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SHE WENT THERE

Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.

It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.

Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.

It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.

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sweet jesus, this is horrifying

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“…and I told him, is you crazy?!”

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“n den what happened” im in love

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“They got water” 😂😂

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Lmfaoo she said “no”

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Her little shocked expression for sea world 😍😍😍

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This is so precious like ugh I love how they bond

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Realist shit of all time.

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Gem

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Happy Piccolo Day!!

HAPPY PICCOLO DAY

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What happens when you have like one hit? Like what is Havana Brown doing? Where is B5? Are Nina Sky hosting club appearances? Is Kat DeLuna working at Starbucks? Is Paula Deanda doing too much? I know Cassie is a sugar baby to Diddy but where are the rest of the people who provided us our middle school turn ups?