Eddie stimming while he's on his first date w you because you make him so happy 🥺 shaking his hands around and rocking on the balls of his feet
shaking hands is my stim !! gonna burst into tears at the thought of him being so nervously happy. he tries to keep his hands busy alot n you are just mesmerized watching him talk himself breathless and gesture with his hands alot. n you take his hand in the middle of his rambling and just hold it and he flushes like, "oh, sorry. was i being annoying? shit-" and you just shake your head and turn his hand in yours so you can look at his rings. his fingers twitch but otherwise he lets you look.
"not annoying. was just thinking your hands looked really pretty and wanted to see your rings. Is that okay?" you realize you didn't ask before you took his hand hostage.
he blinks. "Is that...?" he swallows, "its more than okay. um, i can tell you about them, if you'd like? the rings, i mean."
you smile. "please."
he smiles. one with dimples. "m'kay. yours are really pretty too, by the way. your hands. everything about you, really is just-" his eyes dart over your face like hes thinking for the word. "-sweet. anyway. my rings-"
i see you folks can’t handle the fact that broccoli gets me moaning like a needy omega in heat and that’s fine. not everyone can handle me #swag #epic #omega
-he loves to make things for you such as drawings or possibly paintings
-he blushes around you constantly and is pretty shy around you
-if you start saying negative shit about yourself, though, he wont hesitate to tell you how amazing you really are and how he loves you for exactly who are
-if youre insecure about your body he’ll tell you that he thinks youre beautiful/handsome/etc and will probably gently touch the places that youre most insecure about if you would like that
-he’s extremely respectful and never crosses boundaries. he always makes sure its ok if he touches you. even if he’s just holding your hand he makes sure its ok bc hes worried he might scare you away and wants to be as respectful as possible
-if youre asexual or prefer not to have sex for any reason, he has no problem with that and tells you that he cares about you a hell of a lot more than he cares about sex. also i feel like he could be on the ace spec but it could be wishful thinking
-also if youre asexual he’ll make sure to make it clear that youre not in any way broken and theres nothing wrong with you
-if you struggled with coming to terms with your sexual and/or romantic orientation, you could totally talk to him about it and he would be as supportive as possible and try to help you as best he could
-if you’re trans and you come out to him he has no problem with it at all and will make sure that it’s clear that youre a real man and that he doesnt view you as less of a guy than any other
-he loves to cuddle if youre into that. dont be afraid to tell him if youre at a time where you prefer not to be touched because all this boy wants to do is make you happy
-if you kiss his cheek or neck when youre cuddling (or whenever) he will go tomato red and its basically his favourite thing ever
-he’ll invite you to watch Corroded Coffin and always does his best to play extra well if youre there
-if you have a disability he’ll assure you that it doesnt make you less than anyone else and that he loves you just the way you are. he never wishes you were any different than you are. if you need help with things (like if you have a wheelchair and need help if something isnt easily accessible, etc) he’ll gladly do anything he can
-if you get bullied he will gladly fight the person (and probably lose but its ok). you would have to clean him up quite a few times, but it’s usually a pretty cute moment
-if youre interested in joining hellfire he’ll be ecstatic but if youre not he wont pressure you or anything. if you’ve never played d&d he’ll teach you
-if you have issues with being overstimulated easily (like by light, noise, etc), he’ll try his best to help you. like if you get bothered by too much noise in public he’ll give you some music to listen to so that you can focus on something else
-he stares at you a lot but will try to look away as soon as someone catches him
-his friends definitely tease him about how infatuated he is with you (if yall told them cuz y’know homophobia is scary)
-he just loves you so much and thinks youre gorgeous inside & out!
hiii i’d like to request gareth emerson x trans male (he/him) reader where maybe gareth thinks the reader is a cis guy and the reader decides to come out to him. like the reader would probably be really scared and struggling to explain but gareth would totally get it and have no problem
Who You Are
IMPORTANT AUTHORS NOTE: This story was written specifically for male readers, fem/ fem aligned people, please do not interact.
