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ANNOUNCEMENT

Hello! This is user prodbywoozi formally making an announcement regarding this blog's status. After weeks of contemplation and months of trying, I have decided that I will be closing this blog. I am very grateful to everyone who has supported and read my written works and occassional smaus. However, due to unfortunate personal circumstances, I have lost the enjoyment and happiness I used to get from writing. All the motivation and excitement has turned into pressure of wanting people to be able to enjoy and be entertained with my works, and stress from contemplating whether or not I am making any progress as an aspiring writer.

I really want to write. But I also want to enjoy it. And these past few months of me trying to hyoe myself up that I will and am overcoming my slump by posting a wonbin au draft but it never really got me out of the slump that I have been stuck in.

I think school is partially connected to this happening to me. My last year as a senior high school student really sucked the life out of me. It was a fun experience, I guess. It was so different from my past experiences in high school. Of course, it was a different school afterall. Maybe it is the unfamiliarity of the environment and flow of the overall "society" there that greatly affected me, negatively, to which I noticed quite late. I will not go into further details of this. But if you are a future teacher or maybe you are one right now.

"...pero no pressure!"

Please don't tell your students that when you do not actually mean it. I know you just want them to explore their potential to be the better or even best version of themselves but some of us, are already putting our blood, sweat and tears, squeezing every last drop of it to be able to achieve what we currently have. Maybe that really is all that we can offer and there is nothing wrong with that. Don't push us beyond the end of the cliff. It hurts when we fall. I do not have the wings you say that I possess.

I will not be deleting the account. There is still a small spark of light within me that hopes that I will one day come back and be able to write with enjoyment and enthusiasm again. I will continue to try and write privately.

Pero sobra ang pasasalamat ko sa lahat ng nagbasa at pumuri sa mga likha ko. Lubos ang kasiyahan na natanggap ko mula sa inyo. Walang sapat na salita ang malinaw na makakapagpahayag ng kalungkutan ko na may mga tao akong mabibigo kasi update ang hinihintay pero ito ako. Pasensya na, hindi na ako masaya.

I am currently preparing din para sa bagong "kabanata" ko. Maybe, I will put my focus there for a while and slowly work my way back into writing again.

Hanggang sa muli. Maraming salamat po sa pagbasa niyo dito! 🫶

[prodbywoozi]

[3:51 AM]

note: written in english but the dialogues are in taglish with tagalog majority.

"you do realize na pwede ka naman matulog 'di ba?" anton says after hearing your yawns for the nth time of the night. you were sat right beside him on the floor, just in case he needed help with the editing and if he had any confusions regarding the storyboard. all your other group members were passed out all over the living room of his house, some cuddling with each other due to the cold tiles.

a typical scenario for students whose exams are nearing but is unfortunately in a filipino public school where their teachers are way worse procrastinators than them (not generalizing all ph public schools and teachers, this is from experience) probably because they're too tired and too underpaid. but still, last minute projects? a group project too, at that. this better be worth it.

"what the heck? naririnig mo hikab ko kahit naka headphones ka?"

"malamang, hindi naman ako nakikinig ng kanta eh. im just editing, majority of the time walang nagpplay sa headphones ko."

"bat ka pa nag headphones kung di mo naman pala kailangan?"

"kaysa naman tanggal tanggalin ko di ba? mas convenient kung suot ko na agad pag may biglang dialogue scene."

you were going to clap back at him when another yawn escapes you. anton gives you a glance before giggling to himself. he abruptly stops as he feels a foot kick his shin from under the table and a groan elliciting from one their sleeping members, probably han dongmin.

"matulog ka na kasi. we have the storyboard naman and i have the file ng script din, ill be fine. malapit na din naman akong matapos."

"ang kulit ng lahi mo tonying, kailangan ko pang icheck yan pag natapos mo."

"edi ill wake you up na lang pag natapos ko na. go sleep na kasi, baka bumagsak ka mamaya habang nageexam."

