i’m 20 years old | cancer 🦀 | I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP | ftm pre everything | vers with HEAVY sub lean | bisexual but lean more gay, ladies love you tho
keep reading under the cut <3
kinks ~
puppy boy (i’m either your pet or your guard dog) somno, humiliation/degradation, i have an insane daddy kink, impact play, being a brat, cockwarming, forcemasc, being treated like a prince…
i also have a few trauma kinks such as cnc and general dubcon and i do tag these when i post them! but really just don’t follow if you don’t like
terms i prefer ~
puppy, bunny, baby, good boy, baby boy, mutt, prince
my other interests you may see ~
film is one of my special interests, i’m autistic. you may sometimes see film reblogs and i’m really happy to talk about it in dms! i love games, particularly silent hill and outlast rn. i also like fear and hunger a lot and i know all the lore. yep. mhm. i love classical literature (ik how is a puppy smart enough for that…) but i also enjoy your typical booktok smut too. but my biggest interest is my partner so hehe.
dms and ask policy ~
my dms are open!! freaky is permitted in asks however if you are in my dms it is sfw friend way, i have a boyfriend
i also block liberally. i will block you if you are ~
a minor or no age i can see in your account (don’t make me do math ill just block you) zionist, racist, pedo/map, zoo (i can’t believe im having to put that), hardcore age players too and people who post excessive/hardcore fauxcest that stuff freaks me out a little so i will block. if you post scat, things about blood/necro i also don’t fw it. i also have a phobia of needles so if your blog tends to focus on that no hard feelings but i will block
quick disclaimer ~
i’m mentally ill. ik. who’d have guessed. but sometimes i do tend to spiral and during these i may post on here. i will tag it when it’s bad but if you’re easily triggered by ed talk (pro health and recovery), sh talk and things related to bpd splitting i wouldn’t follow. love you though <3
i can’t wait to be on t, get top surgery and change my name. then me and him can move away somewhere where nobody knows what i was and only knows who i am now
the more i think about my gender the more i think of what i missed out on. i think if i grew up as a boy and was socialised that way id be so much happier. but noooooo i just had to be born fucked and now get nervous when someone looks at me too long
lemme be your boy, your man even. i wanna take care of you and hold you close. i want to protect you and have you lean on me. i want to fuck rough and hard and not have you worry about me. i’m a fucking man, you’re allowed to treat me like one
I <3 kink that helps structure a relationship and how I show love for my partner all the time, not just in the bedroom or during sex
I <3 kink that can’t fit into the BDSM 101 classes because all of its edges resist being blunted for beginners
I <3 kink that isn’t all playing pretend, kink that’s playing with the true and messy parts of ourselves, where the power dynamic is deeper than the roleplay and rooted in something very very real
I <3 lifestyle kink and the way that deviants fall in love
I don't know who my intended audience is here, so whoever needs to hear this, I am begging you to learn to participate in conversations that are about things you aren't interested in.
Part of socializing and having friends is being a good listener even when you don't actually give a shit about the subject.
Your are hurting other people's feelings when you bluntly respond with "Anyway..." and then change the topic.
It can not always be about your preferred topic.
You are being rude. Yes, even if you are neurodivergent. You can be both autistic and rude.
UGH I want puppy things so bad, like no i dont need my silly hands, let me have paws to paw at people and I want floppy ears and a tail that wags so people know when I'm happyyy. And I want a bowl that I'm forced to eat out of and a kennel to sit in thats away from everyone, but I won't sleep in it at night because I'm a good boy and my owner will let me sleep in bed with him!
Corrupting a pup so badly he can’t do anything without thinking of me or having me approve of it. Being his owner, his god, his world. Let me have complete control over you. You are my lamb… let your shepherd take good care of you, boy.
