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[jejungkook]

129: TAE'S LEFT OR RIGHT ASS CHEEK?

....jimin?

[prkjimns]

[yvngbokie]

private: aww, i'm glad to here you say that. i think so as well, hyung. i couldn't see myself with anyone but him honestly. you can always reach out to me. i don't mind at all. yeah... even back home in australia, i know my parents raised me a certain way so i never really asked too much about certain things. i'm trying not to but i don't wanna be a nervous mess when we finally get to that point. i know i'd overthink and then probably chicken out. i'll keep that in mind hyung. i know he'd make sure to assure me the whole time as well. i get that. a new relationship is just so different than i'm used to. dating just never was on my radar before but i'm glad i get to date jinnie. he tells me that all the time actually. he loves me for who i am. it never fails to make me happy. you think so? i know being experienced doesn't matter and if anything i know i'll be comfortable the whole time. it's a lot of learning and unlearning things for me here. i do want it to be a least a little special since he's the one i'm letting have all of me.

[prkjimns]

PRIVATE: you two are beautiful together. i think you win the most beautiful couple award and i'm not just saying that to flatter you. i've always wanted to get closer to you when i found out you and hyunjin were a thing, this just gave me the perfect reason. i'm glad we can bond over something like this. it's personal, but it makes a friendship interesting. i was going to ask you about that, but i figured it was close to a korean household since your parents are korean, yeah? nervous mess or not, he's going to support you and respect if you want things to go farther or not. it's special to give yourself to someone like that, especially when it comes to someone like you or me... since we don't do that often. so, i think that's why he wants that. after all, it's all about making you feel good. i think when you're in a same sex relationship, everyone gets so caught up in top/bottom dynamics... don't let that make you nervous. don't go in it thinking you have to act or feel a certain way, let things flow naturally. i'm sure he'd be willing to make it special for you. i can put in a good word.

[yvngbokie]

private: hey hyung! i'm doing good and i don't mind you reaching out at all honestly. were you? he's always gushing about me to someone. oh? did he now? i mean, i appreciate that you relate so i can have someone to talk to about this. it's just a lot honestly. i wouldn't be upset to talk your ear off about it all. it's totally fine and i really am glad you reached out. aww, thanks. i think it's more that i'm nervous. not that i'll do something wrong or anything. i've never been intimate before or even dated. i was too busy to ever think of doing either so i might get in my head a little. plus i could never do hook ups or just date someone randomly. i'd rather know them first. which is why i'm glad i'm dating jinnie. i trust him and know he'll take good care of me. plus i've read into what goes on but that doesn't mean i know exactly what to expect at all.

[prkjimns]

PRIVATE: you two are an amazing match and i love how happy you make hyunjin, it makes me smile. i just love love, you know? yeah, and i can't lie, i was a little apprehensive about reaching out to you. i know we are both adults, but i didn't want to make things awkward, especially with how taboo things like this are in a korean household back when we grew up. yeah, and that's totally normal to be nervous. i think though, like i said to jinnie, i think you need to stop thinking so hard about it. get out of your own head cause i know for me? i was catastrophizing constantly, making small things into big things. trust me when i say, when you're in the moment... you're not going to have anything on your mind but him. dating is still something that's unfamiliar with me, especially since i'm in such a new relationship... but you have to know and get it through your head, that hyunjin is going to love you exactly how you are. despite your experience or inexperience. in fact... i think it's kind of hotter for them if we are inexperienced... at least it was for my boyfriend. if you want to try things out, start out slow and experiment. it's the only way you are going to face your hesitation when it comes to it.

[hyunjinhw]

PRIVATE: so you get why i'm sort of conflicted, right? because a part of me wants to keep him pure and untouched and another part of me is having entirely different thoughts.. no, the thing is, i get the vibe that he does want to, but he's also nervous. nervous about performance, nervous about how it would feel, nervous about moving in that kind of direction with me. when i brought it up a while ago, he just said he hadn't met the right person yet, so i don't think it's necessarily about waiting for marriage or anything like that. at least he's never said anything that would suggest it. see, i knew you'd be the right person to talk to about this, because the last thing i want is for lixie to feel uncomfortable because the conversation came from me, like i'm pushing him... which i would never do. and i wouldn't even bring it up with you if it wasn't because he's been kind of giving me the impression that he might want to have sex. no, nothing has happened beyond making out or touching, nothing like what you'd probably assume. that's the extent of it. i think that's the difference between you and lixie, at least in that sense. he's a lot more shy, you know? he knows he's gorgeous, he knows he's desired, but it's like he doesn't fully grasp just how magical he actually is. would you? i think maybe because it's me, he kind of clams up. like he doesn't want to embarrass himself or admit certain feelings or needs.

[prkjimns]

PRIVATE: i think you feel conflicted because you two love each other very much, that is apparent. but, also at the same time, intimacy is a big part of a relationship. whether we like to admit it or not, it's normal to want more, but you also have to respect and compromise with one another. i think he's just thinking way too much about it, i know because that was also me. because you and i both know, when you're with that right person, performance anxiety seems to fade into the background. everything just seems to fall into place. look at me... like i'm some sex therapist. aish. well, he needs to know just how magical he is, cause once he does... it'll open up that side of the relationship you two have yet to explore with one another. it's like... seeing a unicorn. yes, of course. you know i'd do anything for you, jinnie. i'm not going to push him, but let him know i'll be his hyung if he needs to talk.

