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having terrible graphic intrusive thoughts all by yourself gorgeous?
Ughhh feeling sick thinking of this dude who I used to be friends with :(
I feel like throwing up. Knowing he could've done something is just making me horrified.
Just gonna self reflect here if yall don’t mind
I will admit. I wasn’t the nicest person long time ago. Then again I was like… 14-16 years ago, new to the internet and was friends with 20+ year olds when I probably shouldn’t have (now I’m a lil traumatized but that’s ok)
I was selfish, made excuses, didn’t know how to express issues that I had with people. I didn’t know how I communicate and it’s probably why I settled w being a stuck up tard. I hope those people know I am sorry for my behavior, even if some definitely don’t deserve a lick of sympathy from me. I think about it all the time and I hope I still don’t act that way.
And to my lovely mutuals, don’t be afraid to call out anything I do wrong. I won’t be mad. I’ll fix it to the best of my ability.
I just hate my 14 year old self. I’d slap her if I got the chance.
Life is killing me
Me if I keep thinking about his ex who is still into him 𓆩♱𓆪
Oh.wow i really dont get it how when i don't post, i get 40/50 notifications of people liking, commenting and rebloging my posts, but when i post lots of posts and (at least for me) funny things, almost no one interact.
Its so tiring.
Some chocolate i did rn. Its tasty at least...
YOURE FUCKING JOKING??? YOU RUIN MY LIFE AND IM THE ONE APOLOGIZING????
Chat why are nightmares a bitch.
I keep having some very. Graphic. Like- not good dreams.
Not fun 1/10
I'm literally sso fucking lonely and none of th ppl i used to b friends w will even fcking talk to me anymore bc i guess i'm just too traumatized and fucked up for them to deal with....and everyone who ever gets mad at me cn always pull out like "oh u murdered someone!!!' I was an accomplice to murder which is not the same but go off i guess!!!!! Im glad u never had to have smth like that happen to u