[qrowings]

——— 𖤐 QROWINGS : ᴀɴ ɪɴᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴛ sᴇᴍɪ-sᴇʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ, sᴇᴍɪ-ᴘʀɪᴠ ᴘᴏʀᴛʀᴀʏᴀʟ ᴏғ ʀᴡʙʏs QROW BRANWEN. ᴀs ʙᴇʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ Nᴇᴡᴛ.

ᴏᴄ & ᴄʀᴏssᴏᴠᴇʀ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅʟʏ! 18+ As ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ NSFW ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴀʀᴋ ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇs.

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[naturalbloodstainblonde]

i’m so tired i need to be held or killed

[marichive]

𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐑 𝐄𝐓 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐌

A collection of prompts centered around love & desire, taken from various sources. Adjust gender / pronouns / wording / etc. as needed. Some prompts are highly suggestive in nature. Engage appropriately.

─── 𝐬𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐞

❝ It’s nothing, I just . . . I’m glad you’re here. ❞

❝ Could you stay with me? Just for a little while longer? ❞

❝ If you remember me, then I don't care if everyone else forgets. ❞

❝ I can feel your heart beating in your chest. ❞

❝ Just a kiss. That’s all I ask. ❞

❝ I will always be yours. ❞

❝ You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, ❞

❝ You make me feel safe. ❞

❝ You’ll always have a place here. ❞

❝ I’ve never felt like this before. ❞

❝ I’m afraid of what I feel. But . . . I think just that means it’s something worth feeling. ❞

❝ I have loved you from the moment I first heard my name fall from your lips. ❞

❝ Go back to sleep. I promise I will still be here when you wake. ❞

❝ Nothing and no one can hurt you. Not while I’m here. ❞

❝ I don’t want you in my life. You are my life. ❞

❝ I don’t want to sleep. I don’t want to waste another moment I could spend with you. ❞

❝ I want you, just as you are. ❞

❝ You love me. Real, or not real? ❞

❝ I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you. ❞

❝ You are, and always have been, my dream. ❞

─── 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠

❝ I’ve always wanted you. Only you. ❞

❝ Can’t you see what you do to me? ❞

❝ Don’t you understand? I would do anything for you. ❞

❝ You are my undoing. I cannot tell if you will be my ruin or my salvation, and I’m no longer sure if I care which it will be. ❞

❝ When I look at you, I see something divine. Something holy. ❞

❝ It’s you I want to worship. I will make supplication to your lips and offer my prayers at the altar between your knees. ❞

❝ I was a monster and you made me a man. ❞

❝ For your sake, I am debased. For you alone, I am weak. ❞

❝ I would lay the whole earth at your feet if you asked it of me. The sun, the moon, and all the stars, I would make them yours. ❞

❝ What I feel for you is not gentle, nor meek. It is not beautiful. It wretched, it is dark and depraved with desire. And it is consuming me whole. ❞

❝ Break my heart if you wish, but the pieces will still be yours. ❞

❝ Tell me you do not feel it, and I will name you a liar. ❞

❝ You are far too good for unworthy hands like mine ❞

❝ To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves. ❞

❝ I fear if I let you touch me, I will fall apart. ❞

❝ There are certain things we must not want, yet I find myself wanting them nonetheless. ❞

❝ I need you. I need to have you. I need to make you mine. ❞

❝ You ruined me in my heart long before you ever touched my skin. ❞

❝ Must I beg? Must I fall to my knees and plead for the mercy of your touch? ❞

❝ I want it to be my name that you call in the dead of night, my name that rests upon your tongue when your body shivers. Mine alone. ❞

