Not Society's Version of Beautiful

"Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide, It’s where my demons hide"

[sunshinyshan]

my cover of hurricane by halsey

[sunshinyshan]

[sunshinyshan]

words hurt.

[sunshinyshan]

words can cause pain that doesn’t just wash away.

[f-r-u-s-t-a-t-e-d]

[once-truly-myself]

[teenagerposts]

[nobodyreally-cares-deactivated2]

Kind of just every night.

[questioningourbeautiful-blog]

that girl

I’m the girl that sits in the back of the class that nobody notices I’m the girl that tries too hard to make herself perfect so someone will see her I’m the girl that goes home and cries herself to sleep I’m that girl that no one talks to I’m that girl that sits alone at lunch, and does group projects by myself I’m that girl that stays home on the weekends because no one wants to be around me I’m that girl that people get tired of I’m that girl that never knows what to say I’m that girl that pictures herself jumping off a building each time I look at a roof I’m that girl that listens to the whispers in the hallway and decides they’re all about her I’m that girl that’s never had her first kiss because boys don’t like her I’m that girl that feels lost in public because she doesn’t have friends to cling to I’m that girl that always feels alone I’m that girl that holds onto all her problems I’m that girl that they called fat, and ugly, and emo, and a slut, and a waste of space, and an idiot, and a friendless loser And I’m that girl that just laughed and walked away as if it didn’t affect me when inside it makes me want to scream and die

[questioningourbeautiful-blog]

i never really get better i just replace one self destructive behavior with another

[questioningourbeautiful-blog]

[questioningourbeautiful-blog]

It hurts even more when the person insulting you is your own mind

[questioningourbeautiful-blog]

[questioningourbeautiful-blog]

Back playing old games in my mind

[de-voidd]

[questioningourbeautiful-blog]

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