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Could you please do some Regressor Hcs for Moriarty? If not I understand but I love ur posts and think it'd be peek :3
If you talking about Moriarty from BBC's sherlock then yes! I just wanted to clarify because its the only Sherlock adaptation ive finished thus far @sharpcutquarternote16
Headcannons below the cut //CW: Hospitals, implied terminal illness, and death mention (kinda? If you squint)
- The first time Whizzer regressed in front on him he genuinely had 0 clue what was going on and was very concerned by his shift in behavior. (On top of his initial baseline of being worried about Whizzer perpetually)
- probably confided in Charlotte at first, frantically explaining what happened to her and Whizzers behavior, thinking because she would have all the awncers.
- Marvin is unfortunately mistaken, and also very bad at explaining things when he's just as clueless. Charlotte is a bit concerned as well but tells him that the other man could have just have been having a moment, but let's him know she'll check in on him about it and make sure he's doing okay cognitively to ensure its not a symptom itself.
- Marvin then speaks with Mendal about the whole ordeal because he's stressed. He doesn't exactly mean to dump everything on him all at once, but in this time of such intense stress he finds himself rambling to Mendal about everything as if he where still his therapist. This time instead of in his office its in his ex wife's and her new husbands living room.
- Mendal may be kinda a morally questionable therapist and whether he is good at his job is debatable, but dammit he knows his Freud. Therefore even with marvins pretty clumsy articulation of what happend, he actually pretty easily clocks it as age regression and is then able to explain that to Marvin.
- Marvin is actually very receptive to this and is very happy to relay the information he learned to Whizzer. assuring him and trying to make him feel more comfortable about the whole ordeal and they actually are able to communicate about it-!
- Marvin definitely insists on wanting to be there for Whizzer when he feels little, I don't think he'd use the term Caregiver but that is 100% the role he falls into.
- He completely spoils the ever living hell of Whizzer, gets him plushies and balloons from the hospital gift shop. Its only the size of the hospital room that limits him, at this point.
- He tells Whizzer bedtime stories. Hes got a repertoire of bedtime stories stocked up from when Jason was fairly young. He doesn't often get through more than a story or two before Whizzer is asleep though.
- Also pretty big on reading to Whizzer, though it doesn't seem to matter what book he picks Whizzer seems pretty equally intrested in all of them.
- Really enjoyed the Christopher Robbin books as a kid, so they got handed down to Jason, and now Marvin reads them to Whizzer. He is particularly fond of reading these to Whizzer because its pretty nostalgic for him as well.
- Theres not a whole hell of alot to do in a hospital room so the two of them end up watching alot of TV by default, and when Whizzer is little that is no different. Marvin actually does genuinely enjoy watching Disney movies with him but he has banned two from from being played, even though they own the VHS tapes.
- the first of these two movies is Bambi, he learned his lesson the first time around when Jason was young. Plus, that movie is just incredibly sad and he doesn't really want to be watching that at a time like this himself.
- The second one was a more recent addition. He bought The Fox And The Hound for them to watch when it came out on VHS, Whizzer fell asleep pretty early on into the movie, Marvin did not. He will not tell Whizzer this, but that movie made him SOB, so therefore, banned.
- Marvin doesn't like being away from Whizzer in general for very long, so he spends most nights in the hospital with him. However he still has work among other things to attend to making it so he can't be there 24/7. On one of the occasions he goes to the store to pick up some things he finds himself sort of wandering out away from his intended shopping goals and picks Whizzer up a few fun sippy cups with cartoon characters/ fun designs on them. He also buys as some good quality rubber teether things intended for very small children (he figures that might curb Whizzers habbit of biting his nails down past the point Marvin thought was possible. It doesn't really work.)
- Marvin can bake. Not incredibly well, but he can bake. Mostly just really simple stuff, since prior to living on his own after Whizzer and him broke up he never did a whole lot of cooking for himself, let alone baking. Regardless on one of the occasions he's away from the hospital he bakes Whizzer cookies.
- Marvin is a theater kid at heart, and he can sing. This is not somthing he actively goes around proclaiming or really doing at all anymore. he will however sing to Whizzer when he's regressed because he seems to like it, and Marvin will do anything if it makes Whizzer smile, expeshly in that state.
