i’m an aquarium

28, my mind on a page HW: 58.9 kg ~ LW: 42.9 ~ CW: 57.4 GW1: 55 ~ GW2: 53 ~ GW3: 50 UGW: 48 ~ HEIGHT: 156 cm ~ BMI: 23.9

[quewt]

Fasted 17 hours yesterday. High cal restriction but still down 1.2kg in 5 days

Doing a blood donation today so broke my fast early. Hoping I pass the iron test otherwise that would’ve been for nothing

[violetvibrations]

@ topgirl.studio

[cheruib]

i hope march lands softly like a bird on your shoulder and sings the sweetest song for you i hope its light drenches your soul i hope it leaves you stunned by its tenderness and more hopeful than ever

[sahlesummerhill]

[joelkora]

[quewt]

I meal prepped high cal lunches by accident and I can’t throw out food out of guilt so yeah this week sucks

[quewt]

my mum in law broke my scales arrgghhhh

[chaoticneutralwife]

girl who is sitting in a chair quietly with a neutral expression actually screaming very loudly in her head

[annina98]

[quewt]

I’m calorie counting and staying above 1000, telling myself I’m not relapsing but I feel like I’m lying to myself too…

I should stop but I don’t like feeling ugly and gross anymore. And I SHOULDNT feel ugly and gross because weight shouldn’t dictate how I feel about myself. But it does dammit

[quewt]

My weight isn’t changing but also I’m not pooping before weigh ins so I can’t wait until I do a morning poop

Also we have been eating this potato lentil salad for dinner and I have like 4 bites and I’m stuffed and full for hours and I’m so in love with this recipe ♥️

[quewt]

I am depresso & anxiety ball today and I am here for it bcos no appetite

This like never happens to me I’m always the eat my feelings type

[quewt]

I’m trying to love my body but also restrict and I just cANT

every time i look back on photos I’m like damn I wish I was happy with myself then cos now I’m a whale

but I can only hate my body and restrict. idk why

[lionfloss]

via

[sustancy]

[redsrunning777]

Thisss

[quewt]

down .8kg in a week :) progress is progress