─── 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲

❝ I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. ❞

❝ You deserve better than that. ❞

❝ I lie awake at night in restless agony, wishing you were there beside me. ❞

❝ Do you not know how you haunt me? ❞

❝ In my dreams, I am yours. ❞

❝ I am to wed someone else. ❞

❝ Does he make you feel like this? ❞

❝ We both know who you’re truly thinking of when you’re with him. ❞

❝ You taste sweeter than she ever could. ❞

❝ She’s not the one I want. ❞

❝ Just because I know I can’t have you, it doesn't change what I feel for you. ❞

❝ He’s not good for you. ❞

❝ Every time I see you with him it kills me a little more inside. ❞

❝ Let me go. The more we hold on to this, the more it will hurt us both. ❞

❝ This is not allowed of us. We mustn’t – ❞

❝ Put aside your pride and admit that you want me. ❞

❝ Will I only ever be worthy of stolen moments in the shadows? ❞

❝ If he puts his hands on you again, I’ll cut them off. ❞

❝ When I’m with her, I pretend that it’s you. ❞

❝ Does he know? ❞

─── 𝐚𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐬

❝ Say you love me, and I know it will all be okay. ❞

❝ Do you know how long I have waited for this? For the day I could hold you in my arms and call you mine? ❞

❝ I fought for this. For you. ❞

❝ I never stopped loving you. I was only afraid of what you were becoming. ❞

❝ Come back. Even as a shadow. Even as a dream. ❞

❝ To feel anything deranges you. To be seen feeling anything strips you naked. ❞

❝ When I desire you a part of me is gone. ❞

❝ Desire doubled is love, and love doubled is madness. ❞

❝ I suppose you do love me, in your way. ❞

❝ Love does not make me gentle or kind. ❞

❝ I desire the things which will destroy me in the end. ❞

❝ There is a gentle thought that often springs to life in me, because it speaks of you. ❞

❝ The gods have fashioned us for love. That is our great glory, and our great tragedy. ❞

❝ I should not have waited so long. I should have kissed you every night and every day. You were made to be kissed, often and well. ❞

❝ I crossed a thousand leagues to come to you. Don’t tell me to leave. ❞

❝ Love is poison. A sweet poison, yes, but it will kill you all the same. ❞

❝ You're mine. Mine, as I'm yours. And if we die, we die. All men must die. But first, we'll live. ❞

❝ My sword is yours. My life is yours. My heart is yours. ❞

❝ We all dream of things we cannot have. ❞

❝ Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad! Only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! ❞

[octoberinspo]

SENTENCE STARTERS. Flirty/Suggestive/NSFW Edition.

Feel free to add your own.

“You’re really hot.”

“Oh, don’t mind me. Just enjoying the view.”

“You know, those/that ______ of yours are/is pretty distracting.”

“Hot damn.”

“So, you come here often?”

“Well, well. My night just got better.”

“Is that a gun in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?”

“You have got a great ass.”

“Hey, I’m open minded.”

“You enjoying the view over there?”

“Keep sweet-talking and this could go a whole new direction.”

“Don’t be bashful. You know you want to.”

“You can have me any way you’d like, baby.”

“You wanna move this conversation someplace more private?”

“I’m off in a few minutes, you know.”

“It’s been a long day. Why don’t we help each other unwind?”

“I think it’s about time we stop avoiding the obvious.”

“I’m gonna be honest with you. I’m really horny, and you’re really hot. Can we fuck? Like, now?”

“I wanna see you get naked.”

“You like how I bend over for you, huh?”

“You’re getting me all worked up.”

“What do we have here?”

“I see someone’s happy to see me.”

“Play your cards right, and I just might have to put you on speed dial.”

“You like that, don’t you?”

“How do you want me?”

“I’m sure we can put those lips to better use.”

“I want you. Right here. Right now.”

“God, you’re perfect.”

“I really like a man who’s good with his hands.”

“I’d be more than happy to show you a good time, if you’re looking for one.”

“I saw that. You just checked me out.”

“You look real good in that suit/dress/skirt/outfit.”

“You wanna help me out of this ___?” (Insert article clothing here.)

“Can I keep you?”

“You’re such a tease.”

“Oh my, looks like I/you dropped something.”