Also, requests are open!
Pairing: Gareth Emerson x Male! Reader
Type: Romantic
Warnings: overthinking, anxiety, coming out, mentions of female anatomy (chest)
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You were so scared. You loved Gareth and knew deep down he would accept you, but there were still those anxieties that kept hold over you. You had been friends for a few years and dating for a few months, but he still knew you as the cis guy you put yourself out as. You knew sooner or later, and it was best he hear it from you, instead of finding out for himself.
You and Gareth had just reached the point in your relationship where you were becoming more comfortable with physical affection. What worried you was the fact that you knew Gareth was a hugger. He made it very clear that he loved hugs. That wouldn’t have been a problem if he didn’t like to surprise people. Gareth was sneaky. You had seen him sneak up behind his other friends to hug them from behind many a time. You wouldn’t mind that, but you have a chest, and Gareth doesn’t know that.
You had invited him over to your house. You waited anxiously in your room, waiting to have to explain to him why you always turned down hugs and refused to cuddle. Waiting to hear him call you a freak and storm away, refusing to talk to you ever again. He wouldn’t do that though, right? Right..? You thought you would slip into your thoughts, but before that could happen, you heard a quiet knock on your bedroom door. “Knock knock!” He’s here.
You told the boy to come in, and looked down at the floor as you heard the door creak open. You heard shuffling and looked up one you saw familiar flannel fabric and felt a hand ruffle your hair. You gave him a tight lipped smile before motioning for him to sit next to you. Gareth complied and looked at you with a smile. “What’d you wanna tell me about, pretty boy?” Great, that smile of his is gonna make this so much harder.
You sat looking at your hands which rested in you lap, the baggy sleeves of that hid you deepest secret seeming much more interesting than his face at the moment. Out with it. “Gar, I completely understand if this changes the way you see me, but I know I’m gonna have to tell you sooner or later. I love you a lot, I want you to know that, even if you don’t feel the same for me after this. I’m just gonna say it instead of rambling more. I’m trans, I wasn’t born a guy.”
You looked up to see Gareth tilting his head at you, a confused look resting on his face. “Y/n/n, why would that change how I feel about you? I love you for who you are, not what you look like or the sex you were assigned at birth. You’re still the boy I met and had a crush on for two years.” A smile landed on his lips as he pulled you in for a hug.
“Does this mean we can cuddle now?”
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Thanks for your request, anon! I loved writing this, and I hope you enjoy it, sorry it took so long to finish!! :) <3
Summary: You and Eddie have been there for each other through thick and thin.
Fluff + Comfort
Warnings: Mentions of bad parent relationships, lots of crying, cussing, etc
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“No! You don’t understand me! You don’t even try!!” You yell at your mom.
“Your a girl Y/N! I know everything about you! I’m your mother for crying out loud!”
“Ok then what’s my favorite color?”
“What?”
“My favorite color, Mom. What is it.” You sighed crossing your arms.
“Pink. That’s easy. Your like every other girl.” You huff out a laugh with anger. “Jesus Christ Mom, no! It’s dark blue!”
“Well how the hell was I supposed to know that? You rarely talk to me anymore!”
“Because of this Mom! This right here! You think you know everything about me just because what? You were my age too once?”
“Yes! Exactly! Your just a teenage girl with teenage girl emotions, you don’t even realize what a bitch you’re being!”
“Oh go to hell!” You scream before heading for the door. “Where do you think your going? Y/N? Y/N!!” You ignored your mother, slamming the door on your way out. She knew where you were going, the same place you’d always gone when you two broke into fights like this.
Eddies house.
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The sound of some heavy metal band filled your ears as well as the smell of cigarettes as you approached Eddie’s front door. Tears were already streaming down your face, you tried to stop them, but they just kept coming no matter how hard you tried to stop them.
You knocked on Eddie’s door. Once, twice. Before you started pounding.
Again
And again
And again.
