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@racointeur6
private Β & Β Β selective Β multi Β - Β muse Β featuring Β muses Β from Β the Β vampire Β diaries Β universe Β , Β Β supernatural Β , Β shadowhunter Β chronicles Β , Β Β & Β more Β ! Β Β established Β in Β 2017 Β and Β re Β - Β established Β 2021 Β . Β loved Β by Β bee Β , Β 22 Β years Β old.
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NEW BLOG.
hi hello i have remade my blog and added VERY limited muses to keep myself from getting overwhelmed and iβm just gonna keep it very low activity, but if any of u would like to write w me again, thereβs the link!!
NEW BLOG.
hi hello i have remade my blog and added VERY limited muses to keep myself from getting overwhelmed and iβm just gonna keep it very low activity, but if any of u would like to write w me again, thereβs the link!!
NEW BLOG.
hi hello i have remade my blog and added VERY limited muses to keep myself from getting overwhelmed and iβm just gonna keep it very low activity, but if any of u would like to write w me again, thereβs the link!!
NEW BLOG.
hi hello i have remade my blog and added VERY limited muses to keep myself from getting overwhelmed and iβm just gonna keep it very low activity, but if any of u would like to write w me again, thereβs the link!!
the urge to remake this blog and come back .....
so uhhh this is me giving a lil life update since i went mia on this blog hksk i am alive, just super busy w work and my mental health has not been the best at all. i donβt know if iβll come back to tumblr tbh but i am still around on discord for those of you who are interested in keeping in contact w me. you can find me @ bee.#1129
ONE SCENE PER EPISODE: 2x18 Night Has A Thousand Eyes.
hi this is me popping in to let u all know that ily and ur all so talented β€
you wanna use me as ritual sacrifice so bad it makes you look stupid
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β βΒ βΒ βΒ βΒ β ππππΒ ( ππππ ) πππππππ
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βΒ & theyβd all be so disappointed. β
β Cause who am I if not exploited ? β
β & I donβt stick up for myself. β
βΒ & I wish people liked me more.Β β
βΒ All I did was try my best.Β β
β This the kinda thanks I get ? β
β But I wish I could disappear. β
β God, itβs brutal out here. β
β I only have two real friends. β
β & lately, Iβm a nervous wreck. β
βΒ I feel like no one wants me.Β β
βΒ & I wish Iβd done this before. β
βΒ & theyβd all be so disappointed, βCause who am I if not exploited ?Β β
βΒ & Iβm so tired that I might quit my job, start a new life.Β β
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β I played dumb, but I always knew. β
β I kept quiet so I could keep you. β
β & ainβt it funny how you said you were friends ? β
β Now it sure as hell donβt look like it. β
β & I know that youβll never feel sorry for the way I hurt.Β β
β All I did was try my best. β
β Loved you at your worst, but that didnβt matter. β
β Guess you didnβt cheat, but youβre still a traitor. β
β Remember I brought her up & you told me I was paranoid ? β
β God, I wish that you had thought this through before I went & fell in love with you. β
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β But today,β I drove through the suburbs, crying βcause you werenβt around. β
β 'Cause how could I ever love someone else ? β
β But Iβve never felt this way for no one. β
β How you could be so okay now that Iβm gone. β
β 'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street. β
β & all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you. β
β I kinda feel sorry for them. β
β Canβt drive past the places we used to go to. β
β 'Cause theyβll never know you the way that I do. β
β I still see your face in the white cars, front yards. β
β But I still fuckinβ love you. β
β You said forever, now I drive alone past your street.Β β
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β Called you on the phone today just to ask you how you were. β
β All I did was speak normally. β
β & I donβt stick up for myself. β
β Somehow, I still struck a nerve.Β β
β You got me fucked up in the head.Β β
β I hate that I give you power over that kinda stuff. β
β Iβm the love of your life until I make you mad. β
β Itβs always one step forward and three steps back. β
β Do you love me, want me, hate me ? β
β & lately, Iβm a nervous wreck. β
β No, I donβt understand.Β β
β & maybe in some masochistic way I kind of find it all exciting. β
β Like, which lover will I get today ? β
β Will you walk me to the door or send me home crying ? β
π πππ ππ
β So when you gonna tell her that we did that, too ? β
β That was our place, I found it first. β
β & I donβt stick up for myself. β
β I made the jokes you tell to her when sheβs with you.Β β
β Do you get dΓ©jΓ vu when sheβs with you ? β
β βCause letβs be honest, we kinda do sound the same. β
