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get so close to your friends that at least 10 people ask if you’re in a relationship

One thing that helped me in life is like realizing that everybody else gets away with being ugly. Everybody else gets away with confronting people. Everybody else gets away with accidentally bothering people. Don’t worry about anything ever lol

bunnydracula

guys the scary fascist state thing happening might happen to REAL PEOPLE next. spread AWARENESS

ashleyjizzdale3

sizhens-deactivated20250415

the DSM-5 is not an arbiter of truth. it is a manual for insurance policies. that's it. that's all it's for that's why it exists. you must understand this if you are going to have a correct understanding of the ways psychiatry and psychopathology are primarily used as ideological tools of capital to maintain the integrity of the workforce.

sizhens-deactivated20250415

something being In The DSM or being Framed A Certain Way In The DSM doesn't make that Objectively True. it just means it's a framing or device which is relevant or valuable or necessary for the functioning of health insurance companies in service of a capitalist mode of production and a capitalist understanding of health.

oh it’s way closer to 3 yrs than i realised i think. idk if i could find the date. i dont know if it’s relevant. it’s probably just me making a connection.

it isn’t quite what happened almost exactly 3 years ago but it’s the closest thing i think ive experienced. i dont think there’s a Big Plan involved which makes it different (and maybe less severe/crazy) but at the same time there not being a big plan makes the less crazy version feel more plausible and real. it’s fucking almost exactly 3 years ago (not to the date - i dont actually know what date it was though). i dont want it to turn into that again. but im reacting the exact same way.

#its not the exact same but it feels so close that its terrifying #i folded my weighted blanket twice and have been laying under it for the past hour #like yeah whatever maybe i’m 1% more able to question black and white thinking the consequences arent all that different

im gonna go home and watch the last two episodes of severance i havent seen because ive been almost non stop hanging out for over a week

#also havent been home showered or changed clothes in over 36 hours

it felt so good to start to believe i actually have these friends and i can connect with them and opening my mouth actually makes the connections deeper and the fear smaller. and it feels so bad to crash down from that

maybe i overdid it these last few days or i shouldve slept more than 5 hours last night because it’s getting real hard not to think my friends found me insufferable and horrible tonight

#and i dont know if i was easily annoyed because i was tired or i was annoying because i was tired/overstimulated or i was sensitive #and reading things wrong…#but probably gonna stay at home in bed tomorrow