#vent txt

[putridomen]

haven’t been taking my meds properly this past week and i saw something jumping behind my friend’s tv while she was talking to me lol

[putridomen]

also my jaw hurts so bad like it’s locked even when i yawn bruh

[fleetofaroaceshrimps]

Oh boy! I sure do love yapping and info dumping in MY YAPPING CHANNEL and for my friend to say "uh huh. yeah" wow! I'm so happy! Thanks for that, friend! Not like that'd make me want to shut up and never speak again, now why would I do that? ^^

[fleetofaroaceshrimps]

Ughhh feeling sick thinking of this dude who I used to be friends with :(

I feel like throwing up. Knowing he could've done something is just making me horrified.

[fleetofaroaceshrimps]

Gonna rant and vent about a server rq

Tw for suicidal mentions and a lot of swearing

Being a mod in multifandom peoples is like walking on legos istg.

Jelo is so fucking stupid and doesn't understand ANYTHING, Three and Jelo hate each other, Three is my friend but is always getting into fights, and I'm just so stressed. Even when I'm away from my phone I'm stressing over Az because he's been so close to killing himself. And then Three and Az who are both my friends aren't okay talking to each other ?? And I don't know WHY people are even stressed and I'm just insanely overwhelmed and my head has been hurting all night.

I've been TRYING to stay calm and steady in that server and not vent since I want to be able to help, but oh my GOD I'm just pissed at everyone

But there are cool people there so I don't wanna leave and then Az may commit suicide and i wouldn't fucking know

And of course I've already gotten myself involved in drama so I'm thinking about it 24/7

Genuinely can't do this shit anymore

Why did I even become a mod in that server

[putridomen]

i have many different names different personalities acting simultaneously all together

[fleetofaroaceshrimps]

Can I throw myself out the window

Or my friends

Actually I dont know which one I should throw out the window

[putridomen]

it’s easier for me to be someone on social media

i feel like a phantom whenever im around people