Vom!t_Bunny

18 Tw: ana vent account diary. !!I am not pro!! Block dont report.

[prettybunnyboyx]

I'm honestly at my limit. Tw: svicide, 3d, $h

If I dont get help real fucking soon then after these next two weekends you guys will never hear from me again. I'm tired of hiding my symptoms and trying to keep it together. I'm not getting any better and I can no longer talk myself through it. Damn..so close to my birthday too. 11/09/2005-11/1/2024. Sounds like a fucking plan to me. Then when people ask my parents "what did *she* do for her birthday or say tell *her* happy birthday for me" they can explain that because they were stupid twats their child died 8 days before their birthday. I'm tired of the cutting, the starving, the violent thoughts and urges. I'm sick of wanting to hurt others. I'm sick of him, sick of her. I'm sick of me. Hell, haha..I'm just plain ol' fucking sick. Fuck everyone who ever thought that I was okay and that I was going to get better. Fuck everyone who gave me false hope. Fuck everyone who *THINKS* they know me. I dont even know myself. I'm ready to just be done.

[prettybunnyboyx]

Damn yall that was kinda silly..anyways happy to announce that my I'm still alive lol

[prettybunnyboyx]

More th1nsp0!

[frogb0nez]

Reblog if you're active on edblr January 2024, looking for active moots😊💕

(No minors please!)

[prettybunnyboyx]

I'm honestly at my limit. Tw: svicide, 3d, $h

If I dont get help real fucking soon then after these next two weekends you guys will never hear from me again. I'm tired of hiding my symptoms and trying to keep it together. I'm not getting any better and I can no longer talk myself through it. Damn..so close to my birthday too. 11/09/2005-11/1/2024. Sounds like a fucking plan to me. Then when people ask my parents "what did *she* do for her birthday or say tell *her* happy birthday for me" they can explain that because they were stupid twats their child died 8 days before their birthday. I'm tired of the cutting, the starving, the violent thoughts and urges. I'm sick of wanting to hurt others. I'm sick of him, sick of her. I'm sick of me. Hell, haha..I'm just plain ol' fucking sick. Fuck everyone who ever thought that I was okay and that I was going to get better. Fuck everyone who gave me false hope. Fuck everyone who *THINKS* they know me. I dont even know myself. I'm ready to just be done.

[prettybunnyboyx]

Once I'm skinny I'll be problem free.

(I'm delusional. I still need to deal with the PTSD, bpd, sh addiction, and psychosis)

[thatgingerinrecovery-deactivate]

As soon as September hits the eating disorder starts disordering like it’s supposed to every year. Anyone else feel the same way

[prettybunnyboyx]

It really does, doesnt it?

[deadinparadice]

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

Depression Hotline:[phone]

Suicide Hotline:[phone]

LifeLine:1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project:1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support:1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline:[phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault:1-800-656-4673

Grief Support:1-650-321-5272

Runaway:1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale:After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse:1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem):08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem):08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information):0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice):0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support:0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders):08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care:08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs):0800776600

Drinkline:0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales:0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland:08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline:[phone]

India Suicide Helpline:022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada):1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7

suicide hotlines;

Argentina:54-0223-493-0430

Australia:13-11-14

Austria:01-713-3374

Barbados:429-9999

Belgium:106

Botswana:391-1270

Brazil:21-233-9191

China:852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong:2389-2222)

Costa Rica:606-253-5439

Croatia:01-4833-888

Cyprus:357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic:222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark:70-201-201

Egypt:762-1602

Estonia:6-558-088

Finland:040-5032199

France:01-45-39-4000

Germany:0800-181-0721

Greece:1018

Guatemala:502-234-1239

Holland:0900-0767

Honduras:504-237-3623

Hungary:06-80-820-111

Iceland:44-0-8457-90-90-90

India:022 2754 6669

Israel:09-8892333

Italy:06-705-4444

Japan:3-5286-9090

Latvia:6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia:03-756-8144

(Singapore:1-800-221-4444)

Mexico:525-510-2550

Netherlands:0900-0767

New Zealand:4-473-9739

New Guinea:675-326-0011

Nicaragua:505-268-6171

Norway:47-815-33-300

Philippines:02-896-9191

Poland:52-70-000

Portugal:239-72-10-10

Russia:8-20-222-82-10

Spain:91-459-00-50

South Africa:0861-322-322

South Korea:2-715-8600

Sweden:031-711-2400

Switzerland:143

Taiwan:0800-788-995

Thailand:02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago:868-645-2800

Ukraine:0487-327715

[irregularreality]

don't be tempted, the food is not worth it and you know that deep down. so let it go and fly away like the angel you are

[prettybunnyboyx]

Does anyone remember the cotton scene from scream queens? That shit gave me ideas when I was younger. I'm not surprised I starve myself now❤

[ilongtobethin]

Who needs laxatives and gagging when you can just be lactose intolerant and give yourself food poisoning

[prettybunnyboyx]

Glad I'm not the only one who does this.

[b0n3s-b1tch]

can yall reblog this post if ur an ed blog? my dash is lowkey dead lol and i need more moots :)

[sk-el-et-on]

Reblog if:

- You support recovery.

- You support those in recovery.

- You support seeking help.

- You want  people to seek help.

- You think everyone is beautiful, regardless of their weight.

- Even if you yourself, aren’t seeking help or are in recovery, want others too.

[gothz4ever69-deactivated2024052]

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[prettybunnyboyx]

I have a discord server up!!!

I have a server for people with higher sw and cw. Its non toxic and a safe place! Dm for the link. +14 It is trans and lgbtq+ friendly.

Please note it's still under construction. I'm adding things and all that

[prettybunnyboyx]

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You really think that recovery would make you happy? When you still look like *that*? You're ridiculous. Get your head in the game. Suck it up. Stop being a baby. You don't need to recover, you need to starve. Take my advice and drink some water and go do something productive.

[prettybunnyboyx]

Going to a friends house that encourages you to eat and having to take your sister to a birthday party the next day<<

Istg I'm gonna pace until I drop after this.

[sicklilsecrets-deactivated20240]

Why😵‍💫

Why are they allowed to do that 😭

[prettybunnyboyx]

I could have lived happily not k owing this🤠

[prettybunnyboyx]

About to shake my ass to burn some cals. Thank god I need to practice on some floor work.