So I’m out working with Postmates and I’m picking up an order 1 minute after having a fucking panic attack.
I’m so upset. And angry.
I had to go pick up an order before this, and I was upset to find out it was in a mall. A mall with a full parking lot.
So I go in there and immediately notice that the mall is packed and most people aren’t wearing masks.
I try to keep my distance but no one respects that. People walk so close to me when there’s plenty of room and they don’t have to.
After a while I finally make it to the food court just to find out the restaurant was actually closed. When I checked the app it said it was supposed to be open until 9pm, but it wasn’t.
So here I am, speed walking to get out of that place as fast as I can, hyperventilating under my mask. When I finally get to my car I start crying because I realized I wasted all that time when I could’ve been taking another order.
I wanted to just go home and lay in bed but I need the money.
But anyways, I fucking hate people. I fucking hate this country. Yesterday Florida experiences the most new cases of Covid in 1 day. In one day more than 4,000 new people got covid. I live in Georgia and things aren’t doing well here either.
But here they all, opening malls back up, ignoring the ongoing pandemic because they just don’t care.
Now i can’t go see my grandmother tomorrow like I planned on doing. I can’t see her for two weeks now because I have to be safe and keep her health in mind.
And if I have it, my mom is definitely going to get it. And she’s one of the people who thinks that covid isn’t actually that bad and people are making it look worse than it is as a political tactic so she would spread it to so many people because she genuinely does not care.
I genuinely hate these people. The people that don’t care about covid. And when we see a huge spike in cases in the next couple weeks, and overwhelm the healthcare system AGAIN people are going to realize it was their fault and they still won’t care.
Even if people took the most basic precautions, it would make things so much better.
But anyways. Sorry for the rant. I just wanted to vent somewhere and I felt like this was a good place for that since the majority of my followers seem to be very nice people. If you read this thank you for listening to this very long rant 😅