along the way it could possibly help somebody else out and it could be the best for both of us or even All of us. We’ll see where it takes us till then be ready for as planned Daily post about Personal experiences to give you a look into the life i live Flaws, mess ups, mistakes, regrets, relationships, memories, sex and all. Are you ready? because I am. - I’m Bashlyn