"ayoko nga. kaya ko toh, ako pa."

anton just shakes his head at your stubborness and resumes editing your project. he really hoped you would just go to sleep so he can feel at ease about later. he knew that you might have a headache when taking your exams later in class and end up with lower scores than usual. they take quite a toll on you whenever you dont get your desired scores. he had watched you cry over your exam results multiple times (and also felt jealous multiple times because he couldnt gather courage to comfort you and had to watch from the back of the class while your friend ran their hands down your back and your head to ease you). thats why he really wanted you to just go to sleep. but he also knew that you didnt want to leave him alone while doing a group project that you were the leader of because you think he is your responsibility. its one of the reasons he adored you so much. how can someone so admirable like you exist in this world?

it wasnt long after the silence that enveloped the room got to you. your consciousness had drifted away without you noticing and before you knew it, you have completely passed out. you were only trying to blink away the tears that were streaming down your cheeks from all your yawning and fighting to stay awake. but alas, sleep had won over you. your neck seems to have also given up as your head dropped to rest on anton's shoulder as you spiral into deep slumber.

after recovering from the initial shock of feeling your head against his shoulder. anton feels warmth radiate off his chest and the entire zoo, losing their sanity in his stomach. he paused his moving hands to not disturb your sleep, he figured he could rest his aching wrists as you slept beside him. totally not because he wanted to stare at you while you sleep, nope. but the circumstances allows him to do it so, why not?

god, look at that face. its a work of art. its like your parents really put in the effort to create you. god really took his time sculpting those cheekbones. oh my, do you have constellations on your face? i can play connect the dots with your moles all day.

"malala ka na pre," a voice startles anton and snaps him out of his trance. he looks over the table to find the owner of the voice.

dongmin who coincidentally woke up from his sleep and accidentally witnessed his classmate physically simp over their group leader, opens an eye and raises an eyebrow at anton with a smirk.

"ganyan pala type mo ah, leader." he teased anton. to which he received a kick on his butt as a reply. he quietly laughed to himself before turning on his side and resuming his sleep.

on the other hand, anton who was glowing red turns his head back to you again. he continues staring at your sleeping face, seemingly cant get enough of you. (simp) he sighs deeply before turning back to his laptop screen and resuming his task but not without uttering something under his breath.

"tangina, malala na nga ako."

[prodbywoozi]

AHAHAHHSUSBAJAJ kaya pala ganun 😭😭 akala ko ayaw niyo lang talagang pansinin yung ch1 nung wonbin au naka priv pala yung post kingina 💀💀

[prodbywoozi]

ch2 - rip (rest in park wonbin) - miss right

synopsis: hindi na bago yang research na yan pero hirap pa rin maghanap ng rrl si pareng wonbin. lalo na honor student pa yung leader niya, eguls. baka magsipag si par 'pag nalaman niyang kapatid pala ng bebelabs niya yung leader niya.

☆: 2 chapters agad anlupet di talaga ako makatulog. btw pala medj oa si wonbin dito kasi sawa nako sa nonchalant characs niya.

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— saktong alas nuebe nagkita sa gate ang mga "esophagus esophagus" at gaya ng inaasahan, hindi nagsimula sa naka takdang oras ang review. mukhang napa-aga pa ang dating nila sapagkat wala pang kalahati ang bilang ng mga tao sa loob ng kanilang auditorium.

"sabi ko sa inyo di yan magsisimula ng 9am eh," sambit ni sohee habang naglalakad papunta sa likod ng auditorium.

"wag tayo sa likod, i wont be able to hear and see properly," reklamo ni mikha.

"dun tayo sa harap puro stem dun oh, di ba stem crush mo miks?" pag-aya ni maloi. hinayaan na ni yn ang dalawa na lumipat sa harap bago umupo sa tabi ni sohee sa likod. as usual, nilabas na lang niya ang kaniyang earphones kasi tinulugan na siya agad ni sohee.

"tangina talaga nito napaka bagal kumilos," pabulong na bigkas ni seunghan. siya ay kasalukuyang nakatayo sa may gate ng school nila, hinihintay ang kanyang kaibigan. lagpas alas nuebe na, kalahating oras bago mag alas dyis. umuusok na ang ilong ng kanilang presidente sa group chat ng kanilang klase (madaming wala sa auditorium na hindi nagpaalam kung aabsent) kaya naman namamasa na ang palad niya. panigurado'y makakatikim din sila ng sermon mula sa guro nilang magtuturo sa review ngayong araw.

habang nagmamadaling mag type si seunghan ng reply sa president nila na malapit na siya sa auditorium (kahit nasa gate pa lang talaga siya), sakto naman ang pagdating ng tricycle sa harap niya. bumaba dito ang kanina pa niyang hinihintay na si wonbin, ang kapal ng mukha naka shades pa kahit walang araw. natagalan pa sila lalo sapagkat walang barya si wonbin at nagbayad ng buong limang daan sa driver.

napabuntong hininga na lang si seunghan bago lumapit at magbayad sa tricycle. matapos ay di niya napigilan ang sarili at binatukan ang kanyang kaibigan.

"apaka bagal mo talaga kumilos! galit na si pres sa gc, wala pa daw kalahati attendance ng section natin!"

"aba, responsibilidad pa ba natin kung papasok yung iba o hindi?"