“I love it when you talk dirty.”

“I can’t stop thinking about your hands on me.”

“I think you’ll be happy to know that I’m not wearing any underwear.”

“I really want to take you home and get you out of all those clothes.”

“It’s like you want to ruin men/women for me.”

[starlitmemes]

Monday Malarkey

Send in any of the following symbols to learn more about the mun and their roleplaying preferences and habits!

☯ : Do you prefer to wing it or to plot things out first when it comes to longer threads?

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✘ : Are there any genres you refuse to write for?

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🎭 : Is roleplaying/writing a way to cope when things get rough irl?

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⚡ : What typically leads to inspiration for you when it comes to writing?

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♚ : What’s something you just can’t stand and will unfollow someone over?

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💕 : When it comes to shipping do you prefer to draw things out and let them develop slowly, or do you prefer to jump right into them and skip the developmental stage?

[leneemusing]

SOFT(ish) ANGST PROMPTS

“  i thought you were gone.  for good. ”

“  you left and—  i thought you weren’t coming back.  ”

“  i miss you.  i know i’m not supposed to,  but.  i just had to see you.  ”  

“  please don’t scare me like that again.  i can take a lot of things,  but not losing you.  ”

“  i can’t even take the very thought of you getting hurt.  ”

“  you could’ve gotten yourself killed! you could’ve— fuck!  you scared the shit outta me.  ” 

“  yes.  i am telling you what to do.  i’m telling you not to pull something like that again because—  ‘cause fucking hell.  i care about you.  okay? ”  

“  i found myself driving home and then.  well i was on my way here.  ‘cause i guess…you’re still my home.  ” 

“  please,  tell me why you’re upset.  tell me who did this?  ”

“  you don’t have to come over here and take care of me you know.  i can clean up my own messes.  ”

“  don’t talk.  just get the fuck over here and hold me.  ”

“  loving you is like having my heart just out in the world.  outside of my body walking around.  every time i see you hurting,  it kills me.  ”

“  i made you cry.  and i hate myself for that.  i swore i wouldn’t be one of the people who left you hurting.  ”

“  you really hurt me this time.  but i want to let go of that.  i really do want to forgive you i’m just scared you’ll hurt me again.  ”

“  i know you’re mad at me right now,  but i’m the one who’s here.  let me be here.  let me help.  you can be angry later.  ”

“  i’m here now.  i know i wasn’t before.  but i should’ve been.  and i’m not going anywhere.  i’m not gonna let that happen again.  ”

“  it’s time to come home now.  ”

“  that’s enough.  you’ve got your revenge.  let’s go.  ”

“  i know you’re hurting.  and i can’t fix that.  but i can refuse to let you hurt alone.  ”

“  i’m never letting go of you.  i missed you so fucking much.  ”

“  look at me,  you’re safe.  and you’re not alone.  and i’ll never let you be alone again.  you understand?  ”

“  i broke my promise to you once.  i’ll never do it again.  ”

“  i don’t need you to go white knighting and fix all this.  i just want you here.  with me.  that will make me feel better.  ”

“  just stay still and let me hold you.  ”

“  you don’t have to hide your tears.  let it out.  then we’ll move on,  together.  ”

“  i just.  needed to talk to you ‘cause.  somehow you always know what to say.  ”

“  don’t bury your feelings.  sadness.  hurt.  rage.  feel it.  acknowledge it so you can decide what you want to do with it.  not what it will do to you.  ”

“  i miss your smile.  and not that sad one you try to fool everyone with.  the real one.  the one you used to show me.  ”

“  come here.  i’m taking care of you tonight.  and you’re gonna let me.  ”  

1) our muses reunite after sender thought receiver was dead. 

2) our muses reunite after receiver thought sender was dead. 

3) sender shows up at receiver’s house drunk after they’ve broken up. 

4) receiver shows up at sender’s house drunk after they’ve broken up. 

5) our muses are on bad terms but reunite after one of them nearly dies. 