β I hate to think that I was just your type. β
β Now I bet you even tell her how you love her inΒ between the chorus and the verse.Β β
β A different girl now, but thereβs nothing new. β
β I know you get dΓ©jΓ vu. β
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β Remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world ? β
β Good for you, I guess that youβve been workinβ on yourself. β
β I guess that therapist I found for you, she really helped. β
β Now you can be a better man for your brand new girl.Β β
β You look happy and healthy, not me, if you ever cared to ask. β
β Youβre doinβ great out there without me, baby. β
β God, I wish that I could do that. β
β But youβre so unaffected, I really donβt get it. β
β But I guess good for you. β
β I guess youβre gettinβ everything you want. β
β Itβs like you never even met me.Β β
β Remember when you swore to God I was the only person who ever got you ? β
β Well, screw that, and screw you.Β β
β Itβs like we never even happened. β
β You will never have to hurt the way you know that I do.Β β
β Maybe Iβm too emotional. β
β Your apathyβs like a wound in salt. β
β Or maybe you never cared at all.Β β
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β Tried so hard to be everything that youβliked justβforβyou to sayβyouβre not theβcompliment type. β
β Stupid, emotional, obsessive little me. β
β You found someonΠ΅ more exciting. β
β The nΠ΅xt second, you were gone.Β β
β All I ever wanted was to be enough for you.Β β
β You left me there cryinβ, wonderinβ what I did wrong. β
β You always say Iβm never satisfied, but I donβt think thatβs true. β
β & maybe Iβm just not as interesting as the girls you had before. β
β But God, you couldnβt have cared less about someone who loved you more. β
β Iβd say you broke my heart but you broke much more than that. β
β Now I donβt want your sympathy.Β β
β I just want myself back.Β β
β Donβt you think I loved you too much to think I deserve nothing ? β
β Donβt you think I loved you too much to be used & discarded ? β
β But donβt tell me youβre sorry. β
β Feel sorry for yourself. β
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β Your friends are mine, you know I know. β
β I thought my heart was detached from all theβsunlightβofβour past. β
β Does she mean you forgot about me ? β
β I hope youβre happy, but not like how you were with me β
β Iβm selfish, I know, I canβt let you go.Β β
β So find someone great, but donβt find no one better. β
β I hope youβre happy, but donβt be happier. β
β An eternal love bullshit you know youβll never mean. β
β Remember when I believed you meant it when you said it first to me ?Β β
β I wish you all the best, really. β
β Say you love her, baby. Just not like you loved me. β
β & think of me fondly when your hands are on her. β
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β I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room. β
β Wish I didnβt care. β
β Butβit feels likeβthat weight isβon my back & I canβt let it go. β
β I think I think too much. β
β Iβm happy for them, but then again, Iβm not. β
β Iβm so sick of myself. β
β Oh God, I sound crazy. β
β Their win is not my loss. β
β I know itβs true, but I canβt help gettinβ caught up in it all. β
β I wanna be you so bad and I donβt even know you. β
β All I see is what I should be. β
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β Know that I loved you so bad. β
β I let you treat me like that. β
β I was your willing accomplice, honey &Β I watched as you fled the scene. β
β The things I did just so I could call you mine. β
β One heart broke, four hands bloody. β
β Well, I hope I was your favorite crime. β
β You used me as an alibi. β
β I wondΠ΅r if youβre around cause you know that Iβd do it all again. β
β Itβs bittersweet to think about the damage that weβd do. β
β I say that I hate you with a smile on my face. β
β 'Cause, baby, you were mine. β
β Oh, look what we became. β
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β & somehow, we fell out of touch. β
β Donβt know if Iβll see you again someday but if youβre out there, I hope that youβre okay. β
β She couldnβt wait to go to college. β
β Does she know how proud I am she was created with the courage to unlearn all of their hatred ?Β β
β I miss you & I hope that youβre okay. β
β Nothingβs forever, nothing is as good as it seems. β
β God, I hope that youβre happier today. β
β 'Cause I love you. β
i remade my interest tracker since i significantly reduced my muse list, so pls refill / fill it out if u get a chance <3 it really helps me for writing starters and sending memes and everything!!
do i start hannibal tonight yes or no
#me trying to do life
i told myself i would write today and instead did nothing but play dead by daylight
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HOPE MIKAELSON S03E15 | A New Hope
