My Rude Brain

Exploring My Existence With BPD

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Sometimes when you’re in a dark place you think you’ve been buried, but actually you’ve been planted.”

— Christine Caine

[womanism]

please dont be so neutral and bland with me my brain perceives this as anger and annoyance and that scares me so please

[lifewithborderline]

We are brave!

[ramblingsofarudebrain]

How to tell your eating disorder is coming back with a vengeance - a fridge of unopened attempts at eating and plates of meals you cooked, intending to eat, but then just couldn’t.

[motiya]

I hope the universe blesses you with a moment of peace this week. You’re doing the right thing, and you’re going to be okay.

[ramblingsofarudebrain]

When you know you did a bad thing...

[melisica]

[dimittere-confractos]

I know I’m needy

I know I’m annoying

I know I’m a lot to handle

But please

Just don’t leave me

[ramblingsofarudebrain]

This so hard right now as I self sabotage yet again.

[humofnight]

i love one (1) disaster wizard

[curlicuecal]

It’s a good metaphor tho, because the situation is never going to get better if you don’t eventually pull the door. And afterwards, no matter what the damage was, you’ll have a working cabinet, whatever plates you could salvage, and a place to start putting new plates.

[artbymoga-deactivated20200516]

Reblogging for that comment ^

[starjeweled-alpenglow]

Hats off for negative jokes turned to wholesome posts

[ramblingsofarudebrain]

Trying so hard right now not to give in and relapse again. God I want to so fucking badly. I want that release.

[cutespoonie]

the two bad fatigue moods:

gets super emotional, cries over the smallest things, empathetic™, can’t handle anything, irritable, overstimulated™, anxious

can’t feel anything, barely able to think, apathic™, can’t relate to anything, emptiness™, can’t cry, slow™, dissociating

[agayworthfightingfor]

extra fun mode: both at the same time

[just-shower-thoughts]

Have you ever wondered how many fictional characters you’ve absorbed into your personality

[pixelameart]

[ramblingsofarudebrain]

I can’t lose another person, I just can’t.

I fucked up. I fucked up so badly and now he won’t speak to me, and I’m honestly unsure if I’ll make it through this one.

[survivingontheborderline]

When you’re having an Identity Crisis™ and you can’t stop it and suddenly your hair feels wrong and your body feels wrong and your personality feels wrong and your hobbies feel wrong and you are just all fucking wrong

[ramblingsofarudebrain]

Sometimes not even bear filters can hide the sad...

[ramblingsofarudebrain]

I feel so very out of place in the world tonight :/