6) sender finds receiver crying and approaches,  clearing the tears with their hands while demanding to know what happened. 

7) receiver finds sender crying and approaches,  clearing the tears with their hands while demanding to know what happened. 

8) our muses haven’t been speaking,  but sender rushes to take care of receiver after they’ve been injured or fell ill. 

9) our muses haven’t been speaking,  but receiver rushes to take care of sender after they’ve been injured or fell ill. 

10) sender hurt receiver in some way,  which led to receiver doing something reckless and sender shows up to stop them/or deal with the aftermath. 

11) receiver hurt sender in some way,  which led to sender doing something reckless and receiver shows up to stop them/or deal with the aftermath.

12) our muses are in a fight,  but cuddle anyway because they don’t like sleeping alone. 

13) receiver wakes sender from a nightmare. 

14) sender wakes receiver from a nightmare. 

15) sender wakes up in the hospital and finds receiver at their side,  who is in the same clothes as the day they were admitted because they’ve refused to leave their side. 

16) receiver wakes up in the hospital and finds sender at their side,  who is in the same clothes as the day they were admitted because they’ve refused to leave their side. 

17) our muses are currently on the outs,  but receiver goes through something traumatic and sender pushes past their friends to get to them. 

18) our muses are currently on the outs,  but sender goes through something traumatic and receiver pushes past their friends to get to them. 

[qrowings]

What does your heart look like?

iced over, out of the sun

Your heart is very lonely, isn’t it? Is your fortress of ice self-made? Are others afraid of you, or are you afraid of them? Are you afraid of hurting them, or of being hurt? Vulnerability and connection can be frightening, but that’s no reason to shy away from their light, to tuck yourself small into corners, to build up frigid walls to keep yourself from feeling. You will heal when you allow yourself to draw closer to the flames and thaw.

Tagging: @caeloservare and YOU

[qrowings]

"I won't sleep well no matter where you sleep, you can share the bed with me." Qrow insists on the matter, patting the bed next to him.

"Maybe then you'll agree that your beds suck."

He finds it oddly comforting to hear that James doesn't get wasted with guests, but is still concerned about him getting wasted at all.

[caeloservare]

"That's not good. You should sleep." His mind was reduced to thinking very little at once. To be fair, he found comfort in that and maybe he would even admit that it was the reason for his drinking.

"You won't let me sleep my way, will you..." James grumbled pushing himself up again. He swayed. Up was a very loose concept. Took him a moment to kick his boots off.

"Alright." Climbing the bed wasn't as easy as it should, but hooking his hand over Qrow and pulling him down on the mattress was easy. "You must sleep too."

[qrowings]

Qrow doesn't try and explain why he doesn't sleep very well lately, but he's sure that James would understand why he isn't sleeping, so he lets James pull him down onto the bed after watching him sway, worried he would fall.

"I'll sleep too, don't worry." He murmurs, digging the blanket from the corner of the bed and tugging it over the both of them.

It's been a long time since he's shared a bed with someone, used to sleeping on the floor with the group, switching out who's on guard every few hours. He didn't sleep easy then either.

"If you throw up, try not to do it on me." He mutters, mostly teasing.

[qrowings]

So a few life updates from yours truly <3

1 last time I posted here I was trying to get a job transfer iirc? I got the transfer! I now only work 2/3 days a week, rarely 3. I am off every thursday and usually work Tuesday > Saturday > Sunday > Friday > Tuesday wash rinse repeat!

2 my father had his kidney removed succesfully, just in time for my mother to land herself in the hospital with a really bad UTI and then a bad reaction to dilauded (which she's known for reacting badly too)

3 I am waiting to be on a new narcolepsy medication, which should hopefully be my Key to more motivation and being able to actually do things instead of just... sitting around sleeping all day

4 All the chairs in my home have broken, we're trying to get a couch rn but currently we have a recliner I can't sit in because it broke in such a way you have to sit up straight in it and that's painful for me, and our other recliner totally snapped in half, so I sit on the floor which is really depressing to me for some reason

[midsummernightmemes]

Reblog if you’re a roleplayer between ages 21 to 29.