- Still winds up being the little spoon like 70% of the time when they cuddle, even when Whizzer is regressed.
- Enjoys being there for Whizzer, big or small, and is very quick to reassure Whizzer that he's not any type of burden and that he WANTS to be there for him. (The only thing he wishes is that he was able to be for longer.)
CWS: past unhealthy relationships mention, hospitals, terminal illness, and death mention.
- Whizzer actually had a pretty good immune system for the majority of his childhood and into his adult life. However when he would wind up sick he would be taken out for days. He would try and push through it but that always backfired and would wind up with him being even sicker and out for longer.
- When he would get to feeling particularly awful his brain would blurr a bit at the edges and he would find himself feeling and thinking things he hadn't since childhood.
- Alot of times he chocked it up to feeling more "sensitive" or somthing equivalent, though the presentation of it looked alot different than how he would usually express his emotions. It made sense to him and that was all that really mattered since it wasn't somthing he really fancied anyone seeing.
- Whizzer grew up with his family not being exactly the most well off, so for most of his childhood both of his parents were working, they had a very 'tough it out' mentality to most things. His dad was a bit of a hard ass, and as he got older his mother didn't have a ton of time for him between being a housewife and working full time. About the only time he was given a ton of undivided attention was the few times he got incredibly ill in his childhood, his mother would take off work to tend to him, her ignoring the snide remarks her husband would make about her 'coddling him too much' while sick. (In my HC/this AU I think Whizzers dad sucked massively.)
- He has grown to associate feeling sick with the rare instances of being cared for as young boy, while simultaneously feeling incredibly ashamed for being too ill to be able to care for himself properly and for even desiring that type of gentle affection (because that also scares him.)
- Soo when Whizzer gets incredibly sick and hospitalized? Its only a matter of time before it starts to ware on him mentally as well and he isn't able to be as "strong" or "put together" as he would like to be 24/7.
- Whizzers speech gets somewhat simpler when regressed, and he's quicker to cry in a way he usually would never be. Whizzer doesn't really cry usually over really much of anything, so its a pretty noticeable change.
- Marvin 100% notices somthing is different with Whizzer and 100% panics with how to deal with it but pulls himself together pretty fast, which surprises Whizzer. He doesn't really know whats going on with himself either so even once he's not in the headspace he cant really explain it well, but he does find himself apologizing, he is once again surprised by Marvin telling him not to apologize.
- Whizzer has been perpetually in a state of being surprised by Marvin. Their relationship hadn't been good the first go around, Marvin had treated him awfully, and even if he could see how much he was trying, somtimes he still anticipates things that past Marvin would have done in the present.
- Marvin ends up being the one to initiate a proper conversation about it, apparently having learned some stuff from Mendal, and so he finally has a word to describe his experience. Which is nice.
- At fiest he wasn't all too keen on the idea of being cared for by Marvin (or anyone, really) while in that headspace, guilt and fear already where nipping at him at the mear thought. He wants to be strong for Marvin, wants to keep everything together and not have Marvin see him more vulnerable or emotionally fragile. Hes scared that it might ruin what small amount of good they've built in their relationship, somthing he veiws as fragile in of itself and easy to be ripped away, like the first time. Then, once more, he would have nothing, less than that even.
- Marvin however is actually very insistent on the idea, and because he's around so often, and because its not a voluntary thing Whizzer can always suppress...well Marvin (always) gets the thing he wants, and that being he wants being to be able to properly be there for Whizzer after everything.
- initially he would insist Marvin didn't have to stay at the hospital, tell him to go home, regardless of if he was little or not. Even if he of course wanted Marvin to stay, the fear of being a burden was much stronger. Eventually though he allowed himself to be more "Clingy" and openly state he wanted Marvin to stay.
- Whizzer will turn on the TV to the weather channel Marvin works for when he misses Marvin because somtimes he will be on the screen talking about the weather!
- Whizzers typical age range is around 3-7, it really depends.
- Most of the activities he does are stationary due to being fairly weak and needing assistance getting around alot of times.
- Whizzer likes coloring, he enjoys making pictures for Marvin for him to keep, and he also really enjoys how he can draw just about anything and Marvins reaction is pretty unanimously postive.
