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I signed a new lease in Portland probably moving new month. I'm excited but sooooo nervous and I miss my friends in Florida already

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My mom said she made $1000 at a casino then lost it all bc she accidentally put her bid or whatever wrong where it gave her a odd number. And she had an OCD moment where she kept playing to try and make the number even 😭

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I loved Amsterdam but I wish traveling didn't make me feel so chopped like I feel like even my skin looks better day one back in fl. It didn't help I bottled up my hair products and then couldn't tell them apart so I couldn't really style my hair 😐😐 going ahead 6 hours is also fucked up but coming back was nice bc I feel like I time traveled backwards and got 6 bonus hours in the day

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I had no idea nicotine products like pouches, vapes etc were illegal to sell in the Netherlands. I found some super disgusting 13.5 mg pouches and I asked another shop if they had anything less strong and the guy was like "No!!! Only much stronger". 😐😐😐 I think they only sell these disgusting ones to deter people from using them like I read if they do sell vapes they are tobacco flavored

[contemptible-scoundrel]

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should my new fun fact about myself when jobs make u give one be that I had the mumps?

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I'm in Amsterdam for work and my company got me a hotel in the red light district. it's 8 minutes from our office so that's why I guess but it's so funny to me like.

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I had stomach issues for like 6 months and I finally cured them but then I took ONE SIP of tea gone bad by mistake and they're back 😐😐

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I finally understand how they get you working salary I'm doing unpaid overtime almost every day lately 😐😐😐

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I just realized for interpersonal conflicts if I think about what id want to say if I was on mdma they'd probably go a lot better. New technique.

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if I was president I would get everyone with BPD on magnesium.

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Bpd roommate splitting hardcore on me right when things were seeming a little better and probably BECAUSE they were seeming better. I got him a birthday gift during a time were not hanging out (bc he's been awful to me and I told him shit needs to change first) and he was super nice about it for exactly one day before losing his shit.

Apparently he split on another friend and is effectively ending their friendship too. It's so crazy to me how people will blow up their entire life and still blame everyone else.

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I was struggling all day and at 6 pm I saw the caffeine pill I thought I took sitting out 💀

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All bow to wizard snoopy

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I just learned you can buy an ultrasonic scaler online to remove plaque from your own teeth. Im so tempted

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I'm going on an Amsterdam work trip and apparently the cofounder is cooking dinner for us at his house. Start ups are so fucking weird.