“Im coming in coming!” You heard his voice boom. He opened the door and your eyes wandered over his body. He was wearing some lose sweatpants that showed off the dark hair of his happy trail, no shirt, his hair was thrown up in a low bun and he was a bit sweaty. If you were correct, he was probably working out.
Tears streamed down your face once against as you pushed yourself into his chest. You tears mixed with the sweat on his chest as your arms wrapped around his waist. His arms immediately went to wrap around you as you nuzzled your nose into a small patch of hair that sat on his chest.
“Hey hey, woah Y/N. Hey what’s wrong?”
“She doesn’t understand me Eddie. She won’t change. I hate her. I hate her so much.” You sobbed.
Eddie immediately knew what you were talking about. He tried moving his arm to shut the door but you clinged onto him. He chuckled softly. “Babe I can’t shut the door if you don’t let go.”
“Sorry.” You mumble, wiping away your snot and tears. He kissed your forehead softly as he shut the door. Calling each other cute little pet names and showering each other with compliments followed by small forehead kisses and cuddles were yalls way of showing friendship affection.
“You alright?” Eddie asked as you hugged his waist tightly. You nodded. He rubbed your head softly. “You wanna beat up my punching bag and pretend it’s her?”
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Now when it came to comforting Eddie, you were the only one who saw the vulnerable side of him. The side he usually never showed. And tonight was one of those nights. He and his uncle had gotten into it again.
You were leaning against his headboard, arms wrapped around him as he nuzzled his head into your chest. Your chin was rest up against his head as you felt his tear leak through your shirt and onto your bra. He was straddling your waist, but you didn’t mind the position. When Eddie was crying, he often had a child like mindset. He’d want you to cradle him like a baby, and you’d do so. You showed him the motherly love his parents never did.
You rocked slowly back and forth, letting out small “Shhs” and “It’s alright. I got you. I’m not going anywhere.” You always reassured him that you’d never leave him when he got like this. It was because one night, when the bullying got super bad he cried and cried for hours. No matter what you did he uncontrollably sobbed and hiccuped. You went to get up to grab him a cup of water when he practically dropped down to his knees in front of you, crying and begging not to leave him.
His words were like a scar on your heart. They never left.
“Please im so sorry. Please please please I promise i’ll stop crying. I’ll do whatever you want, I swear. Please don’t leave me, please Y/N. Your all I have. I can’t lose you. I promise I’ll never make fun of you again. I’ll never smoke or cuss or hang out with any other girl. Please.”
It when on like that for a while before you dropped to your knees and pulled him into a tight hug. You promised you’d never leave him.
“Eddie! Eddie get in here. Now!” You heard his uncle yell before hearing him sigh and add a quick, “Please.”
Eddie was trembling, too scared to go out an face his uncle. “Eddie,” You whisper. “Eddie please look at me.” He finally looked up, eyes red and glossy. “Hi baby,” You smile softly as your voice cracked. You hated seeing Eddie like this, it made you want to cry yourself.
“Eddie, Wayne’s calling you. Be my brave boy and go speak to him okay? I promise i’ll be right here, and if i hear anything bad happen, i’ll come out there and beat his ass. Understand?”
Eddie nodded as you whipped away his tears. “Promise?”
“Promise.”
Eddie got up, and walked out to face his uncle, leaving the door cracked open a couple inches. You heard them talking, voices raising, getting louder and louder until it all went silent.
You panicked. Immediately you got up and sprinted out of Eddie’s room. You peaked around the corner of the hallway and you heart cracked the at sight in front of you. But your like curved into a small smile as well.
Eddie and his uncle were both crying, but they were holding each other close and tightly. “I swear to god, I fought long and hard to get you boy. Your not going anywhere.” Wayne mumbled.
“Can I join?” You smiled shyly as thy both turned to face you. They both opened their arms and you sped walk into the little group hug. “Ah what the hell Y/N,” His uncle laughed slightly. “What would we do without you?”
“Probably kill each other.” You all laughed.