- Whizzer actually has drawn pictures for eveyone, however he doesn't actually give the pictures to them most of the time, because, well, he understands once out of headspace how awkward that would be to give his boyfriends Ex-wife a crayon drawing and thinks better of it.
- Speaking of Trina, she gifted him a blanket she crocheted and he adores the thing.
- Charlotte and Cordelia on the other hand have received many of the drawings he's made for them.
- Whizzer watches alot of Disney movies when regressed to pass the time, though alot of times because of how tried he is most of the time he will end up falling asleep mid movie.
- Whizzer has seen the The Aristocats exactly 15 times. He imagines Marvin tolerates with that for the same reason he puts up with Whizzer watching baseball games on the television despite him not at all understanding the appeal. (Also Simmlarly to how he puts up with it when Marvin wants to watch Leave it To Beaver. Whizzer gains 0 joy from this show but doesn't complain about it...much)
- Whizzer also really likes watching Sesame Street when regressed on the younger end, i dont have much else to add to this point but it just feels right.
- Whizzer is particularly fond of being read to, and Marvin seems more than willing. Most of the time he doesn't have much of a preference for what they read as he likes to be able to close his eyes and just listen to Marvin talk, he doesn't really care what about all that much.
- For a similar reason he enjoys bedtime stories not from a book, however he'd never have expected Marvin to be as Intresting of a story teller as he is. His bedtime stories are a bit abstract and theres been a few occasions where he's tried to stay awake intentionally to hear more of wherever the hell Marvin was talking it.
- One thing Whizzer struggles alot with is that as he gets worse he needs increasing amounts of help doing things he was entierly capable of doing less than a year ago. This is pretty hard for him to grapple with no matter the headspace as Whizzer has always been pretty independent, however hes a bit more receptive to help when regressed.
- Even though he is more receptive to it he still initially feels incredibly guilty and helpless with now much Marvin has taken on helping him with, from things like helping him walk to bathing. As times goes on these feelings do slowly disapate, though its with alot of reassurance.
- Generally has more issues with motor skills than he ever has delt with and so eventually its pretty unsafe for him to use a cup hes able to spill. When he's in headspace he much favors the fun colored sippy like cups with cartoons or fun designs printed on them over the hospital provided cups he usually uses.
- 90% of the time neither of them will mention the fact that Whizzer is dying if Whizzer is regressed in any way...however there has been a few times where Whizzer will mention it offhandedly/as a joke in some variety and Marvin just has to sit there shellshocked for a minute that Whizzer mentioned it while like 6 years old mentally.
- On the older end of his age rainge he enjoys playing board games when he's feeling awake enough for it to function a as a good distraction. Not complicated ones (Think crazy8, UNO, battleship, candyland, or checkers.). Hes also incredibly lucky/good at them and wins very often. After about the third round of him winning Marvin gets playfully frustrated, which Whizzer thinks its very funny.
- Thanks Marvin alot, both in and out of headspace, but expeshly when he's little. He wants Marvin to know how much he appreciates and loves him, and that there isn't anyone he would rather spend the rest of his life with.
Whatt??? Im totally not up writing two obnoxiously long posts about agere Headcannons I have for two characters from my most recent obsession with new moodboard to accompany it whatt thats CRAZY, your CRAZY
Got so excited reading your fandom list, you know PEEK dude!
If you've got the time and are still taking requests, could/would consider doing a King Falls Am moodboard? I haven't seen anyone else into that fandom in FOREVER
I'm always excited to take requests and I love this podcast so much.
Crazy that I still haven't gotten finished with putting all my stuff away from coming back from college. Just so much stuff to sort and go through, and I dont have places for everything so Im having to reorganize. So unfun. But I need my space clean again so bad because my brain is so not well when its all messy like this. Like I need things to be done now. Might not sleep tonight and just try and get everything did.
I know in the show its ment much more litterly but out of context this line is so funny to me. Gonna start announcing it like that actually that'd be so funny
I saw that you are seeking moodboard requests, and also have Fantasy High on your fandom list so,, may I please request a CG!Aelwyn moodboard please? She’s one of my FCGs :>
Just wanna throw it out there, if anyone has any moodboard requests for any themes/Their Ocs/characters (if they are from a fandom on my list) Please feel soo free to send me an ask about it have a real fun time making them