"eh basta, bilisan na natin, si sir tnct daw ata magsisimula"

talaga ngang minamalas si seunghan ngayong araw, kung hindi sana mabagal kumilos si wonbin edi sana naka-upo na sila ng payapa ngayon. pero dahil napakabagal nga nito, ito sila ngayon, naka-tayo sa harap ng buong senior high, habang sinesermonan ng kanilang guro.

"GUSTO NIYONG DI KO KAYO PA GRADUATEIN?! Mga Senior High School students kayo pero napaka iresppnsable niyo? para kaynino ba itong review na ito? Sa amin ba? Tapos simpleng pagpasok ng maagad hindi niyo magawa!" (getting flashbacks lol) napayuko lamang ang dalawa dahil sa hiya sa harap ng mga kamag-aral.

"Doon kayo sa likuran maupo, mahirapan kayo makinig at makita ang whiteboard!" huling sigaw ng kanilang guro. Agad namang pumunta sa likod ang dalawa upang maghanap ng upuan. Buti na lang at may bakante pa sa likod ng babaeng naka earphones at lalaking mukhang sanggol.

aba! sino kaya itong naka earphones na ito? isa ba siyang diwata? ang kanyang ganda'y nakabibighani-

(thought process ni wonbin nang makita si yn)

umangat ang ulo ni yn ng maramdaman niyang para bang nay nakatingin sa kaniya. sakto naman at nagtagpo ang mata nila ni wonbin nang gawin niya ito. hindi niya ito pinansin at yumuko muli upang ipagpatuloy ang kaniyang ginagawa sa kanayag kwaderno. sa kabilang dako naman, si wonbin ay hindi makapaniwala sa kaniyang nakikita at napatulala na lang. kung hindi pa siya hinila ni seunghan papunta sa kanilang upuan, buong review siguro tatayo at tititigan na lang ni wonbin ang babae.

[prodbywoozi]

ch 1 - rip (rest in park wonbin) - variance at standard deviation

synopsis: hindi na bago yang research na yan pero hirap pa rin maghanap ng rrl si pareng wonbin. lalo na honor student pa yung leader niya, eguls. baka magsipag si par 'pag nalaman niyang kapatid pala ng bebelabs niya yung leader niya.

☆: nung may pa talaga ako gumraduate 'sensya na. ganun talaga. dapat nga idedelete ko na acc ko eh kaso di ako makatulog, hinahunting ako nung au kaya ayan na siya.

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drop ko rip rest in park wonbin au first installment sa graduation ko HAHAHAHA mga bhe sabi ko naman sa inyo wip palang siya. alam niyo naman din may commitment issues ako kaya wip kasi baka bitawan ko sa kalagitnaan yan. super busy ko until may fr like feel ko idol akong cb season tas 1 month yung promotion hindi ko na alam gagawin ko. kung may ka school mate ako dito, bhe tangina ng school natin like tangina nila super

[prodbywoozi]

HAHAHAAHAH BAGSAK SI WONBIN SA PEER EVALUATION NI TARO SA KANYA BA'T KASI NILALANDI YUNG KAPATID EH 😭😭😭😭😭 ewan ko sayo park wonbin di naman nagkulang sa payo si pareng seunghan

deserve niya yun maibagsak sa peer eval, imagine di nagrereply sayo teammate mo tas biglang makikita mo na lang nilalandi na kapatid mo?? smh smh dama ko frustrations ni sho napagdaanan ko na yan. actually the whole plot may or may not be based irl except sa nilanding kapatid hahahahahhaha

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[RIIZE]

[key] thoughts💭| smau📱| prose 📝| crack⚡| angst🌂| fluff🌸| songfic🎧| requested📬| texts ✉️| timestamp⏰

[status] on hold⏸| wip⏺| on going▶️| discontiued⏹| editing🔁| complete💟

tagalog x english x

ot7

his car isn't yours ⏺️✉️🌂

series/smaus

rip(rest in park wonbin) 📱🌸⚡️⏺️

— oa! stem student wonbin x nonchalant! humss student reader

synopsis: hindi na bago yang research na yan pero hirap pa rin maghanap ng rrl si pareng wonbin. lalo na honor student pa yung leader niya, eguls. baka magsipag si par 'pag nalaman niyang kapatid pala ng bebelabs niya yung leader niya.

plot twist 📱🌸⚡️⏺️

— "academic rivals" eunseok x reader

synopsis: after transferring to a new school, yn immediately makes a name for herself as she easily becomes part of the elites. everyone worries over eunseok possibly losing his spot and plots them against each other. "survival of the fittest, removal of the unfit."