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hiii could i request a marc spector x ftm reader x steven grant please. the reader could be fully medically transitioned and has been dating marc and steven for a while but only steven knows that he’s trans and the reader decides to come out to marc but is worried about not being accepted.
First of all, thank you so much for the request, I think it’s a really wholesome idea and It was a delight to write. This is also my first Moon Knight fic so I hope I did it justice and that I get more motivation or requests for more from here on :)
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Marc x FtM Reader x Steven
[Coming out ]
"Y/n?" Steven's tone was timid and concerned. You had been pushing the food around your plate without taking a single bite for a while now. It was hard to eat with all the thoughts running through your head.
"You know…Marc doesn't know about me…that I was…born different…" You finally looked up at Steven, the realization changing his features. But he didn't say anything and let you continue.
"I was just thinking," you said. "That I might be ready to tell him. Well…he deserves to know, after all this time. But even if I do know him, I still can't help being nervous, you know?"
Steven smiled softly and nodded. You knew he understood.
"I'm just tired of hiding. I'm done turning around when I change so he wouldn't see my scars, done showering alone and probably making him feel unwanted in the process when it's just me being insecure…" You sighed out in relief, shoulders sagging.
"You have no idea how good it feels to finally say it…"
You looked into Steven's eyes again. It almost made you cry- all the openness, understanding, support. You didn't deserve him. You didn't deserve them.
"Come here," he said and opened his arms. You stood up and climbed in his lap without hesitation, wrapping your arms around his neck and burying your face against his jaw.
"Do you want me to get him?" Steven whispered while running a hand through your hair and you just nodded, taking a grounding breath.
With a last kiss to your temple you felt a halt in his movement and after a few moments you felt the body shift when Marc was brought to the front.
"Y/n? What's wrong? Stevie said you needed me."
The concern in his voice made you sniffle slightly and you tried your best to not cry too much. How could you have ever thought Marc wouldn't love you no matter what?
Your stupidity made you chuckle wetly, which only brought on more concern in Marc.
"Hey, what's all this about? It's alright, I can wait till you're ready." Marc pressed a kiss of his own to your hairline. It felt different than Steven's.
"There's something I need to tell you. I should have sooner, but I was…I wasn't ready yet and I was worried about your reaction."
Marc only nodded and let you speak. If you couldn't distinguish the two by the look in their eyes it could have been either of them.
With one last moment of grounding you finally let the truth out.
"There is a reason I've always avoided taking showers together, or turning around whenever I take my shirt off…"
There was a small knot of confusion between Marc's eyebrows while you took his hand and led it under your shirt, pressed against your skin until his fingertips brushed against one of the scars. It took some more courage, but you pulled off your shirt completely, revealing a set of twin scars one on either side of your chest.
"I'm trans. I wasn't born in the kind of body I was supposed to. And I hope it won't change anything between us. Steven found out, but I was still too nervous to let you know."
The silence that followed wasn't uncomfortable. You closed your eyes and focused on the way Marc's fingers traced along each scar. It made you shiver, and before you opened your eyes you felt soft lips press against your chest.
"I'm glad you felt comfortable enough to finally tell me. Of course it doesn't change anything. I still love you more than anything in the world."
You saw Marc pause with a far away look in his eyes and then chuckle. "Alright, alright. I still love you and Stevie both more than anything in the world."
You both laughed and the relief you felt was overwhelming. You pressed close to them, lips against lips, hands tight around each other. And there is nowhere else you would have rather been.
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I hope you enjoyed! I can't tell you how much I love these guys, and I'll be adding Jake to my request list from now on also, so there will be even more love to go around. Again, thank you for the request :)
could i request a Ledger Joker x ftm reader please? the plot can be anything really but if you wanted to it could possibly be about y/n coming out to Joker? and maybe he thinks Joker won’t accept him and wont love him anymore but he does.
Joker x ftm reader
Headcanon
I must admit the last time I watched this movie was years ago, so I read up on his wiki, and am basing him a lot on other versions of joker I know more about. So, if he’s not very canon to the movie, that’s why.