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[qrowings]

domesticity - muse a rests chin on muse b’s shoulder to read/see what they’re holding

From Yang!

gentleness action prompts

Qrow has to hunch down to really set his chin on Yangs shoulder, peering at her screen and trying to figure out what's on it.

"Are you looking at pictures of cats with grimm helmets on their heads?" He finally asks.

[qrowings]

Qrow doesn't know what to do other than just stare at him. He had never offered Qrow a drink, and for some reason, that hurts him. Even though he knows James wants him to cut back on drinking, and that's likely why he never gets offered a drink by the man, it still hurts.

"It isn't in good taste to get wasted in front of political guests." He says dryly, scooting over on the bed.

"Get up here, on the shitty bed and off my floor, I don't want to trip on you when I get up in the morning."

[caeloservare]

"I don't get wasted with guests." In fact he does so alone at night or late evenings. Usually, he just does better at getting to his own room or just sleeps in his office.

"Don't worry. I can go by morning." The floor is wonderfully cold. Still a bit hard and probably long term uncomfortable, but it's perfect for now. "I don't want to take your space. I've drunk too much, so I get the floor. You should get to sleep well regardless of my... miscalculation."

[qrowings]

"I won't sleep well no matter where you sleep, you can share the bed with me." Qrow insists on the matter, patting the bed next to him.

"Maybe then you'll agree that your beds suck."

He finds it oddly comforting to hear that James doesn't get wasted with guests, but is still concerned about him getting wasted at all.

[qrowings]

PEOPLE I WANT TO GET TO KNOW BETTER:

Last song I listened to: Damocles by sleep token

Favorite colour: It changes a lot, but currently into greens

Currently watching: Bones and all

Last movie / tv show i watched: bones and all, and naruto

Spicy / savory / sweet: Depends on my mood, usually sweet!

Relationship status: Married!

Last thing I googled: how long to roast broccoli in the oven at 400

Current obsession: naruto....

Tagged by: @caeloservare

Tagging: All of my followers

[hyprmemes]

gentleness action prompts edit/interpret sender/receiver roles as you see fit

breathe - muse a holds muse b closely to help them wind down after a stressful day/event

stop - muse a holds muse b back from walking back out into the fray

melt - muse a holds muse b’s face gently, drawing circles into their cheeks with their thumbs

acceptance - muse a kisses muse b’s forehead and lingers

redemption - muse a holds muse b’s face together and rests their forehead against them

home - muse a pulls muse b closer until muse b’s face rests in the crook of muse a’s neck

finale - muse a wraps themself around muse b to keep them from harm

classics - muse a tends to muse b’s wounds with more care than necessary

honesty - muse a wipes muse b’s tears away from under their eyes

recovery - muse a rubs muse b’s back repeatedly to help work tension out their body

anxiety - muse a intertwines their fingers with muse b’s to ground themself

repose - muse a languidly slips into muse b’s arms while muse b is lying somewhere

subtlety - muse a gently brushes their hand over folds and wrinkles on muse b’s clothing

intimacy - muse a braids/brushes/works knots out of muse b’s hair

domesticity - muse a rests chin on muse b’s shoulder to read/see what they’re holding

second-nature - muse a runs their hand through muse b’s hair who’s leaning into them from behind

casual - muse a slinks their arms around muse b’s to sit closer

wounded - muse a sways muse b and themself back and forth as a soothing mechanism

care-taking - muse a rubs muse b’s arms repeatedly to get some warm into them

excuses - muse a brushes their thumb lightly against muse b’s rub some dirt/dust/etc away

courting - muse a rests one hand on muse b’s back and holds out the other for muse b to hold to help them climb up/down something

simplicity - muse a playfully runs their finger along the bridge of muse b’s nose in one swift motion

[caeloservare]

"Any guests..." No, not true. He furrowed brows, thinking intensively. "Plo-... political guests." He had to put a lot of focus into pronouncing the word. "Sometimes it's expected of me. Or in a good taste to offer."

