Stages of processing psycholonials 1-7
start to horse mention: <1 minute.
this is pandering right? I feel like I am being pandered to. I am not the stated audience, and yet. I am being pandered to. Gross.
There is anger here. Psycholonials as art as processing: the impression of Hussie working through some very personal shit. It feels intimate, too intimate; it feels cringe, it feels like I shouldn't be reading this, like I'm reading someone's diary.
Hussie constellating a personal symbology: clowns, cards, all-too-personal manifestos, homestuck regret, horses, day drinking, internet as poison, emojis, hackers, shitty vriskas, Doom as a sword descending; a knife twisting.
This is a lot tighter as a story vs: mspa; hs. The time limit, the chapter limit, the having to write everything out in advance? Feels like this has really worked. It's a lot more focused. It seems like the whole shebang is going to be, what? 4 hours of reading, tops.
I feel a lack of depth sometimes. The revolution is straightforward; fairly baby gender takes are revolutionary. Is this because these are only aesthetic concerns? Maybe. Maybe it's because these aren't actually concerns. The story has a revolution, but it doesn't feel like it's about that revolution.
Hussie as clown. Hussie as cosmic force. Cosmic force as clown. Cosmic force as pawn. Pawn as wildcard. Wildcard as pawn.
Pyscholonials as art about art: when all you have is your all-too-personal manifesto, and you feel like you might be saved by it, what are you willing to sacrifice to birth that into the world? What does it mean to make something in the age of the internet, knowing that to do so you're opening up a battlefront you're going to have to fight on every day of your life until that art is made - and probably long afterwards, too? And sure, maybe you can brush off picklerick.fart, picklerick.cum, picklerick.balls and all that lot - but what about candice_schmandice, who is gunning to literally ruin your life? Is it worth it? Was it worth it?
Artist as true successor. Art as true successor. The symbols hol dall the power.
Psycholonials is good, actually.
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