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she | 23 | shitpost 🪱

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i get so emotional over pepper & salty’s relationship whenever i watch ahs 💔

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am i still handsome? - single

cover art drawing by the talented 'moldycupcakess'

NO STREET _______

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my friend is so talented and creative

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been feeling like a dog tied to a tree abandoned on the side road

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i kıll myself everytime someone likes this post

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been self harm free for 3 months now

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i have many different names different personalities acting simultaneously all together

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theres nothing mysterious about me disappearing for months i just like to do that shit

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it’s easier for me to be someone on social media

i feel like a phantom whenever im around people

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I don’t even know what nor how to do to get better, to have a better life. I just don’t know. I don’t know anything

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i hope i die soon i have no purpose in life

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i don’t know what to do to get better, i don’t wanna get out of my comfort zone, i’ve never asked to be there the fact i have to take responsibility for my own existence is tiring

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hello, i’m still alive.

the winter doesn’t help me at all but i’ve started to draw with oil pastels recently. i try to find peace and beauty in simple things. i miss being creative and i haven’t done anything since 2020. i feel like a baby learning to walk again, its very frustrating.

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i can’t stop thinking about ending my own life on new year. I should have done it last year everything is getting worse and i’m forced to admit that i will never be happy

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kurt cobain’s words help me so much and i wish i could talk to him just once to say how thankful i am

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cat haters dni

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i don’t even want a gravestone, just throw me away like i’ve never existed please

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gained a lot (to me) of followers and i wanted to say thank you, i didn’t know my posts would attract that much attention. thank you for existing :-)

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this is probably the only positive post about myself.

honestly i am not proud of my current life but i’ve decided to stop whining about it cuz everything is temporary anyway.

despite the hate, sadness, resentment, regret, i’ve grown into someone who would have protected me as a child.

that’s the best thing i’ve ever done to myself.