solaris

20s // Europe // Tired "There are good memories of you that I am afraid to touch"

[thefirstlivingart]

This isn't how life is supposed to feel

irsshawty on Pinterest / I Saw The TV Glow / internetfavorite on Pinterest / kiyogakukai on Pinterest / Spotify on Pinterest / ladycranes on Pinterest / micheallasboard on Pinterest / Ryan O'Connell / norhanelhadry474 on Pinterest / @inanotherunivrse on Tumblr / ??? / Charles Wright, Scar Tissue in "Scar Tissue" / Barbara Kingsolver, The Lacuna / Priyer on Pinterest / vangore on X / perfumebathing on Instagram / marvinandrea89 on Pinterest / @hannahlockillustration on Tumblr / stickybaby on We Heart It / lesedimorapeli25 on Pinterest / Jnkskxm on Pinterest / Jeff Vandermeer, Annihilation / Fernando Pessoa, "English Song", A Little Larger Than the Entire Universe: Selected Poems / Jean-Paul Sartre, Being and Nothingness / MrsandMrStyles on Pinterest / Chuck Palahniuk / justgiveittime on Pinterest / Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 6: 1955-1966 / Mary Macdonald, romanticizeaquietlife on Pinterest / Gillian Flynn, Gone Girl /

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[sentientsky]

on haunted houses and ghosts that still breathe

Christina Marie Brown - Ghost I // Jacqui Germain - Bipolar is Bored and Renames Itself // tumblr user @/latibule-e // Natalie Wee - WEI YING TELLS ME ABOUT RESURRECTION

[y0ruoto]

Sakevi Yokoyama, G.I.S.M.

[tillydouspart]

scar & secret life & loneliness

inkskinned / heaven, mieko kawakami / i had a dream about you, richard siken / unknown / heavensghost / when i was done dying, dan deacon / scars, the crane wives

[forestgreenlesbian]

Dykes photobook, Emily Lipson

[thangathamarai]

[bestiolin]

maarten inghels

[animate-mush]

@sherbertilluminated there's a line somewhere in Ursula Vernon's Digger that goes something like "it is difficult to be metaphysical around the truly geologically minded"

[lelif]

on nostalgia

the handmaids tale, margaret atwood// @firstfullmoon // @stigmatawife // @jb-blunk // forever winter, taylor swift// @an-attempt-at-living // the memory of a memory, katie maria // erica jong // secrets from a girl whos seen it all, lorde; poster by mlgrsdesign// ? // @n1ntendos // @fairycosmos // @inanotherunivrse //@robertszombie // @notbigthief

[klodizzle]

I am trying to love myself until I mean it, I do this one day and then the next

[lemedstudent2021]

grief and love and the human condition i suppose

[onbrulera]

On fathers and sons

Tell Me Something Good, Ocean Vuong/Greywaren, Maggie Stiefvater/The Sun Is Also a Star, Nicola Yoon/Richard Siken/Fight Club, Chuck Palahniuk/Saturn, Francisco de Goya/Saturn devouring a Son, Peter Paul Rubens/Someday I’ll Love, Ocean Vuong/Ivan the Terrible and His Son Ivan on November 16, 1581, Ilya Repin

[vacant2007]

[sacredcoast-deactivated20251204]

[asoftepiloguemylove]

GROWING PAINS

@/field.of.ink The Dog // Rainbow Kitten Surprise Painkillers // image unknown Mitski A Burning Hill // W.R. On the Death of Summer and Baptismal Promises // Jeanette Winterson Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal? // Aftersun (2022) dir. Charlotte Wells // tiktok // Zen Cho The Four Generations of Chang E // Charles M. Schulz Peanuts // Mitski Class of 2013 // Ethel Cain God's Country (Demo 3) // Richard Siken You Are Jeff from "Crush" // The Mountain Goats Birth of Serpents // 弟弟 Didi (2024) dir. Sean Wang // Noah Kahan The View Between Villages // unknown

[eggsdoodz]

i think i think i think

[kosmogrl]

I never got over anything. I miss everyone and everything. nostalgia and grief kill me every day. oh and I also love going on walks.

[iverie]

and i do have hope that there’s something beautiful and unimaginable unfolding, even if i can’t see it.