Life is short
I always say that I'm a very chill and calm person. I always tell people not to overthink and to take life one day at a time. But here I am, on a daily, overthinking life. It may not show but I have a lot going on in my head. Some good, some bad, some uncertain.
It's funny how life is meant to be navigated alone. There are paths we take where we might seem to be lost and then at some point, if you're lucky enough, you find your way back. Or you at least find some place to call home again.
I wonder if we really do ever find our way back? Or we just got used to the new nature that we ended up in and thought that we did find our way back home.
Maybe we just accepted our fate and where we brought ourselves into just so we don't live a miserable life full of regrets and doubts.
I'm mostly happy with what I have now, where I am now, and with how I live my life right now. The people that I have and lost.
It's amazing how a woman's body can create another human being. I'm scared but I'm excited for this new era of my life. I now have a baby growing inside of me. I'm gonna be a mom. Wow.
This might be the only positive thing that's happened to me since that night of August 02, 2022 and I couldn't be more grateful.
It is indeed true that when someone leaves, another arrives.
To be honest, I'm scared. I have never been this afraid of life. But I need to be strong for my baby. So that my baby will also be strong for this life.
It's you and me, my love. (and your dad if he wants to) lol
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