[prkjimns]

PRIVATE: hey lix, i hope you're doing well and i hope you don't mind me reaching out. i was talking to jinnie and he was gushing about you, of course, and he mentioned a few things that really stuck with me in my heart. i think you and i are very similar, more similar than i ever thought, especially when it comes to being intimate with someone. so, if there is anyone you ever wanted to talk to, who knows how you're feeling and has lived through shared experiences, i will happily be your listening ear hyung. if not, that's okay too... i just wanted to reach out and let you know that you're not alone... and what you're going through isn't shameful in the least bit, it's actually honorable. @yvngbokie

[hyunjinhw]

even if it's all in your head, i still think it's something you should talk to them about. you've known each other for most of your lives and i feel like that kind of history comes with a certain level of trust and respect, right? ...we're not there yet. you were allowed to do that because you're BTS and korea's economy practically depends on you. you can get away with things like that. imagine us showing up drunk on stage.. our heads would be rolling before the encore. whatever deal you made with a witch to unlock this next level of self-love, just know that i got there first. you're working with my leftovers. and that's great. i'm really happy for you and i don't think you should ever apologize for who you love. PRIVATE: he's.. perfect. so fucking perfect. if angels were real, i'm pretty sure he'd be one of them. the only thing is, and this isn't an issue at all, he's never really had any experience before. so when we're making out or things get a little more heated, i find myself struggling a lot. but it's like.. i think he's ready, but at the same time there's this pull, you know? how did jin approach it with you?

[prkjimns]

PRIVATE: i'm glad you said something, because if you didn't, i was going to. and i'm not even hitting on your man, he's just... ethereally gorgeous. oh... i mean, i can most certainly relate to that. do you think he wants to wait until marriage? has he expressed that to you? i was like him, inexperienced, before jin and i got together, and it was certainly something i was nervous about, but i quickly got over it with the heat of the moment. i'm glad you're giving him the time to think about what he wants and not pressure him into anything -- not that i think you ever would... but i can see it from his point of view and yours. now, are we talking just making out? oral? i know there is actual sex involved, but how far has he been willing to go? here's the thing, he didn't really approach it... i was the one who took the initial interest. we didn't do anything on the first night but oral, and the next night i was so stupid needy desperate for him it just kinda... happened. he knows i trust him, he had my consent one hundred percent, so that wasn't an issue. i was done. tired of being shy and not taking the bull by it's horns, no pun intended. you know i like my older men. do you think he would feel comfortable speaking to me if i reached out? i don't want to push anything since it's such an intimate and private topic, especially since we aren't that close like you and i are. i don't mind easing his anxiety and worries.

[prkjimns]

37 - if you weren't in a band - what would you be doing?

hm... i've always said probably a contemporary dancer or police officer.

[hyunjinhw]

maybe (baby) i just didn’t want to pry while the wound was still open, but i'm going to assume it's better now based on everything being posted left and right tonight. that's us, ping pong, you serve, i serve. trust me we were happy too. better you than us since we're the ones always coming in second to you guys. you'll survive. you always do in the end. ah, okay.. so i'm just going to assume the rumors are true and that you and jin are together now? don't be nervous. stand tall and be proud of choosing yourself for a change.

[prkjimns]

yes, it's all better now, but i still feel like some members are being weird around me. it's fine... i know it's all in my head like it always is. we always serve and slay, i know that's right. i know and i hate that because i know how much talent you guys really have. maybe you should get drunk in mexico city like we did on stage? i feel like that upped our daily viewage. you know what they say, jinnie, sex sells. look at me... 2026 scandalous jimin era. yes. we're together now and happy, i don't think i've left his side every since napa. i know, i know... and i am, i never apologized for doing what i did cause i don't regret it one bit. how are things between you and lixie?

[writtenbyjm]

need that

[prkjimns]

97: have you ever drunk dialed someone?

i've drunk dialed each of my friends at least twice by now. @kmtaehyvng, @jejungkook and @clinermaddie are on speed dial.

[prkjimns]

97: would you like to be a member of the mile-high club?

i feel hurt that you assumed i wasn't already... but to answer your question... yes.

[prkjimns]

what do your hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ? (#11)

um... soft? trembling with lust when i touch my boyfriend.

[seokjinklm]

what kind of question is that?

[prkjimns]

i don't know... maybe they wanted to see what it was like to hold my hand.

[hyunjinhw]

alright, i need to know what happened the other day on twitter and why me and felix ended up watching your band collapse in real time. and yeah, we did gasp a lot while stuffing our faces with popcorn. so spill, daenerys. who got voted off love island? are you okay? ( @prkjimns )

[prkjimns]

hyunjin-ah, you are the last person i'd expect to ask me to relive out my trauma again! i am devastated... but you know i'd do it for you. i'm glad our pain and suffering could provide you guys some entertainment, that's our goal, you know? all joking aside loki, jin and i got voted off love island. well, i'd say more him than me. he got the brunt of it. i'm okay... i can't lie when i say i'm a little nervous to see them all again when we reunite in busan... but it'll be okay.

[prkjimns]

what do your hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ? (#11)

um... soft? trembling with lust when i touch my boyfriend.

[prkjimns]

If your friends had to expose one harmless habit of yours, what would they reveal first? - 818

probably that i talk to people who aren't there. gang gang.

[prkjimns]

What’s one thing about you that people find charming, but you personally think is ridiculous? - 710

probably my petite stature. it's nothing i'm ashamed over, but sometimes i feel silly compared to the other members.

[prkjimns]

Are you more likely to make the first move, or hope the other person reads your mind perfectly? - 100

i used to shy away from making the first move... but 2026 jimin is kind of enjoying it. i can make the first move, but as long as you match my tempo.