So he kept some alcohol around. Which should be worrying as soon as he started regularly invading his own cabinets at night. As soon as he couldn't unwind without using it to drown his thoughts.

He stared at Qrow processing what he just said. It took a moment to register. "These are good beds."

He just doesn't mind sleeping on the floor. Or doesn't care. Or is too drunk to care.

[qrowings]

Qrow doesn't know what to do other than just stare at him. He had never offered Qrow a drink, and for some reason, that hurts him. Even though he knows James wants him to cut back on drinking, and that's likely why he never gets offered a drink by the man, it still hurts.

"It isn't in good taste to get wasted in front of political guests." He says dryly, scooting over on the bed.

"Get up here, on the shitty bed and off my floor, I don't want to trip on you when I get up in the morning."

[rpmemedumpster]

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[qrowings]

i feel like this post comes every week but I'm so sorry.for being inactive.... My life is really busy right now between work, family, health issues, family health emergencies, and some other things. I'll go a bit into detail below, don't feel obligated to read 💖 emeto and cancer warning

Tl;dr my blog will continue to be inactive for a bit, rare updates and replies, even though I check it on my phone, I don't do replies on mobile. I see every notification and I draft all replies, I am not dropping threads as of yet.

DM me if you would like my discord for any reason, chatting, roleplaying, plotting, etc.

About a month or so ago my father learned he had cancer in one of his kidneys, and it was bad enough he had to have his entire kidney removed (left kidney, if I'm remembering correctly) and that happened this Friday. My mother (unfortunately) has been """keeping me updated""" by random texts about it, all i knowso far is that the cancer hadn't spread through his body yet, his other kidney was untouched, the surgery went without complications and he's home, he wanted to do the surgery without any strong pain killers and just use ibuprofen and Tylenol for the pain, but after hearing me and my wife explain how absolutely painful kidney removal is, he reluctantly agreed to use stronger medications while recovering. He hasn't texted me once about this situation, all the communication I've had about it has been through my mother, who is unreliable and i hate talking to her......

My own health has been.... Unreliable lately, I've been throwing up almost nonstop for no reason, just talking too much sets my gag reflex off and the doctors don't know what the fuck is going on, I've been tested for everything under the sun, they did an endoscopy on me jan 31st and took twelve samples for biopsies and they all came back benign, my throat appears to be in perfect condition on camera and by biopsy, so I don't even know what step to take next, I'm on two antacids to see if they'll help but I've been on them for two years now and they just dont help.

A medication i was on has been linked to causing blindness in diabetics and despite only being on it for three months, it is now urgent i get my eyes checked because it could be the reason for the worsening eyesight I've been experiencing haha, going blind is one of my biggest fears in life (worse than my arachnophobia) because I'm already disabled physically and mentally, I can't handle losing my eyesight on top of that, my hearing could go, or my ability to talk and I'd be ok, but not my eyes. Not my eyes.

On top of all of this, my direct supervisor at work has made it nearly impossible to continue working there, so I've put in a transfer application (approved by my director, who's way over my supervisors head) and talked to the place i want to transfer to. They were supposed to call me yesterday and never did. I don't think that's a good sign and I don't know what to do because I can't take a lower paying job rn as we're trying to buy a house and a car and get the fuck out of apartment we just moved into due to harassment from our downstairs neighbor, so I may just have to suck it up and stay in my job until Someone fucking gets back to me.

On top of all of THAT. My chest pain has returned and not a single doctor can figure out why I have it. And my dysphoria is terrible lately but I can't get top surgery because I can't afford it, my insurance won't cover it afaik, I can't get HRT because of my liver, and I can't change my name due to the pr*sident. Life sucks right now :).