Adam didn’t really want to be in therapy, he didn’t believe it could help him. Therapy could work for other people but he wasn’t sure if it could actually do anything for his curse. It could just be a waste of time but he was grasping at straws. His control was slipping lately, his temper was becoming shorter again. He found himself yelling more often and wanting to break things or hurt people when he was upset. He had to stop this, he had to break the curse or at least get things under control again before he hurt someone important. Before he hurt and/or lost Dawson. Dawson meant so much to him, he didn’t know what he would do if something happened. It was bad enough he had a couple nightmares now where Dawson was on the receiving end of his temper, of one of his tantrums. He had to do something about this now if he wanted a future with Dawson.
He was sitting in the waiting room scrolling through Instagram on his phone trying to distract himself and not feel so embarrassed to be there. Part of him still wanted to leave and try and deal with this on his own but that hadn’t been working. When he heard his name called he looked up, slowly putting his phone in his pocket, and heading over toward the woman. “Hello,” he mumbled looking down at the floor not comfortable with the situation and already regretting being there.
Ravenna assessed the young man quickly, noting the way he looked at his feet, the slight shift to his weight. She understood being uncomfortable, or ashamed, of therapy, but prided herself on making her practice feel comfortable and welcoming. Sure, her ways weren’t always the most appropriate, but whether people chose to believe it or not, she did try her best to help people. It seemed more often than not that her definition of help varied from other practicing therapists, but people truly didn’t need coddling. They needed a way to handle the reality of life. It was not kind, there was no point pretending it was.
“Hello, Mr. DuBois,” She greeted, guiding him back to her office. She waited for him to go inside before closing the door behind. “Pick anywhere you’d like to sit. I believe in therapy on your terms. My job is to guide and assist you, to give ideas, or ask the right questions. Your job is far more complicated than that, I’m afraid.” She offered a small smile before moving to sit in her chair, reaching to grasp her mug to sip her tea. “Now, I see you’ve signed the consent for treatment form, as well as have been made aware about things I would be required by law to report. Beyond those listed, this is entirely confidential. This space is safe for you to be as honest as you like, but know well that if you come to me with lies, I cannot truly help you. I want for us to build a relationship of mutual trust, which may at times be uncomfortable or difficult. At any time you may stop sessions, and I won’t blame you. But, if you give me some time and are willing to work, I will do all that I can to help you.” She promised, carefully slipping his consent forms into her file for him. “You’ve completed our preliminary intake form, but I don’t wish to go over that. I want to begin, Mr. DuBois, with the simplest point. What made you decide to schedule an appointment for today? What are you hoping to find here, that you’ve not found on your own?” She asked, knowing they could come back to more logistical intake questions. “That is question one. Though forgive me, I’ve gotten ahead of myself. Introductions first. I am Dr. Grimhilde, but you may call me Ravenna, or Eve, or Ms. Grimhilde, or whatever makes you comfortable. What shall I call you?”