eunseok

words of teasing & acts of annoyance 📝🌸⚡️

synopsis: crush ka ni eunseok kaso gago siya.

sungchan

pov: mixed signals enjoyer ka 📝🌂

synopsis: maroon - taylor swift.

wonbin

fencing 📝🌸⚡️

synopsis: hindi naman athlete si wonbin pero magaling siyang mag-fencing.

idadaan na lang sa gitara 📝🌂

synopsis: manliligaw mo si wonbin.

sohee

just one 📝🌸

synopsis: sohee proves to you that there will be no regrets with him.

anton

[3:51 AM] 🌸⏰️

synopsis: kapag crush mo yung leader niyo.

walk slow 📝🌸

synopsis: anton starts to question whether or not his whole life was a lie. his long legs have bigger strides? then how the fuck does he always end up being the one trying to catch up on your pace when your a whole head and neck shorter than him?

based on a true story 📝🌸🌂

synopsis: ikaw ang fave writer ng creative writing teacher niyo sa section niyo and he is the fave writer sa section nila. and your school is participating sa film festival ng city niyo. of course kayong dalawa ang kinuhang writers, kaso you despise him. paano na uusad 'tong script ngayon?

[prodbywoozi]

☆○°• rip (rest in park wonbin) •°○☆

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status: wip

pairing: oa! stem student! wonbin x nonchalant! humss student! y/n

genre: smau, prose, fluff, crack (sapilitan), very slight angst (malungkot na nga buhay ko pati ba naman au ko?)

language: filipino/taglish

synopsis: hindi na bago yang research na yan pero hirap pa rin maghanap ng rrl si pareng wonbin. lalo na honor student pa yung leader niya, eguls. baka magsipag si par 'pag nalaman niyang kapatid pala ng bebelabs niya yung leader niya.

translation: a group research project was nothing new but that doesn't mean finding rrl's were easier for wonbin. especially when his leader was one of the running candidates for with high/highest honor rolls in their school. but maybe he will be putting in the effort to finding those rrl's once he finds out that his research team leader is his yn's older brother.

[prodbywoozi]

YO OMG i’ve been looking for filo riize writers like dati pa but lalo na kahapon !!!! perf timing mo 😝🤞🏻

gl w the smau :)

REAL ako rin naghahanap ng filo riize writers kaso wala pako nakikita dito at all or maybe nakatago sila???? i tried din sa other platforms unfortunately puro discontinued or naka hiatus. so ako na yung nagkusa hakakakaka sakto din kasi kating kati nako magsulat these days. thank you sa goodluck, i need that badly kasi im not good talaga sa smau, its just not my forte but here i am trying once again ksksksksksk

[prodbywoozi]

☆○°• rip (rest in park wonbin) •°○☆

status: wip

pairing: oa! stem student! wonbin x nonchalant! humss student! y/n

genre: smau, prose, fluff, crack (sapilitan), very slight angst (malungkot na nga buhay ko pati ba naman au ko?)

language: filipino/taglish

synopsis: hindi na bago yang research na yan pero hirap pa rin maghanap ng rrl si pareng wonbin. lalo na honor student pa yung leader niya, eguls. baka magsipag si par 'pag nalaman niyang kapatid pala ng bebelabs niya yung leader niya.

translation: a group research project was nothing new but that doesn't mean finding rrl's were easier for wonbin. especially when his leader was one of the running candidates for with high/highest honor rolls in their school. but maybe he will be putting in the effort to finding those rrl's once he finds out that his research team leader is his yn's older brother.

MASTERLIST

🔸️preview

☆ variance at standard deviation

☆ miss right

[prodbywoozi]

maloi pfp user followed....mama i made it

[prodbywoozi]

i made it yall. a maloi pfp user just liked my masterlist. i feel like i succeeded in life.

[prodbywoozi]

hi! im back from my hiatus! will start posting again soon!!!

edit: pangit niyo kabonding walang nabiro sa joke ko

[prodbywoozi]

hello po! how would seventeen members as your manliligaw/jowa react to your tigas ulo/bad work-life balance habits (staying up late/not getting enough sleep, not eating on time, overworking yourself)? jihoon bb pagalitan mo ako char 1/2

bakit ba puro kayo jihoon stan???? ako nauna diyan charot. sige pi ill write it ASAP

[prodbywoozi]

seventeen as your manliligaw: paano sila humingi/magparinig ng lambing sayo?

pano kung pati ako hindi marunong manlambing/humingi ng lambing 🧐🧐 sjjskajajajahah gamitin ko na lang research skills ko, gege ill try my best