[daily-spooky]

[marinebeccarelli]

Ireland, juin 2024 © marinebeccarelli

Canon AE1 / Kodak Gold 200

[diamondseaside]

thinking bout 2019 and how i took her for granted

[agnes-nielsens]

[agnes-nielsens]

[dahppled]

I really don't have much going on in my life, except the horrors, so when people ask me questions it feels like a test of some kind

[weltenwellen]

Anne Carson, Plainwater: Essays and Poetry

[blunder]

we know what true happiness is when we don’t have to wake up early the next morning

[camilicy]

From the archive - all I’ve felt is exhaustion

[decompose1]

i dislike the weird jump to blame suicide victims for their suicides and call them selfish. suicide is very frequently in some way a social murder. i think instead of blaming someone who was in such a dark place that they saw no other way out we should maybe be blaming the people who threw gas on the fire, such as those with a lot of power to make that person's life that bad or those who abused them into it. is that really that unreasonable

[decompose1]

not once has being told i was being selfish- or seeing people talk about how selfish suicide is- EVER made me feel less suicidal. it creates shame. it makes me shut down and never want to disclose feeling this way because oh, g-d, doesn't that make me a bad person? oh, g-d, they'll think i'm a monster, they'll think i'm guilt tripping them, they'll think, they'll think, they'll think (....)

and worse still, nearly every time i've been pushed this far- and, indeed, a lot of my mental health problems to begin with- often stem from the idea that i am less important than anyone else. my thoughts, my feelings, my safety, my life are less important. so to hear people essentially say to me, "but how would everyone else feel!?"?? it doesn't help at all. it makes it so much worse. once more, i am not the important one. even at my lowest, i have to be the one to make compromises and consider how everyone else feels. how could that ever help me? how could you say that to someone?

[sobcat]

ready for what the next week brings...

[ovur]

I won't ever get over the removal of headphone jacks, or micro sd slots, or cd drives. I won't. Fuck everyone and everything

[mysilent879]

[telescopi0]

mood

[orpheuslament]

(experiences anything remotely similar to desire) i should be shot in the back of the head execution style

[killxbunnyyy]

i be like “it is what it is” then be pissed off for like 4 years

[believesinpatterns]

a woman holding her boob should be considered a neutral pensive gesture like when a man scratches his beard

[johnnycrass]

clap if you're a black hole of a person and have never been satisfied

[ghost-faces-deactivated20250916]

do you like my repetitive and outdated music taste