I couldn’t figure out what his first name was in this movie, so ill go with Jack as that’s what google said it was.
I made the reader a bad guy in Gotham in this, for some spice.
Reader will use testosterone gel instead of injections, since that’s what I know best.
Requests are open.
- You and Jack met because you were both so called villains in Gotham. Him being the Joker whos main goal seemed to be bothering batman, and you being an individual who had lost everything to the richest people in the city. You had watched everyone you love lose it all, and many pass away because they couldn’t afford treatment because they were robbed blind by those rich individuals.
- You and the Joker stumbled across each other whilst you were getting revenge on a man who robbed one of the personal hospitals blind, so it couldn’t treat anyone.
- This was the same hospital you would have gotten testosterone at, but because of this one man no hospitals in the area could afford such a thing, leaving you without it.
- After this run-in, the two of you seemed to keep bumping into each other. At first you were slightly put off by his personality, but it grew on you with time. And you came to enjoy his presence, and him yours.
- He even seemed to go out of his way to try and swoop you off your feet. At some point he started bringing you actual flowers and gifts to show his interest. You had decided you didn’t want to mix your civilian life with your night job, but he stayed persistent.
- It was when he caught multiple of the people on your list, and left them on the roof where you would normally meet, wrapped in a big bow, that you couldn’t hold yourself back anymore.
- You accepted his confession, and in the beginning you still kept seeing each other during your night jobs, but at some point you started meeting during the day too.
- He seemed puzzled at your appearance outside of your “bad-guy get-up” as he would call it, as it made your body appear more masculine and made your chest flat.
- He didn’t comment on it, and when he started using she/her pronounce you couldn’t get yourself to correct him since you had come to love him so much. You didn’t want to lose him.
- You silently suffered, and kept your many doctors and psychologist visits a secret, and when you finally got accepted to receive testosterone again, you didn’t know what to do.
- You arrived back to your shared apartment, and sat on the bed you shared, holding the small container of gel in your hands.
- You had thought maybe it would be easier to hide from Jack. But you had started to reconsider. He would notice when you started changing, and maybe he would be even more angry.
- Lost in thought, you didn’t see him wander into the bedroom, or how he near constant grin wavered slightly at your distressed appearance.
- When you finally realized he was there, he had crawled onto the bed behind you and wrapped his arms around you, resting his chin on your shoulder and asking you what was wrong.
- You almost flung the container of gel across the room, but he caught your wrist. You tried to pull away, making up many excuses as you tried to hide it.
- He tilted his head, reading the label on the top that said your dead-name, what the gel was, and what it was used for.
- He was quiet for a while, making dread fill your throat and your eyes water. Now he knew, and he would leave you just like everyone else.
- “Oh love, why didn’t you tell me?” he said, voice soft and full of affection.
- He moves back and lifts his hands to cradle your face in them, turning you to look at him.
- You still felt like you were gonna cry, that he wouldn’t accept you and kick you out the door.
- “I love you, you know. I don’t care about that stuff, I just wanna see you happy” he said, his eyes boring into yours. His eyes were full of honesty, and he caressed your cheek with his thumb.
- “I could never hate you” he murmured, leaning closer and kissing you on the tip of your nose.
- “Now.” He announced. “Tell me your real name, and ill go rob a pharmacy for the stuff you need. The price they ask for this stuff is out of this world” he said, voice full of excitement.
- He didn’t seem the slightest bit bothered about dating a man.
- “My name… its (Y/N)” you murmured, still feeling like you were gonna cry but for different reasons this time.
- “Well (Y/N). I love you, no matter what, alright? Now come on handsome, lets go buy you some more comfortable clothes” he laughed, jumping out of the bed and pulling you up with him.
- He kisses you lovingly, before pulling you out of the room with him, already rambling about all the things you two could do around town, what doctors you could go too that he knew would help, and what people to target for their transphobic policies.
- You were happy, your heart warm as Jack seemed to show he cared in the best ways he could. The way how he looked at you hadn’t changed one bit. He still loved you.
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