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She/Her 🏳️‍🌈

[mafuyyyy]

i actually need everyone to understand that luis madrigal being a trans woman or under the trans umbrella is a fair headcanon

like

oh you don’t wanna seem like your mom??

you want to be seen as more than strong, or not even have that part of you acknowledged at all??

that’s very transgender of you, girl !! it’s okay !! I personally hc him to be bigender with he/she pronouns, cuz i don’t think she hates being a guy or isn’t one in any capacity, she’s just also a girl. and she loves it and we love that for her !! it just feels very awkward to her to be a girl when all she’s done before was conform to one side, and now he realizes he’s in the middle and it feels very wonky to her.

another character i think is transfem is pink. oh my god that’s my trans girl of the year right now i swear (last year it was akiyama mizuki for obvious reasons).

like c’mon.

people belittle you for being overly you??

people brush you off, not counting you as someone they should care about??

you say it’s hard to be the sister of your sister, the bolder one that was immediately known as a girl and the firstborn??

you have to constantly force yourself to be included in everything??

oh girl.

pink should ALWAYS be in on all the fun oh my god, that is my daughter over here.

like this girl really loves being a sister, specifically a sister, she loves doing the “girl” things, she lets herself be demoted to an annoying younger sister if it means she’s a girl. she loves being kind, and she loves having people use it, but she can’t figure out how to have them truly appreciate it.

this is why i feel like the scene where red calls out to pink for help is so important to her specifically, because she finally pushed and shoved her way to do something. red’s need drew her in, but she finally utilized herself and was stubborn that the maze let her in. and it worked, she did it, and she was still her. and i think she quietly realized that, because pink isn’t one to make a big deal of something like her own logic. another thing that definitely also helped was when hazel pointed out her own behavior. pink asks rhetorically if she’s truly that useless, and hazel replies “well maybe, if you’re gonna sit here and take it”. and that definitely started something in pink’s head, not just for that moment, but a long time after.

i love my trans girls oh my goddddd 😭😭😭

[princesspalindrome]

This was basically their first interaction, wasn’t it?

Except it was a whole lot more gay.

[princesspalindrome]

Faithful

I wish I was mad 

I am mad

I’m alone and I like it that way

I’m lonely

I hate this and I think I deserve it

No one deserves this

I’m sad

I should be sad

I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know 

I don’t know how to exist like I matter

I don’t matter

Everything matters

Nilhlism eats me like a cracker

Drinks me like wine

I wish I was dead

I don’t want to die

[princesspalindrome]

Hysteria

Hysteria is

My favourite way to drown

In a river of my own tears

Eroding the rocks I call my life.

I am oscillating.

Weak.

Dizzy.

As the current sweeps over me

I am not sure if I am

Screaming

Or

Laughing

But either way I

Can’t

Fucking

Breathe.

[princesspalindrome]

Zoé and Ray’s dynamic (miraculous ladybug)

Season 6 is over and yet the ending of Daddycop still has me in a chokehold. Grendiaper only made my obsession worse. The dynamic between Ray and Zoé is such a mess and I love it so so so much. They hate each other. They’re old friends. He’s blackmailing her. She’s going to beat him up. He stalked her to another continent. They know everything about eachother. They know nothing about eachother. They’re exes. They’re both gay. Can you tell that I’m so normal about this this. I’m not obsessed at all.

There is an unfortunate lack of content regarding these two and it makes me think I’m the only one who cares about this extremely toxic relationship.

[princesspalindrome]

Me, making cake frosting for the first time: I Can’t Believe It’s Just Butter

[princesspalindrome]

Baking got me feeling like George from George’s Marvellous Medicine. You’ve gotta get every ingredient in the exact right amount, black out, sell your soul to the devil, say a magical chant, or else it’ll go completely wrong and maybe kill your grandmother.

[princesspalindrome]

To anyone who loves Gabenath or are missing them after s6, listen to this song. Besides being absolutely beautiful, it fits them perfectly. It was made for them.

[rems-rambles]

Just to raise awareness at the situation in Canada right now to my non-Canadian followers: Toronto has been ranked as having the worst air quality in the world right now due to wildfires.

Toronto is not a wildfire-prone area. It is extremely close to the USA border, and the smog is currently affecting NY right now. There is literal chunks of debris in the air. The sky is orange, and the sun is nowhere to be seen.

Climate change and its effects are right outside your door. Data centres are the cause for the insane heat waves across the globe, and the increase in wildfires and other natural disasters.

You will watch recordings of the world burn around you, and only when you are behind the camera will you realize there is no going back.

Stop the data centres. Protect our planet.

[riotd]

do you ever get the irresistible urge to bash your head against a brick wall

[riotd]

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

[princesspalindrome]

hunger is a fire

Hunger is a fire

Burning my synapses

And there is water in my sinuses

My mouth

My eyes

And my soul is a fog

It wants to float away

So I will eat the flesh of my enemies

My own skin tastes

Sour

In my mouth

I will eat my heart out

Stab it with a knife and tear it out of my chest

Blood on my lips is salty

Like the tears

Which sting my tongue 

I crush my eyes

Into sweet wine

Drunk on pain

Dionysus will save me from my humanity

Save me from the fire 

The water in my sinuses

My mouth

My eyes

And my soul will float away